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@hiseph
@whyhaze
@ohfiv3
@haveonlyonechance

UNDEAD_SEPH_WHYHAZE_OHFIVE/TTENOJI!/

follow your dreams in costa rica
1st with gumi
3rd with miro
8+9 with lunaris 
my brothers
@lunaris @mirounu @kiraiu

kea samples w/lun,miro and gumi

inspired by venmo by kiryano & kketamine

@mitsooya
@mental
@blxty
@kairo6k
@1yugenn

mitsu · mental · blxty · kairo - hearts [mental x yugen]

w/ @7ick
song is like a month old 


wtf ?

wtf you want from me 
baby i just wanna bleed 
x2

please dont call me bro 
we are not even friends 
i dnt fuckin like u
imma let it end 
please dont call me bro
bitch we r not friends 
imma fuckin end it 
leave u in the end 

wtffff

@7ick
wtf wtf 
I just spend a thousand on some pants dgaf
shawty say she luv me bby that is just the drugs
but i think i love u bb u could be the one
tell me bby do u even rly want me?
lately it feels like u dnt even call me
and these memories haunt me
bby im sry
nd I swear that was not me
i wuz off the drugs bby lookin like a zombie

wtfffffff ++lick (nermal6)

@prodsoulsss

mv - https://www.instagram.com/p/CU5kKpHJdAy/

put my hand on ur heart nd itz melting
ill just leave it in my head floating question
what is really right bettr off just being wrong
dont kno who i am mayb ill jus play the part

i dont think tht i can do dis 1nce again
nd if time dont stop i hope we still arent friends

cnt do this all agn
my mind dnt mke no snse

all eyez on us
i cant take the pressure
till its all completed
u been starin into rzn
lies come from her head
couldnt tell tht i could c it
i ....
cant say goodbye
y ? i ?
cant say goodbye xx

alive ? (pr. souls1)

To another year!🍾

*until they are on traktrain dm to lease*

0:00 @prodkaiser
1:15   solo
2:05  solo
2:40  @jenryh
3:15   solo
3:56  @kiraiu
4:27   @kiryano
4:57   solo
5:35   @aidoruu
6:08   solo
6:49   solo
7:21    solo
7:48   @deadat18
8:33   solo
9:08   @april211k
9:35   solo
10:14  solo
10:44  solo

bday clips w/ kiryano april kaiser jenry gumi deadat18 kitaro

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

produced by @kggn @resolve1k / mastered by @blushxoxo

~~ instagram.com/memorie0_0/ ~~

out now all platforms: https://fanlink.to/memorieblame

lyrics:

you can hurt me all you want
tear me apart
i think shes blind because she cant see my scars
you said you hate me so im slicing my arms
iwanna run away escape from the harm
i gave you everything it wasnt enough
you said you love me and im calling your bluff

i make them feel the pain
to see how it feels
its all so hurtful its painfully real

you can break me down
hate when youre not around
quiet! dont make a sound
do you think we'll turn this around

find me laying dead on the ground
i was lost i thought i was found
talk to you i slip and i drown
wonder if she'll come around

it doesn't hurt so bad these days
i think that i've grown used to the pain
if you would talk to me i'd explain
walk away from me forget my name

in pain and youre always the one to blame
i quit this fucking game
and youre fucking up
i cant take this much
make me wanna run
throw away whats left of us

(because thats the way its meant to be)

blame game

spotify

blame game (kuru & inno)

wish we never met w/ carna007 (recyclebin)

prod @sshinju + @newgarasu
 :p auuughh
https://genius.com/Cyandream-cant-stop-wont-stop-lyrics

cant stop, wont stop

insta

cant stop, wont stop (shinju + garasu)

~ instagram.com/memorie0_0 ~

produced by @resolve1k @litothedon

last sad song for a min
streaming: https://www.gate.fm/g6fs1p

story:
said u could hurt me all u want so
i guess im used to it
i think im through with it
whats love got to do with it
u speak i cant listen
this aint love i cant pretend
my heart you shattered it,
mop the blood i cant even

know you wish you could tear me up
know you wish you could drain my blood
like i was i was enough
make a wish i need your love
cant you see im giving up
whats the difference blood and love
cant tell the difference love and lust
forgetting whats left of us

so turn and run away
i feel my heart decay
break down whats left of me
vanished without a trace
leave me back in yesterday
still left to feel this pain

fight back the tears
i cant stand it why cant you see
that im stranded lost underneath
all your damage lies and deceit 
one day you'll see
the things i could never say to you
its things that id never do to you
and after all this we cant be through
cant find my heart i gave it to you
because i 
know you wish you could tear me up
know you wish you could drain my blood
like i was i was enough
make a wish i need your love
cant you see im giving up
whats the difference blood and love

tear (@inno @litothedon)

rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

ft @exp100 @rewind214 @ilymay @venusiann @coldspades
prod @awwy2k

(experiencer)
feel all the love
girl ur safe in my touch
ill be the one u can trust

and this songs bout some shit that i love
my name is ghosthug
yea its harmony division
you cant see the vision
u need a new prescription 
im with may and venusiann
me and rewind made some new shit
spades and kidu they produced it
and patient's in spazzteam 
but shes not exlcusive
we're a group like the blue men
all our flowers are bloomin
i hope that we dont lose it
friendship and music

(rewind)
im with ghosthug, they cant see us
been so alone like im venus
we get our way, yea nothing can defeat us
fall down, gotta keep up
in tokyo for the meet up
dont wanna b me but they wanna b us
hate it when we fight
i just wanna talk
its ok to cry
cant deal with my flaws
i luv all my frends cause they distract me from my thoughts
know that ill b fine, im getting good at staying strong

(may)
fly overseas like im coldspades
harmony get our way 
posted up with my gang 
and i cant fall now 
ik youll that catch me ohh 
and i cant fold now 
for the ones i love the most 

yeah i might do some shit and u wouldnt forget ab it 
my whole team we goin up and it got them astounded 
i get the money i count it 
think i need an accountant 
said u going up i doubt it
ohhh

harajuku and im with the gang 
shopping spree got some helmut lang
u cant get in cuz ur a lame 

how u switch up on ur bros 
i cant do that no no no 
posted with team we stick to the code
we doin shit u wouldnt even know
yeahh

(venusiann)
my name is venusiann, music with my friends
was so bored like one night, so i made a collective
and we flexin, new kicks just stepped in
nah boy you cant get in, ill shoot u with my weapon
hope you get the message
there's hidden blessings
take me to heaven
you can't be part of the team
we stay in motion like streams
feels like we're living a dream

(coldspades)
harmony division, but my bands get to adding
keep my circle small, i got to subtracting
they doubted us now we making shit happen

im in HD i got connections
not on the team you not in my section
walk into saks and i made a selection
(when i drop a song they say its perfection)

i got all my friends dont need no one else
yea they always had my back even when i fell
my old friends stabbed me in the back but i still wish them well
now im going up might spend a bag in YSL

Harmony Anthem

Harmony Anthem (prod. kidu)

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

mitsu · mental · blxty · kairo - hearts [mental x yugen]

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