These dreams that I 
Have seen as of late 
They wake me up quickly as if for my sake 
Cause when I fall
It’s all done for you 
And know what I’ve done
I’m pedaling through 
And magnesium and iron pills 
Swallow it down
To keep me still 
I’ve fallen down 
I get back up 
But not before I felt the ground 
With gravel stuck beneath my skin 
I take a moment to breathe it in 
And what I saw with crystal eyes 
Outlasting me and you combined 
And now I say with certainty 
I am the person I wanna be 
I wanna be 
I wanna be 
I wanna be

outlasting (michael harrison)

prod. heyzbee & acey
feat. @yungcray

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

this my last song that i’ll ever write about you
it’s nothing personal, i just finally have withdrew
a lot has happened recently, i actually got a tattoo
i’m finally done with my past i even changed my shampoo
like a lonely dove
i’m actually out of love
it took me all these months
now i’m finally done
flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change 

i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

pull me down 
straight to the ground
you can hear me scream 
as my heart starts to pound
i never thought 
my heart would rot 
now i just think 
will this ever stop 

yungcray:
girl ur presence really kept me alive, it’s been 2 months and I just feel fine, never thought I’d let go of this life, I’ve gripped on  so hard it’s time I dropped the knife, it’s time I healed my wounds, cuz its passing, passing by, and I can’t even move but I think is cuz I’m high, I looked up in the sky no the stars did not align, it was never meant to be simply  a chapter passing by, 

now my life’s so changed I’m going full throttle they not even catching up, all my life in this pain, I open a bottle I know this gon pick me up, I wish I had new ways to drown out the feelings, but I’m just so fucking stuck, i will find a way I will find a way

(2x)
i fly away 
like doves in chains
you used your fangs 
and bite my wings 

flying away, i’m not same
sometimes i wish that i didn’t know your name
low-key miss when you used to call me lame 
but it’s  too late now i know actually have to change

dove (feat. yungcray)

"grunt in a battlefield"
(prod. michael harrison)
written and performed by brvdy808.
mixed and mastered by brvdy808.

grunt in a battlefield

grunt in a battlefield (prod. michael harrison)

16 hours w/ seejayxo & halfhearted
Prod. The sound clown

lyrics: 

she got blood drippin down her dress
i wont lie but i cant confess
one touch now im in her head
im all in so lets do it again
something taking over me
got me in headlock baby
i can feel the rain drops daily
girl yk you drive me crazy
stuffin 3 grams in this blunt
pour another fifth in my cup
i dont really do this for fun

(Hook)
I remember last night
 it’s embedded in my brain 
slumped down heavy on the porch
Tryna wash away the pain 

It’s been 16 hours and I’m still sad 
I’m Figuring the next step
Hoping you don’t get mad

all those words you shouted at me
Still causing me nightmares
Take another line of coke I wonder why I lie there 
I giving up I think it’s time
For me to unwind and speak my mind 




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16 Hours w/ Seejayxo, halfhearted (Prod.The Sound Clown)

i dont know where your mind goes
i wanna see it all through my eyes
i dont know what you really want
and who you are to me

in the depths of your thoughts
ill dive deep explore
coz i wanna know you
i wanna know what your mind is like
let me fall for you
coz i wanna know what secrets you hide in your mind
coz i wanna know what you're like
coz i wanna know whats on your mind

i can only tell you what i see and we're the same
i am so inlove and i can tell you its insane
i see your heart let me carve its shape
ill keep it forever and then ill promise ill stay

i said i can never love , i fall into your arms
said she wanna talk, you can talk all you want
said that she needed me, ill never leave her alone

i dont know where your mind goes
i wanna see it all through my eyes
i dont know what you really want
and who you are to me

forever

COMFORT

ft. @scor_pio
@prodryankelly x taurs

LYRICS
getting high listening to pretty hate machine
Nine inch nails, put one in my skull and make me make believe
We gon wait to see, everything gon fade to dreams
Past becomes the present and the present is a greater scheme
pretty hate machine, self doubt im always overthinking always hating me
Tryna find the confidence just to fake whats seen
A sentimental theme i wanna find a higher purpose and reign supreme

Ive been moving, ive been moving hd
4k, put me on the big screen
Working thru the day but grinding thru the night
Staying up later than i should just to write 

in my honest opinion thats a worthy sacrifice
Even if im not winning, im not rolling the dice
Im not taking chances, ima play that shit safe
Im making advances ima finish first place

Blospar bible ima tell you up a fable
Heartbreak dont always hurt but sometimes that shit fatal
Smoking up the reef n breathe it out my nasal
A heart surrounding our initials etch it in the table

getting high listening to pretty hate machine
Nine inch nails, put one in my skull and make me make believe
We gon wait to see, everything gon fade to dreams
Past becomes the present and the present is a greater scheme
pretty hate machine, self doubt im always overthinking always hating me
Tryna find the confidence just to fake whats seen
A sentimental theme i wanna find a higher purpose and reign supreme

scorpio:

pretty hate machine ft. scorpio [prod. ryan kelly x taurs]

falling w/ flesh (cxrter)

produced by dianasty 
mixed by me
mastered by nate2timez 

lyrics

pour another cup i’ll ignore my problems
writing songs is pointless if no one wants em
like leaves in the fall i am left here decaying
“he will never make it” is what i hear them saying

i’ll say goodbye
i’ll leave here for good tonight 
“why won’t you hold on tight
i feel you letting me go for life”
is what you whispered in my ear
if you look deep you’ll see i’m near 
but for reasons you can’t hear
i must fall behind, yes i will disappear

there’s no way that i can think of words lately
and it’s been driving me crazy
minds been blank and the fog has made it
hazy 
why’ve i been crying out daily

that i needed help when no one ever hears me
i been by myself but still i want some company
even in bad health i don’t need your sympathy 
dying never felt so right but im lonely (so)

i’ll say goodbye
i’ll leave here for good tonight 
“why won’t you hold on tight
i feel you letting me go for life”
is what you whispered in my ear
if you look deep you’ll see i’m near 
but for reasons you can’t hear
i must fall behind, yes i will disappear

yes i will disappear 
you won’t see my face for years
don’t you shed anymore tears
just let go of all of your fears

i’ll say goodbye
i’ll leave here for good tonight 
“why won’t you hold on tight
i feel you letting me go for life”
is what you whispered in my ear
if you look deep you’ll see i’m near 
but for reasons you can’t hear
i must fall behind, yes i will disappear

why won't u hold on tight (dianasty)

i love you w/ notahero (neverforever)

track 2 off my upcoming LP, BYSTANDER
self produced
art by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski
thank you <3

lyrics:
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to

i sent a search team out to find u
they said u were dead
i crawled for miles cuz i couldn’t
believe what they said
as i was digging, i woke up
in a visceral sweat
i read your text again but
i won’t be answering it

say what you need i might
pay for the dream i write
(everything, anything)
no one could see quite right
i paralyzed my life
(find you in everything)
i found more ways to hurt myself
my own words acting as a hell
you say it doesn’t have a meaning
i don’t think you know me that well

i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to ache
i feel it all just start to

outlasting (michael harrison)

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