emotions

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𝖼𝖺𝗍𝖼𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝙬𝙖𝙫𝙚

all of lava music

produced by vaegud & sketchmyname
mix & master by letmedrown
https://www.instagram.com/killmisery_

lyrics:
alle reden aber ich bin immer leise
bin schon lange nicht mehr der der ich sein will
bin gefangen in meinem kopf
komm nicht raus aus diesem loch
denn es ist mir scheiss egal ob ich leide

unzufrieden mit egal was ich mach
mit mir selbst mit den songs nur der abend bringt was 
und ich bin mal wieder tagelang wach
seit jahren am arsch fuck ich bade im hass


ich weiß nicht mehr wie es weiter geht
fuck ich sollte meine fehler einfach eingestehen, doch
werd' in den boden gezogen von mein' problemen
hab schon immer das gefühl dass keiner hier das versteht

aber fuck it ich muss weiter gehen
egal ob ich mich grad so fühl' als ob ich nicht mehr leb, doch
fühl mich alleine gelassen im fucking regen 
ich will nicht mehr leben 


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you didn't fucking care me about me
you let me fucking drown in my pain
hope you're feeling good without me
hope you're feeling bad cuz i'm insane

i don't wanna do this anymore no no
i'm breaking down down down
I wasn't the same anymore no no
when you came in my life

when u came in my life

when u came in my life (prod. by vaegud & sketchmyname)

now available on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Y7C2r51Y6seniRVyHm5pS?si=2619db8ee96f4627

sample:  Draper - Pressure (ft. Laura Brehm )
@drapermusic
@laurabrehm

listen to pt. I here <3
https://soundcloud.com/whisper000/earthquake

FREE DL

・✧ pressure ✧・(ON SPOTIFY!)

スノウドライヴ

kiss

lyrics:
im done with this shit
im done with this shit
i wish i dont exist
thoughts in my brain makes it go quick

tell me that you dont know
tell me that you love me
tell me all these lies so i can feel happy
tell me that im ignorant sad i feel
tell me all my faults
sadness keeps me sad

sadness in my head i feel,
you dont feel like anything
why dont you just leave me
im done with it

im fucked up now
fucked now
i cant change the things that make me who i am

i am a failure yeah i know
baby i tried so hard not to care about you

tell me that you dont know
tell me that you love me
tell me all these lies so i can feel happy
tell me that im ignorant sad i feel
tell me all my faults
sadness keeps me sad

when will i be better (im a mess)

taking a short break. the pressure of trying to be the best artist i possibly can; while also trying to maintain a consistent upload schedule and keeping up with other responsibilities has taken a huge mental toll on me. 

soundcloud butchered the quality, as per usual.

ik i say it alot, but i genuinely appreciate you guys. ty for 300 followers. <333

everybody and their aunt has been asking me to bring this back so i had to remake it.

if you remember the og you a real one.

sample: 8485 - pure

reminisce

sample : https://soundcloud.com/zolajesus/ixode
inspired by : https://soundcloud.com/nciku/i-know-it-hurts-w-malith

back after a lil break lol

emptiness

living in fear (ft. benzosaint)

prod. sxulcry
original: https://soundcloud.com/havenhaida/scumgirl-sxulcry

lyrics (by havenhaida):
i can't head there
limping through this forest i'm damned dead
all i hear is i'm a fucking bastard
no love can take me back here
no love can't bring back there
too late fix to what got battered
watch my grave with a cold blank stare
then i'll haunt you on my way after

rather not take no advice
let the consequence suffice yuh
in the back of my head i count seconds i don't wanna be alive yuh
engrave your nails into my skin and rip me apart curbside yuh
been waiting for this i'm not sorry bout my cold hands with life yuh

aren't you so full of envy?
watching my life become blurry
let your thoughts become deadly
you cannot comprehend me

for the edge you ain't ready
let my visions contempt me
so obsessed it turned scary
i want you fucked up and then buried
i'll be dead soon don't worry
see you in my mirror and i'm worried
dump my body under of the city
kill me now please end my misery

my lyrics at the end:

all the time that i spent on you
hurts me, all day
cannot take this anymore
i wish i could cry and be sad
ill be dead in my bed

scumgirl (havenhaida cover)

corpses (ft. 6down, txkka, stokahr)

struggling with myself
cant feel anything anymore
learn to hate yourself

i cut my friends off
its all i had
i am desperate
for fucking love
i cant take this anymore
i dont wanna live
wont you save me
i wont be saved
unlovable face, unlovable personality deficiency
what the fuck is wrong with me
i dont know
i dont know

i cant see past these lies cause they burn so deep
burn my skin off, this pain is tranquility

hate on myself for good
youll leave once you see my face
i think im ugly
ugly fucking waste of space

living in constant fear
i dont know why im like this
everyone they judge me
judge me for all

learn to hate yourself

virus gang // digital torture
https://soundcloud.com/malwarevi
https://soundcloud.com/malwarevi
https://soundcloud.com/malwarevi

virus + @malware.vi

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Eli Sostre - This Winter

Wildfire

New track featuring @juku2000 , also produced/mixed & mastered.

DEATH UPON FT. JUKU (PROD. BY JUKU)

Written by FRVRFRIDAY
Produced by FRVRFRIDAY x EMMY ME
Engineered, Mixed by FRVRFRIDAY.
Mastered by Sully

FRVRFRIDAY SOCIAL MEDIA |

INSTAGRAM: @FRVRFRIDAY
TWITTER: @FRVRFRIDAY

Wall Maria - Single

Wall Maria

BAD ADVICE (PROD. ELI & SCINTILLA)

Sex Me Up

Feat @kam9g  Prod 
Cover art by Camille Shaikh (ig: diplodocam) + Strangoth 
Lyrics : 
(Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me 

(Verse)
I feel rejected 
I don't like livin'
You cannot save me 
Stuck in a circle
I need a miracle
I wanna be an angel
I wanna die so i can see you from the sky (x2)

Take me hand 
Take my heart 

( Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me

when will i be better (im a mess)

lava.christian