X= NovaLordPhoenix

This Song was written on 12/23/2016 in a Ford Expedition on Mt. Shasta
it made it into reality 9 years later , better late than never though.

AKHENATEN [Prod.Purple6ix]

Don't get too lit out there kiddies UwU

Big thanks to @ssunndae for this dope beat

(I do not own the artwork)

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I'm at this party
I think it's too much
People are screaming
I threw up my lunch
It got in her face 
It's a swing and a miss
Sorry for vomiting 
On your new kicks
And the room is
Getting kinda hazy
I start feeling
Kinda lazy
Everybodys doing coke
I tell myself
I'm not that crazy
Fuck that shit
I'm smoking weed
They say that I'm
hella weak
I would rather be at home 
Than hear these people
Fuckin sneeze

So I'll go sleep inside
Your parents bed
Turns out there are people
here that are already having sex 
I'd ask if I could join but
I don't wanna catch an STD
Also when I walked in they
Both started being really mean

(Hook)
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

(Verse 2)
It's 6AM
Past my bedtime
I drank too much
I think I might die
Tonight 
Got sadder thoughts
I don't feel right
My ride is gone
Guess I'll stay here
Tonight

I don't wanna dance
Where the hell are all my friends
Throwing up again ain't fun
Cops are here were on the run
We think that we own the night
Tell a girl I met goodbye
Now I'm walking all alone
Maybe my mom will be home and

I've been down this road before
I would like to think I'm fine
Last I checked I felt  sore
More or less I'll be alright
  
(Outro) 
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

i'll be fine (prod. by trapcard.)

As long as I

As Long As I - Ft AUTO (Sam's song)

Ride or die.

Go check out Kofi, they have some other good beats yo.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRasSgtg1f19OUApitcJdRQ

Art by: https://www.instagram.com/lovreii/

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 1)
Her friends are fake
And they only wanna roll
I got my sense 
And I'll never let her go
She playin hard and I'm
The only one who knows
I'll say it now that 
I might just go for broke

You and I 
Spent to many times
Being high
I don't really mind
We decide
Leave it all behind
We're alone
Stuck inside a lie

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

(Verse 2)
You don't mind staying inside
Then you cry while saying you're fine
I can see the pain in your eyes
You don't like when I'm in disguise

And I 
Just want to see your face
But you keep
Playing all these games
I miss
When we were all okay
But time has caused us
Both to change

(Pre-Chorus)
And she don't realize
That I've been by her side
I'm not that great 
But baby I'll apologize
The only thing I want
Is for you to be mine
I'll treat you right
So

(Chorus)
Let me take your hand
We can dance
We're inside your room
Trippin with your friends
In the benz
Till the afternoon
Parents on the edge
Are we dead?
Guess it's overdue
Girl you got your fans
And your brands
But I'm here for you

💖Here For You💖 (Prod. by Kofi bæ)

Some stuff on my mind

Please go check out abby
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQhvc2E3mMjGA2dRF19UzFA

I do not own the artwork!

Lyrics:

(Intro)
Now I'm lying on the floor again
And I'm thinking that I'm bored of this
Tell me how am I supposed to live?
If I barely feel alive
But they tell me to get over it
And I'm reaching for another sip
Another puff, and I wait for it to hit
Then I feel like I'm alive

(Verse 1)
Boom Boom Boom
3 shots down the hatch
I'll carry a torch 
And I'll never look back
I think I should stop
Forgot what I said
I don't think I'll make it 
Outta my bed
But I'll carry on
Carry on
Carry on
Try to carry on
Said I'll carry on

While I'm looking at the past me
And I'm sitting in the front seat

Where did I go wrong?
I keep putting all of it
Inside these songs
But it's not enough
Not enough
To keep me floating up
Floating up

I'm such a pessimist
Fuck your entitlement
I'm running from this shit
I know I wont make it
But I gotta grow up
Yeah I gotta grow up

(Bridge)
Still don't know where I gotta go
Need a voice just to let me know
Fuck a voice I can take it slow
I have a road I can follow home

(Hook)
I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

Cause I been stressed
Hella depressed
And I been feeling
It inside my chest
Gotta roll
Fill the hole
It's a void 
Swallowing up my soul

(Verse 2)
Running from the rage
Turn another page
I know I can change
If I switch my ways
Now I know where I should go
Playing on my phone
I'll forget about the day
And I missed the rain

Started drowning in my sea
I forgot who I should be
Is it all dream?
(Upside down)
I can't see in front of me
(Please don't frown)
Tell me if I'm doing fine
(You're doing great)
Am I getting outta line?
(It's not that way)

Now I'm sitting in my chair
I'm not asking for a share
I just wanna feel at home

in the blue (prod. by abby)

Iona - 5000 Ft Away (Prod NK Music)

this wont last so it's time to drop it.. 

check out pandrs: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjJc4rovUkuhojdVJKEd5Nw

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics:


I said I'd wait forever
But I think that's too long
There's no point even trying
All my love for you is gone

I wasted time for you
But you never came through
I gave you many tries
You'd fuck with other guys
(oh my)

Oooh
I don't wanna see your face
All you do is put me down
Whats the point of this
Oooh
I'd rather do anything else
Than be with you

You only call me when you're sad
I do my best to not feel bad
It kills my heart to take you back
I know that this will never last

We'll watch the stars outside my room
I know that you'll be leaving soon
Turn on your song and set the mood
I'll play it off like I'm too cool

Now it's time I realized
This isn't love 
But a way
To feel alive
I need it all

Don't talk to me
I don't wanna be friends
Not being mean
I still wish you the best

I tried way too much
Thought it was enough
You still broke my trust
Now I don't give a fuck

We gave it our all
My feelings dissolved
I don't wanna talk
Now I don't feel the love

You only call me when you're sad
I do my best to not feel bad
It kills my heart to take you back
I know that this will never last

never last (prod. by pandrs)

Shoutout @imyourlovergirl

Enjoy this random song that I made this week </3

https://open.spotify.com/track/0V1S7ZBQcH4aABh1J1rdTQ?si=f8jVkKUhQ0ihtg_q_zDr5g

https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/i-hate-myself-and-im-dying-feat-the-girl-next-door-single/1460063056

Love all of u <3

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