i can imagine people going crazy moshing to this lmao

@tropes777
@heartstopmiami
prod me

im the transgender porter robinson... portia robinson

collection ii

dullscythe w/ tropes & heartstopmiami

JEDWILL, RIA CHUELO, BILLSBURYJOEBOI - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

all proceeds from this release will go to the National Alliance to End Homelessness (https://endhomelessness.org/)

vocals:
@saoirsedream
@wishlane
@itstooscar
@e7ellie
@scooter_boi_musick
@can-of-bliss
@bhproducer
@t0rr
@nebita

production:
@t0rr
@nebita
@st1cksyea
@draf2k
@itstooscar
@soupandreas
@can-of-bliss
@user-607541836
@acloudyskye
@dylazy
@wishlane
@dossyx
@saoirsedream
@musicbyrift

freakout

our characters one and only death of self 

(how will they survive this one?!)

feat. @t0rr

additional vocals from @wishlane

My Last Ego Death (feat. torr)

4 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @t0rr
coproduced & mixed by @soupandreas
additional vocals & production by @daywaiter
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this

when i speak with my voice
at a regular tone
yeah u like that don't u
started telling myself
that i sound like this
cause i love being lied to
it came pouring out of me
And i don't know how
i've been so good lately, honestly
been too busy portaling
and i wont stop now
getting so close lately
i'm scared of me

(torr)
what do u call that
what do u call that
letting you trade away your pulpit for a ballgag
im been living apathetic to the betterment
go ahead and burn a cigarette into my letterman
i could be passed out dead in the doldrums
letting my cup runneth over til its all gone
how long did u expect yourself to keep on rising now
what goes up must come down you know
thats not surprising now

(sd)
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this

(daywaiter)
never taking days off, yeah
end up with the shades on
now we never taking days off yea
(yea yea yea)
bouncing on the lip cause i was riding too slow
chomping at the bit its inevitable
(oooooo ooooo)
look what they gave us (if i took a little bit i’m rolling)
takin a day off (just another little hit i’m calling)
keeping the shades on (keep it coming till you hit that bottom)
kicking the chains off (just another little hit i’m wanting)
look how it paid off (if i took a little bit i’m rolling)
never a day off (just another little hit i’m calling)
keeping the shades on (have another and you’ll hit that bottom)
but we just can’t stop there

star★☆

wdyct w/ torr (soupandreas + sd)

impulse upload
(with a bit extra)

original by @soupandreas

original lyrics: https://genius.com/Soupandreas-morris-island-lyrics

added lyrics:
i'll keep on making it worse every time i open my damn mouth
so brush it off with a word in the dark, i don't want this to pardon myself
keep telling me i'm full of myself
i'll run backwards through the streets in hell
repeat if you want, it'll never be enough
and i wish i knew how they felt

worsen my condition
why can't i just listen
whenever i have the chance to speak
these old superstitions
i just want to be finished
i've learned that it doesn't come for free

(must it always be about me)

morris island (cover)

Bandcamp : https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/bokeh

show me the reason of it
am I even worth of living?
I get it but never can feel it
I'm frightened
tired
I don't know where to hide
the eyes keep staring at me
even thought I know they're not

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
(x2)

my room's not comfy anymore
(you'll find yourself stuck in your bed)
I found myself lost track of it
I don't know where I'm now
one step forward two step back
getting further as it goes

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might loose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

Bokeh

stream: ffm.to/faceliftiknowevery1

spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/6LNNnLy26u0dMlmU29Kgqq?si=ERIA279K
instagram: www.instagram.com/itstooscar/
twitter: twitter.com/ToOscarMusic

stream

facelift, i know everyone in the room

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

____

follow >>>clearlew
https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1G7GO69qXe0bNbenX5GQjb
https://www.instagram.com/clearlew_/
https://twitter.com/clearlew_?lang=en

____

Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

thx mom and dad for helping with the cover art

Do you know how to be eighteen?
Do you know how to send your dream?
I'm talking schemes to the max, I'm talking all of your facts
I'm talking all of the time, I'm talking all of the time

We still got a summer to spend
Waste our fucking time, we're taking acid again
And everything I got it all belongs to my friends
Everything is love, but I can never commit

My old swiss army knife
Stem cells, nothing is direct
Everything is love, everything is love
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

It's bright white, a new kind of mindset
A little clinical, never cynical no
Remember getting your brand new phone?
Remember doing that on your own?

Like being in charge, and fucking it up
What was good became a mess and you thought giving up was
Inevitable, but suddenly...
You feel a supercharge of life

My old swiss army knife
Stem cells, nothing is direct
Everything is love, everything is love
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

REM, get it all in
Alex found a rabbit now she's wondering if
This world's the place for her
You gotta stop smoking this shit...

Don't be frightened you are in a car
You've just woken up from sleep
I imagine you were in a dream
You are in a dream

My old swiss army knife
Stem cells, nothing is direct
Everything is love, everything is love
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

REM, at the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I'm just pressing repeat
Cause and effect, building my flying machine
Take the leap, welcome to the plant cell bath

welcome to the plant cell bath

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

internet band

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

freakout

webcage

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