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lyrics

though i run from it gets closer
Invoking waters
Where you come from
To the other side
I loved you in the darkness
Tell me your wish ill make it
Walking through the snow so blind
I wouldn’t wish your demise
Walking through the snow so blind
Wait till the other side

dark garden

lyrics:
im done with this shit
im done with this shit
i wish i dont exist
thoughts in my brain makes it go quick

tell me that you dont know
tell me that you love me
tell me all these lies so i can feel happy
tell me that im ignorant sad i feel
tell me all my faults
sadness keeps me sad

sadness in my head i feel,
you dont feel like anything
why dont you just leave me
im done with it

im fucked up now
fucked now
i cant change the things that make me who i am

i am a failure yeah i know
baby i tried so hard not to care about you

tell me that you dont know
tell me that you love me
tell me all these lies so i can feel happy
tell me that im ignorant sad i feel
tell me all my faults
sadness keeps me sad

when will i be better (im a mess)

prod KA$TRO

lyrics
wakin up
another day
suicidal
voices inside my head
and then she told me it was final
when im in coma
let me die hooked on the vitals
i been drinkin to much
i know that im in denial
i been fakin smiles
how you never seen my fuckin face
i dont give attention
im afraid of all the pain
everytime i see her
why my heartbeat skip a pace
im so broken
im afraid to let her fuckin stay
and its all the past
that fucks me up
i really hate my brain
if i wasnt such a bitch
id take my life today

denial (Prod. KA$TRO)

More musick soon, Love you all

produced by me

lyrics -

I listen to the wind brush around me
Opening my wounds from then
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Nothing feels the same
I let the cold embrace me
In this night I feel it rise again
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Like snow beneath the rain
I fall apart, elegy of my heart
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Alone again where we once stood
Memories of a time so good
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Ghost Amethyst Elegy

lets lay together in this empty grave
sorry for last night i tend to snap
cant control my emotions
engraving my name in your skin

theres no fun in burying your corpse
six feet under i held the fucking torch
im in your walls
im in your head
everytime you lie, it dont matter, it dont matter, it dont matter
everytime you cry, dead girl, dead girl, dead girl

im just an actor in your shitty little game
drown me away
she said she would hold me close now she dead
drown me away

cutting my wrists
its the only way i cope
burning my skin
theres nothing left to hold

barreling down in the depths of darkness
holding my heart in your hands im heartless
you took it all away from me i dont care
cause your fucking useless you have none to spare
i would bury myself if i fucking could
i would put myself in my grave if i could
erase all these memories
cause i know they aint coming back

dead girl

bewarb!!!!

i just want you back
did you get my text?
with your rose tinted paragraphs
and you're heartbreaking texts

stop, if im being honest
cant, even think about you
and you cover your scars 
like art in the wind

and i cant stop myself from loving you
i cut myself, from everything and
everything breaks and i dont know why
and you're my saving grace, can't you save me now?

gone, i hate myself (hate)
till my days break
it just seems too fine to not mess it up
i mess up everything, you know

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ᴛы ⲿᴇ ⳅⲏᴀᴇɯь ʙᴄᥱ, онᴀ уʍᴩᥱᴛ
ʙо ʍᴦᴧᴇ, ʙ оᴦнᴇ, ᴄᴦниᥱᴛ ᴛʙ𐔖я ᴧюⳝ𐔖ʙь

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ⲿυᴛь ᴨᴩ𐔖ᴨᴀᴧ𐔖
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эⲧ𐔖 ⲃᥴᥱ ⲏᥱ ⲧ𐔖
ᴛы ⳅⲏᴀᴇɯь, ʍ𐔖ⲿᴇᴛ υ ʙᴄᥱ ⲏᴇ ᴛᴀᴋ
ᴛы ⳅⲏᴀᴇɯь, я ᴄᴧ𐔖ʍᴀю 𐔤𐔖ᥙr ᥎ιᥱᥕ ᦔᥱbᥙⳋ
ⳅⲏᥲᥱɯь, ᴨ𐔖ᴄᴋ𐔖ᴩᴇᴇ 𐔤ʍυᴩᴀύ
я нᴇ дᴀʍ ᴛᴇбᴇ ᴄʙою ʍᴇчᴛу
я нᴇ дᴀʍ ᴇё ᴄᴧоʍᴀᴛь
цᥱⲏⲏ𐔖ᥴⲧь ⳝыⲧυя ⲕᥲⲕ ⳅⲏᥲⲙя
ᴛы ⲏυⲭ𐔤я ⲏᴇ ⳅⲏᴀᴇɯь
а чё ты знаешь?

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ᴛы нᴇ ʍᴇɯᴀй, ᴛы-ᴛы нᴇ ʍᴇɯᴀй
ⲏ𐔤 ⲇᥲⲃᥲύ, ᥒ𐔖ᥴⲕ𐔖ρᥱᥱ 𐔤ⲙυρᥲύ
потому что ты-
ⲏᥱ ⲙᥱɯᥲύ
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ᴋᴀᴋ𐔖ύ цᴇⲏ𐔖ύ?
ᴨᴩ𐔖ⲇᴀᴧ ᴄʙ𐔖ю ⲇ𐔤ɯ𐔤
υ ⲧы ᥴⲿᥱ𐔏 ⲃᥴᥱ ⲙ𐔖ᥴⲧы, ⲏ𐔖 ⳅᴀ ϶ʍ𐔖цυυ ʍⲏᴇ ⳅᴀᴨᴧᴀᴛυ

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ᴛы ⲿᴇ ⳅⲏᴀᴇɯь ʙᴄᥱ
ʙо ʍᴦᴧᴇ, ʙ оᴦнᴇ, ᴄᴦниёᴛ, уʍᴩёᴛ
ᴛʙоя ᴧюбоʙь

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lietus dvēselē #ew

lietus dvēselē #ew (prod. swkillmee)

vocals by @checksnbalances
produced by @ventingpalace + @checksnbalances
(sample | novo amor - colourway)

No one ever answered my prayers, so I let go of my false faith
I’ve hoped for better for a while now, but negativity remains where i bathe
I wish that you'd stop clawing at me, your messages are digging into me
I wish that i’d start blaming myself, lest I cause any more damage to my mental health
Home
All i can do now is run
Home
All i can do now is hide

Mirage (co-prod. Venting Palace)

s/o to @project_pure who produced godly!
NEW ALBUM SOON
I can’t realize I don’t feel the same
what was that feeling?
Please let me remember it

how come is that I don’t feel ashamed
of myself when theres nothing left
to say
All I sense is your endless regret
what was that feeling?
feeling I can live again
what was that feeling?
I can’t remember a thing
what was that feeling?
borrow me your heartbeat

there’s a lil smile at the window
the world outside invites me in
but I, I fail..

I can’t realize I don’t feel the same
what was that feeling?
Please let me remember it

how come is that I don’t feel ashamed
of myself when theres nothing left
to say
All I sense is your endless regret
what was that feeling?
feeling I can live again
what was that feeling?
I can’t remember a thing
what was that feeling?
please what was that feeling?

what was that feeling?
can you make me feel again?

What Was That Feeling? (prod. PURE)

@kamaara @kamaara @kamaara
first song: @deademane
second song: @kamaara

when will i be better (im a mess)

lava.christian