SUFFER

lava

Giving up

🥯

scars 4 u they're bleeding out scars 4 u need healing now

scars 4 u (xofilo)

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LYRICS - CXDES:

YEAH YOU BETTER START TO RUN
SMOKIN HEAVEN IN A BLUNT 
TALKIN SHIT I'LL TOSS YOUR BODY IN A SEWER, HAVING FUN

I DONT NEED LOVE I NEED DRUGS
COME REAL CLOSE AND FUCK ME UP 
TEAR MY FLESH AND EAT MY HEART 
I DONT NEED LOVE I NEED DRUGS

YEAH YOU BETTER START TO RUN
SMOKIN HEAVEN IN A BLUNT 
TALKIN SHIT I'LL TOSS YOUR BODY IN A SEWER, HAVING FUN

I DONT NEED LOVE I NEED DRUGS
COME REAL CLOSE AND FUCK ME UP 
TEAR MY FLESH AND EAT MY HEART 
I DONT NEED LOVE I NEED DRUGS x5

LYRICS - NOX:

I DON'T NEED NO FUCKING LOVE
DON'T DESERVE IT ANYWAY
I AM DEAD INSIDE BUT FUCK THAT
DIGGING MY OWN GRAVE, YUH

TIME FLIES BY
AND I WAIT TIL I DIE
BUT NO END IN SIGHT
MAKES ME KILL MYSELF I MIGHT

TAKE MY CROWN BITCH I WANNA SEE YOU TRY
BUT I KNOW IN THE END IM GONNA MAKE YOU CRY

YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME x2

LOVE?/DRUGS! W/ TAIJII - PROD. LAVA BEATS (HEADPHONE WARNING)

eclypsd: 
https://www.instagram.com/eclypsd.wav/
https://soundcloud.com/eclypsd
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4X8FMbJiDlbOSWCElZCEBA

SOMEBODY KILL ME (prod. eclypsd)

the marks on my fists from the anger
within me, i feel empty
you tricked me
where is your empathy
you won't care about me
i don't need to fucking doubt

i dont know
tired in my eyes i rest, i cannot fucking sleep
i told you
writing on my walls
youre a monster, monster, monster

you're a monster, yeah
monster
you feel the need to 
fill that void, feel that void
cut me off, cut me off
you're a fucking monster, monster, monster

i dont know
tired in my eyes i rest, i cannot fucking sleep
i told you
writing on my walls
youre a monster, monster, monster

youre a monster

cold world ft cholorofilm + lava

my storm

Prod. by Heath Stone

Lyrics -
this is our escape
i’m just tryna hit the dash
i’d rather feel the crash than the brakes
i said baby grab the cash
yeah we’re going way too fast
run away
i ain’t never looking back
cause we ain’t going back 
either way

i’m feeling wide awake

peddle to the metal yeah we flooring
girl let’s make it rain let it pour in
middle finger to the sky while we’re soaring
then let’s pop another no more snoring 

no we don’t trust
chrome hearts you don’t wanna cross us
everyone around us so obnoxious 
i know that they’re mad cause they’re not us


speeding through the city 
and i’m feeling wide awake
in the middle of the night
as long as you are with me 
then there is no mistake
they will never take our lives


this our escape
said i’m moving way too fast 
and i’m bringing out your bad
it’s not safe
nah

that’s okay
runaway 
well we gon get the bag 
so if u want the bands 
you can stay
come with me 

they gon let it bang
so just pray that they don’t land
hit a strafe


red light 
you don’t wanna cross us
x on the name 
but we don’t stop
now we gotta disappear 
like atlantis

runaway 
runaway baby
let’s escape
cuz you can’t save me
set the pace
yeah they gon chase me 
not afraid 
imma keep on taking

speeding through the city 
and i’m feeling wide awake
in the middle of the night
as long as you are with me 
then there is no mistake
they will never take our lives

WIDE AWAKE FREESTYLE

im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

guitars by wraith falls
https://soundcloud.com/wraith-falls/clement-inclemency

that night

wither

@oryx @jesse-lanham @andylovu
www.instagram.com/oryx420/
www.instagram.com/jeskivaca/
www.instagram.com/lovuandy/


...and im flexing cuz im better better better better better
better better better better better off 
batter up!

i’m smoking baseball bats to the dome 
in a flask i got tincture 
take a picture peep the fit i’m tryna flex
and u know it ain’t lava until it erupts
remember when you were annoying that was fucking dumb
and remember when i’d smoke a cigarette you’d wanna bum one like a bum 

bitch so things couldn’t be better better better better better 
bbbetter better better better better better better

better not talk to me no more
you can bury me with a scene whore
she try and kiss me i said go lower
tell that bitch go lower 

loweer lower lower lower lower lower lower 
lower lower lower lower lower

better not talk to me no more
you can bury me with a scene whore
she try and kiss me i said go lower
tell that bitch go lower

im feeling better better
and i am hotter hotter
she wear my sweater sweater
no matter the weather weather
ill send a letter to her
im trying to better her world
im tryna lend her a heart
im trying to fuck her and dart
and im dancing all night
im trying to feel a vibe
hitting my cart with jeski we on a mission of darkness
we pulling guns out all the time
im a vampire your a bite
up all night and i ? like im flying like a kite
and its on sight and you know your ass aint it irght
i just want the cash saying fuck all of the lies
im saying fuck all the follows all you pussies do is follow
if she go where ever i go 

better better then things will be better

better better better better better 
bbbetter better better better better better better
better not talk to me no more
you can bury me with a scene whore
she try and kiss me i said go lower
tell that bitch go lower 

loweer lower lower lower lower lower lower 
lower lower lower lower lower
better not talk to me no more
you can bury me with a scene whore
she try and kiss me i said go lower
tell that

BETTER! + hateoryx (andylovu)

4chan boi

WORLDNOISE

I AM NOT A HUMAN BEING FREESTYLE++!

help me please ☟︎☜︎☹︎🏱︎ ❍︎♏︎ 🏱︎●︎☜︎✌︎💧︎☜︎

faith's winter.. её зима ушла

Emo bullshit


idc if you don't like this song I made this one for myself

Lyrics:

Today I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle 
Perks in my bloodstream I just took a handful
Don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table 
Fall on my face call your phone while I'm able
Don't remember how I got here
Doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again yeah it's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but she don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you i loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
I'm all out of time, It's too late to try
So baby kill me slowly however you like
However you like

I don't know who to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve, or am I swerving on the people that I love cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing with a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch, now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say fuck it I'm done, And I try to get away
But I don't get very far, And there's nowhere to stay
Now I'm writing these bars, Cause I've got so much to say
So my worlds will live on, Even When I fade away

 I can't wait to die nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

Oct. 17th 2014

A Little Faster

spotify / apple music links in bio <3

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ5dSQWXkHQ

prod: https://soundcloud.com/vaegud & https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller
mixed & mastered: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/imbuedmess

Lyrics

I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore
Lifes so fucked up

I say come on through
To my shrine
I got wine
So divine

Eat the holy fruit
Mystified
Sun go down
Now you mine

I say come on through
To my shrine
I got wine
So divine

Eat the holy fruit
Mystified
Sun go down
Now you mine

You knew it too
You ain't blind
Darkness like a witch
Unrefined

Saw it too
Heard the cries
Baby come with me
Drink the wine

Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine
Drink the wine

DRINK THE WINE

Stay alive
Just survive
No revives
One life

I'm afraid
Of my thoughts
I'm alone
High as fuck

I’m so
I’m so
Lonely
Lonely

Miss you
Help me
Hold me
Hold me

I say come on through
To my shrine
I got wine
So divine

Eat the holy fruit
Mystified
Sun go down
Now you mine

You knew it too
you aint blind
Darkness like a witch
Unrefined

Saw it too
Heard the cries
Baby come with me
Drink the wine

Drink the wine
Drink the wine 
Drink the wine 
Drink the wine

Children of Dionysus

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Children Of Dionysus (vaegud & HXRXKILLER)

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life