Name: Lovely Hate (feat. Kid E$S & Mayo Carter) by ✧Breezie 311✧
Duration: 4 min 3 s
Description: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/breezie311/lovely-hate-feat-kid-es--mayo-carter

Damnn hits different! youve come so far! keep doinggreat!

guess it just wasn't enough then (prod. eric godlow & M.E)

love u @seem_bng
Mixed, Mastered & Produced by: @areyoumatthias
Vocals Mixed by: @kayostarri

lyrics:

im starting to think im worthless
cause my lifes a fucking mess
im just going through these curses
please know im trying my best

you're saying its not as bad as it seems
but i know you'll learn to regret me
i wanna learn to love myself
but im just so fucking ugly, yeah

dropping out, disappointing everyone
try my best to make it up to my mom
do my best, that's what you use to always say
now im falling apart on the brightest day

now im bitchin' 'bout how life ain't fair
got me doubled-down, on my knees, tearing out my hair
got one big, happy family, but im never there
cause no one ever gave a shit, no one ever cared

x2

i want to love myself, but im sO F*CKING UGLY DUDE

sc only
shoutout splashgvng for da geetar

The way you love

the way you love

What Dreams Are For

A brand new track by Vaboh and Powfu.

Engineered by Eon Zero
Produced by riddiman

(Feat. Powfu) you left me alone with my nightmares

Lyrics:
Honestly I’m too scared right now
Got a lot to do
I don’t care right now
Yeah I’ve been the lid to the cup 
How I bottle it all up 
But I got a lot to share right now
I’ve been thinking that 
Life might be better without me
I try to do better
But I always doubt me
I wanna be happy
My head won’t allow me
Who put all this water inside of my room
Bruh I feel like drowning 
I’ve been staying in my head too much
I’ve been in my bed 
Feeling dead too much
Haven’t had a good day 
Its been two months
Man I’m losing motivation 
And I cannot take this
It’s way too much 
Bro where is home?
Got friends 
But I’m so alone
I know God’s tryna call
I can hear the phone
But I’ve been hitting decline
And my heart is cold
God I’m sorry I’ve been gone 
But I need you close
Oh yeah I’ve been tripping
I say that I’m a Christian 
I say that I’m Godly 
But acting so different 
I’m needing repentance 
Got lost in my living 
I know that He’s risen 
It’s time that I listen 
I’ve been afraid
Deep in the waves
Deep in my guilt
Now I’m feeling ashamed
I need some prayer
To heal all the pain
Fixing my heart
While He’s breaking the chains

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket 

I feel like I’m buried alive
I don’t got nowhere to hide
I fill up my mental with lies
And all of the time
They tell me I’m fine
Or they just tell me to quit
Tell me I suck, and I start giving in
Rip all the pages I wrote with this pen
My doubt builds a casket
And throws me within
Running away from all the pain
I can never escape
No matter the pace
The place 
I can never erase 
Running circles around myself
But never winning the race
Instead running from my pain 
I probably need to go pray
Why am I breathing?
I feel like a demon
I know I’m alive
But I don’t know the reason
I’ve been overthinking 
And God you’ve been telling me
That you’re enough
And I finally believe it

I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket
Open eyes
In a never-ending blackness
Feel my dreams 
Getting harder to imagine
I’m getting wooden splinters 
From the coffin that I’m trapped in 
And I don’t wanna lose you 
I’m not really feeling 
Like I use to 
God I need your light 
In a world of a never-ending blackness
I’m alive 
Breathing in a closed casket

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closed casket (prod. raspo)

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back
Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

You came right, right back to me
And turned right 'roud again
I swear I'll give my all to you
But will you take my hand?
Leaving him to gain everything
That's what you're to me 
Fill your heart, I'd take care of you
I'd fulfill your needs
Broken promises that turn to lies
Let me come complete. Am I begging
Cause my heart is heavy
Fallen on my knees

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

Please don't put me down, I
Know you're the one and I found you
I know it's hard right now but
I know I can't do this without you
I'm starting to feel like this is my real life
Maybe my dreams could be realized
But you've been away and I have been faded
Don't know how long I can take this
But we're gonna make it, I'm gonna make it
This is a real thing, I couldn't fake it
Now you've been screaming
I should be leaving
What could I say? I couldn't believe it
Cause I couldn't feel love
I couldn't stay, no
Until the day that you showed up
I want you to stay down
I want you to stay 'round
Until we get our own place, love

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

I wonder when 
You coming back 
You wonder when 
I sit and laugh

Are these times gon' change?
Say "your heart won't break"
But my heart can't take no lies
I'ma start going waste no time
Will my heart don't go?
Will my heart gon' love your vibe?
Don't stay, don't leave
Don't play with me
I'll take your all and puzzle piece
Love broken girls in 
Hopeless worlds
To find her place in open world

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You sit in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

Oh, don't put me down
You wanted more but I wanted rounds
Please don't take me out
You stood in silence but I hear the sounds
When I'm coming back, would you feel different?
Not going back

Gone like I'm dying
I have been trying
I have been looking for something

gone like i'm dying

gone like i'm dying ft. Lil Xtra [prod. kado]

I'll Be Alright

I'll be alright

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Lovely Hate (feat. Kid E$S & Mayo Carter)

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Lovely Hate (feat. Kid E$S & Mayo Carter)

✧Breezie 311✧

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