im not real
i try, so hard
i dont care
let me hate myself
i hate myself

i hurt so bad
feel so fake
sorry im a mistake
hate myself
and trapped in doubt
filled my heart with sorrow

(and i)

looking at myself
i hate the way i look (fuck)
shattered mirrors on the wall

(everything is gone, goodbye)

i miss, myself

living in fear (ft. benzosaint)

don't call me (ft. tommy blve x txkka)

"OPIUM AD SOMNUM"

feat. @abortedaudio
produced by @zyrom
mixed by @zyrom ; @abortedaudio & @the0000
mastered by @zyrom

lyrics :

Perceiving the void
In it, I jump
Distorted thoughts inside my cranium
Making it harder to reflect
In this mess
That I created by myself
Mud to the legs
And it's holding me back in the obscure

I did it to myself
Denaturing all these emotions
I tear em out
Wow
I saw someone jumping from a building
A man that decided to use the rest of his life
To paint on on the ground
A message to the world
I thought it was very inspiring

And then I saw his face
I recognized myself
I lost all kind of strength

I stepped back
Fell into the mud
Slowly covered, panicking
Shutting down my eyes
I inhale

Never wanted nonsense just friends
This amends for my shortcomings
And let's play pretend
It gets fucked up in the rear view
Story teller in your ears too
Talk a lot and can't feel you
432 need peeled to

Fill the mirror with my fears
For long year after year
I quit shaking off the uh
I quit thinking when im here
Can't have far
Can't have near
When I'm numb and don't steer
Avoidant of my peers
Want revenge for the tears

opium ad somnum (feat. kill ebola) [prod. zyrom]

corpses (ft. 6down, txkka, stokahr)

struggling with myself
cant feel anything anymore
learn to hate yourself

i cut my friends off
its all i had
i am desperate
for fucking love
i cant take this anymore
i dont wanna live
wont you save me
i wont be saved
unlovable face, unlovable personality deficiency
what the fuck is wrong with me
i dont know
i dont know

i cant see past these lies cause they burn so deep
burn my skin off, this pain is tranquility

hate on myself for good
youll leave once you see my face
i think im ugly
ugly fucking waste of space

living in constant fear
i dont know why im like this
everyone they judge me
judge me for all

learn to hate yourself

you are the problem

im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

TRACK 9

happy birthday to me, the adolescent.

prod. @zyrom
artwork by @dhaelo

Lyrics: genius.com/albums/Dhaelo/Me-the-adolescent

glimpse

𝚃𝚎𝚔 𝙸𝚝 𝙰𝚠𝚊𝚢 (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚛𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚐)

(Verse 1)
Caught in the glow of a screen that knows,
Every fear, every dream, every high and low.
Invisible chains from digital eyes,
Lost connections, modern disguise.

(Pre-Chorus)
Scrolling through silence, typing our cries,
Finding more questions in every why.

(Chorus)
In the shadows of a digital world,
We search for truth in the data swirled.
Echoes of who we are, who we’re meant to be,
Lost in the light of a pixel sea.

(Verse 2)
Notifications like a heartbeat’s call,
But the deeper we dive, the harder the fall.
A world at our fingertips, yet nothing to hold,
Warmth of a screen, yet the heart grows cold.

(Bridge)
Can we break free from this web we spin?
Is there a way out or a way back in?
Calling for connection, real and profound,
Beyond the screen, where true bonds are found.

(Chorus)
In the shadows of a digital world,
We search for truth in the data swirled.
Echoes of who we are, who we’re meant to be,
Lost in the light of a pixel sea.

corpses (ft. 6down, txkka, stokahr)

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