what are the lyrics dude? I love this sm.

yi wu 2402

Im out of touch Im out of love Ill pick you up when youre getting down..

After all these things I've done...

I was off pill till recently 
Didn’t know what to do, it almost killed me 
Then I popped another one hoping for saving 
Little did I know I tried but nothing comes cleans 
When I’m off of the drugs I feel amazing 
Faded while I’m drinking everybody see me hazing 
I was drunk or high when I wrote stargazing 
Only got worse when I really started dating 
Venting all my feelings on a track is nothing new 
So I dunno what I can do if I’m not living by the noose 
Cuz I every time felt something like love memories came loose 
Visceral reaction my body hated me to 
And everybody said something about the way I think
I don’t like the way I been feeling if you don’t disagree 
Evidently I been up to something that’s what everybody saying 
So I might as well just do it if Im really people pleasing 
Look to other people if I’m tryna get some meaning 
People say they love me but I can’t tell if they mean it 
Every time they say it usually ends up that they’re leaving 
I can’t do this anymore this something that I am not beating
But the only thing I can do is put my hand in the bottle 
If I pop another pill I swear everything will settle 
Then I’ll smoke a ton until I cannot feel a thing at all
I’d rather feel nothing than everything I don’t care if it’s wrong 

Yeah, I, don’t, want, something like this to happen to me 
Hurt deep down truly 
Smoke a ton leaf 
I can barely breathe 

Don’t know how to breathe when I’m around you 
I been looking for the one and I found you 
Wasn’t looking for the love but was bound to 
Said I need another plug to surround you 
I don’t wanna do drugs, not fun 
Smoke a lot of weed though, I’m done 
I don’t wanna think when the weed runs out 
Yeah super stressed out so I fucking drink now 
Hide my emotion with anger 
No one to talk to but strangers 
Got so much shit on my mental 
So much of that shit I can’t handle 
So I drown in my sorrow I can’t move
You know you got the love that I can’t lose 
I can’t take pain so death call on my name 
With all of this drank I think I’ll go insane 
These broken up memories scatter my brain
While doing these drugs I got nothing to gain
Made one song it went viral then I couldn’t do it anymore and spiraled 
Kinda got stuck up then I idled 
It’s getting harder to make music it’s vital

drugs are good for the soul (feat. wokely)(kerosin.wav)

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dont walk away 
run back to me
cuz i have something to tell you
i need a way to fix it it dont work anymore
it doesn't work how it used to

the other day
she came to me
lieing from the look on her face

she said 
she said she loved me but then ran through the door
it doesnt work how it used to

what works for you
dont work for me
i never convinced them to stay
now im holding myself cuz i have noone to hold
and all my lovers are gone

what works for you
wont work for me
i never convinced them to stay
now im holding myself cuz i have noone to hold
and all my lovers are gone

am i really alone when i got friends next door
can someone please just explain it
it isnt that shes gone its just she was my all
and it was my heart that was taken

It seems to me that everyday
gets harder the longer i wait
Now im, im moving forward but im not moving on
thats why your hearing this song

and what works for you
dont work for me
i never convinced them to stay
now im holding myself cuz i have noone to hold
and all my lovers are gone

what works for you
wont work for me
i never convinced them to stay
now im holding myself cuz i have noone to hold
and all my lovers are gone

what works for you
dont work for me
i never convinced them to stay
now im holding myself cuz i have noone to hold
and all my lovers are gone

what works for you
wont work for me
i never convinced them to stay
now im holding myself cuz i have noone to hold
and all my lovers are gone

Holding Myself (prod. Qazers)

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