Lyrics: See my fucking nose yeah I broke it 
See the blood drain see yeah I took it 
See that fucking dope 
see me yeah I’m fucked up
See it in my eyes I don’t want to live no
No no no
I’m in my head let this gun let it blow 
Smith and Wesson that glock on my own.
I’ve been all alone this whole time.
So why the fuck you think...
Stick it on myself stick it now I know 
Stick that blade inside yeah and now you know.
See me fucking bleed yeah I know you know. Know how I feel and how I feel is I want to go.
Got blood on my lip yeah I fucked up again. Yeah I fucked up again. Yeah I fucked up again.
See it on my nose oh oh
See the drugs let it flow no oh
Never been the one to go like this 
I said fuck all the drugs now I’m like this
I just want to feel but I don’t want to feel again I just want to feel but I don’t want to feel again. I don’t want to feel again I don’t want to feel again I don’t want to feel I don’t want to feel.
I got visions that I’m dead
I got all these reasons that I’m dead 
I got these visions I got feelings I can’t handle 
I can’t handle I can’t handle 
I don’t want to but I handle it instead.
I got reasons I got cuts on my neck.
I got reasons I got this blood pact.
I got reasons that I promised you that I would stay but I fucked it up again.
I got reasons that there’s blood stains
I got reasons that I fucking stay in my brain. You get mad cause I don’t know.
Fucking feel a thing bitch I don’t know.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah...

Tommy: Inside my veins again i crave 
I can’t believe the scars I’ve made 
Love turns us to ghosts i know
And the lies and your eyes
I don’t feel alive no more 
An i take it back its all my fault 
And the lies and your eyes

Mary:
You don’t got to say a thing you said it all in the way you look at me
The way you look at me
The way you look at me

Rivi: This is my time
My time yeah , my season
And this … is my crime 
You know how this feels
Don’t you notice me?
Notice me 
Notice me
Sharp…like…a blade
The way you look at me…

Mary:
Off the drugs all the drugs 
I can’t feel so 
I’m up off the drugs
And I can’t sleep and I am up
I just want to feel 
I can’t handle this shit I just want to feel
I can’t handle this shit 
I can’t handle this shit 
I can’t handle this shit.

Now Im Like This Ft. Tommy Blve & Rivi (P. Vermin)

SPOTIFY- https://open.spotify.com/album/5JUM5Gdw7loO2ZdftXfBQD

Feat + Prod - @morrigan404

Tommy Blve -
find a way 
to your heart again 
please dont fade away 
ill fall inside again  
i cant find a way to your heart again 
please dont fade away 
ill fall inside again 

you keep sleep walking around my mind
you keep sleep walking around my mind

Morrigan-
sleep walk sleep walk
ive been fuckin broke
suffocation in my room 
dyin slow rollin raw 
look in my eyes
you can see the devil 
witch n sacrifice
im on a new level
do not call me again
im not waiting for you
frozen blood in the sink
cus you never heard the fuckin truth 
im willing to step in 
now im ready to die 
raindrops on my face 
the sky is waiting lets fly

SLEEP WALK (FEAT. MORRIGAN404)

lyrics:
im done with this shit
im done with this shit
i wish i dont exist
thoughts in my brain makes it go quick

tell me that you dont know
tell me that you love me
tell me all these lies so i can feel happy
tell me that im ignorant sad i feel
tell me all my faults
sadness keeps me sad

sadness in my head i feel,
you dont feel like anything
why dont you just leave me
im done with it

im fucked up now
fucked now
i cant change the things that make me who i am

i am a failure yeah i know
baby i tried so hard not to care about you

tell me that you dont know
tell me that you love me
tell me all these lies so i can feel happy
tell me that im ignorant sad i feel
tell me all my faults
sadness keeps me sad

when will i be better (im a mess)

tortured soul
what you know about me?
headless crow
didn't wanna run, what you want from me
i dont even know why you talk to me
who would fucking love me
who would fucking know me
who would wanna be around me
why am i like this?
why cant i be fucking happy?

(what makes him different
why am i never good enough
why am i never good enough)

how much more can i take

in your eyes

thank you @srfak

leave me alone in room 
i don't wanna see your fucking face 
why u comin at me like that

I'll shoot your witch, do u rly want her dead

i'm that witch n the shadows, casting codes like a curse
i got bodies in a moss

and I feel their blood, I will be running through the fog

in the glitch of the night
blood on my lips, vampire smile
she got a bunch of bites
fade of black no lights

Metal and shadow, my armor and skin
I’m alive in the silence where the darkness begins
Where the darkness begins, i be smokin my blunt
Walking the edge, living life on the stunt

میں تم سے نفرت کرتا ہوں BTW <3



where the darkness begins (prod. $anfak)

IMPACT

Bones - GladWeHaveAnUnderstanding (Remix)

Bandcamp: marymortem.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/y72wvs6y
Apple Music/iTunes: https://tinyurl.com/yb5xepos

Lyrics: Anti

This is an anti world 
Anti human
Anti life anti being
Anti christ
Oh I need it
Anti sex 
please stop breathing
anti fuck
Forgive screaming 
Burning squealing 
I’m not feeling 
I miss so much feeling
I forgive you
Cut me open, just so I can feel a little more
It’s that Razor deep cut that razor deep intention. 
Attempt to murder me

download

Anti

1st drop by me 
2nd drop by solitari
3rd drop by slxughter

Goodbye For Now (w/ solitari + slxughter)

Cover art by Kaylee Rae, format by Mary.

Lyrics:
Blink and I see the fucking money left 
And I see red cause I never ever felt it’s fair. 
I got a gun hold it to my fucking head. 
I got to run I don’t want you to see me fucking dead. 
Lost you in the night 
See the graves see this light 
I know that you want to see the internet 
I know you see me fucking dying on the internet 
sick of this pain lights in your eyes
Fuck the fame that’s you you say at night. 
You want the drugs want the high to never end. 
I want my life I want it all to fucking end. 
You see the scars on me 
When I fall asleep how I can’t get up 
How it falls beneath 
Sick of that bullshit 
Sick of writing on walls sick of the bullshit 
Sick of my mind 
Sick of these eyes that stay close an 
I can’t even keep em open when I try 
Fucked up on the internet 
You saying to much what you need for that? 
Saying to much say you say you been for that say you made it up say you fucking feeling it. 
Say you made it up say you feeling that say you really wish it’d fall right in your lap. 
Say you hear me bitch can you hear now? 
Say you ride until you wish and now I’m feeling out and now you feel me now and now you hear my words and now you say you hear me bitch say you know me now 
Sick of pussies talking about I can’t hear you now like Mary what you say? 
Bitch you hear me now.

when will i be better (im a mess)

lava.christian