this ep is awesome also the song cover art is really pretty

current vibe3

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
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lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

OTHER PLATS BE WITH ME: https://gate.fm/QWkJNlkFI

song by conren [@ilycon] endie [@1endie] stevyn [@1stevyn]
produced by yung lukas [@yunglukas]
click SHOW MORE for lyrics


//// LYRICS ////

be with me ft. endie + stevyn [p. yung lukas]

So can you feel it, feel it
Tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to deal with it, deal with it
On my mind didn't think that I would need it
Cause I couldn't find a reason 
Finally, see what I needed baby
To the left, right, left, right
Push me down and kick me out and throw me to the sidelines
Push me down and kick me out but I landed in the spotlight
Real life, my time 
Tell me if you feel like
Why don't you notice me 
Is it cause I'm not pretty
Why don't you notice me 
Can you just please be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
I take my time, you mess with the illusion when you
Break what's mine, I see myself alone it's just a waste of life
But what you said was never okay
It was never okay, never okay
Why don't you notice me 
Is it cause I'm not pretty
Why don't you notice me 
Can you just please be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Baby, you drive me crazy
No one can save me beside you baby (Baby)
Because baby you drive me crazy (Crazy)
No one can save me (Save me) 
Besides you baby (Baby)

be with me ft. endie + stevyn [p. yung lukas]

Teen Week

homeswitcher

homeswitcher ft kmoe

like a kiss (demo)

Scene 6: The air traffic control tower

Things can only go up from here

yeah i believe in God,
but i really need this money
you dialed up my natal chart
and i woke up in a library
an ancient library
you hardly know what i’ve been through

yeah i’ve been feeling kind of odd
you could say i’m out of sorts
we need drugs for summertime
cuz summer’s getting awful short
the kids need something to go thru

ok
i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from

The air traffic control tower

so you think you’re a scientist
on the precipice
girls doing cannonballs
what is this experiment
you said i’m delusional
what are you even talking about
you must’ve lost your mind
well i think you should shut your mouth

you sure are a philosopher
of a different caliber
so can i ask you something?
what do you think of the (drugs)?
cuz i think
the kids need something to go thru

it’s like there’s the drugs
and there’s me
like two separate cameras on the same scene
what do the drugs see from me
i need to know what the drugs think

i need to know

i’m gonna say something weird
i swear
we aren’t consumed by fear
nonono
so if it’s up in the air
it’s only up from here

at the The air traffic control tower

You need to change your mind
You need to say what you really mean
Cuz we're not gonna be here forever
no no no
And the sooner you learn to accept that—
—the sooner you and I are going to get along

you don't wanna make another mistake
the changes are slated,
impossible to erase
i thought i was mutilated, a massive mistake
but i have literally always been this way

you can't get mad at the kid
just to harbor the blame
i get that you're just a person
but you're fucking insane
i wanna get better
but you belong to my brain
i'm circumscribing a message
and you're repeating my name

alex

The air traffic control tower

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

If you think this one was inevitable, what does that say about the next one ⟦ and all that follow ⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal, guitar, and production contributions provided by @dynastic.
Mixed and mastered by @dynastic.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I could run, run, run until my legs give out
It's never far enough away
I could try, try, try to figure something out
It only ever lasts a day

Remember the nights spent making you hold me
To mimic the comfort of finding a friend
And then I would try to mend it would break and bend
And then I'd do it all again

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart
  
You could run, run, run until you're out of breath
But what's the purpose anyway?
I could chalk it all up to an ego death
And watch the colors fade to gray

Remember the times you told me you loved me
When I would make sure you'd still say it first
We knew it was ending soon, the impending doom
Of either leaving through the door or a hearse

And all we had was nothing
Wasn't made for loving anyone
You'll find my strength and preach it
I'll attach and leech until you're gone

⟦ @dynastic ⟧

Yeah, I never sewed the buttons back onto my favorite shirt
'Cause the needle fails to hold the thread of trying to make it work
So we hold each other in contempt and in each others words
Now, I express
I see galleries of faces
I see galleries

I warned you I was wearing thin, you didn't say a thing
As we lost all focus in the storm and counted the time between
When the bullet of the sky collides with soil underneath
The place we sleep
In the galleries of stasis
In the galleries

⟦ @leastfavorite + @dynastic ⟧

It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart

We can work this out
'Cause we've got common ground
And we both want this
I know we both need this badly
I give more than you take
I take more than you have

We both know it wasn't gonna happen for us.

✧ ✦ ✧

Thank you, very dearly, for listening to my EP.

stasis, featuring dynastic.

The part that made you alive was the part that hurt ⟦ her ⟧. Do you plan on hurting again?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions and guitar provided by @saoirsedream.
Mixed and mastered by @prodmusa.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Cover my face in melted plastic
It never portrayed the way I felt
You can pretend that we'll move past it
But I think I need some time to myself now

I never wanted to learn how to fly
You should've known that it would leave me suspended from the rafters
Baby, that's just what you're after

And you can kindle the feeling inside
Don't really know why you tried to suspend your disbelief
I hope that you get some relief after all

⟦ @saoirsedream ⟧

I clung to a concept of a constant for three years
Convinced that I could let you down or else I’d disappear
I pore through the footnotes of a love I thought I knew
'Cause the trust I’d put in asking someone kills the follow-through

Honest, it's OK
We can let it change
No such thing as better 
If we both need different things
Promise, it's OK
I can let it change
I’d rather be your friend than let three years go to waste

Let it change, let it change, let it change
Let it change, let it change, let it change
What doesn't kill you doesn't make you any stronger 
Let it bleed, it's OK, it's OK

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I never wanted to learn how to fly
You should've known that it would leave me suspended from the rafters
Baby, that's just what you're after

And you can kindle the feeling inside
Don't really know why you tried to suspend your disbelief
I hope that you get some relief after all

✧ ✦ ✧

You were the one, you were the one
You broke the glass beneath my feet
You were the one, you were the one
I caught a glimpse, it wasn't me
You were the one, you were the one
You put the wax wings onto me
You were the one, you were the one
You did it all to make me bleed

suspend, featuring saoirse dream.

fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

how to lie (Jane Remover cover)

(why does love keep letting me down?)

performed, written and produced by me
mixing and mastering by me with help from @ryptage
additional vocals from @blissom and @starsbeforesunrise
screams from @blimeyarts
violin from @taivasa
cover art by @clawsomebeats on twitter

lyrics
there's a feeling in my chest and it won't go away
i see skies and they're all shades of gray
more than anything i want, i just want this to last
i know you don't feel that way
and i'm sorry that i'm not what you want
but i gave it my all and i was never enough
and i miss you to death but that don't mean anything
"if you wanna go then i'll be okay"
but now its all gonna break.

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away.

let me waste away
i can't even stand to look you in the face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't know how i'm gonna get out

shouldn't get too attached, but i can't help it
i see stars and it hurts to admit
that just like every single one, you're a part of the past
i know you don't feel it
i'll be waiting for someone to hold
like a blanket keeping me from cold
i've been spilling my guts on the pavement
and all that i'm left to do is crawl into my shell
and now it's all gonna break

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down i just get kicked to the curb
don't understand why i ever even tried.

let me waste away
don't remember the last time that i've seen your face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't care if i ever get out

i've been lost in the dark
you're all i have
you're all i've got
and there's no way
nothing i can do to get you to stay by my side
why do i always waste my time waiting for another mistake?
if i just caught in the waves?

is it too late to say that i'm not okay
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down oh i'll just lay in the dirt
don't understand.

i won't waste away
i'll just yell at the clouds until i'm blue in the face
left in the dust but i'm breathing
it's the least i can do just to deal with you leaving.
———————————————————————————————
if you're reading this, this song isn't about you. you know who you are.

dust.

what was i made for (flatroom !! cover)

superficial boy

In a moment of desperation, Chichi tries her hand at the occult.

chichi

night terrors

▿∕▵ ...but the day only has 24 hours! ▵⧵▿
◃ she ∕ her ▹
@webcage

stasis, featuring dynastic.

leastfavorite!

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