prod @yashio20k, @owtiss
GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, owtiss)

astray + mint「garasu souls1」

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

prod by @jibaorockin and tahtx <3
mixed and mastered by @decago <3

When you come around my tears start flowing
この気持ちだけ感じ生きてたい
けど夢は覚めて
途切れる全てここまで

お願いここで離れないで
Baby I’m scared of the nothingness 
I can’t feel myself no more
I guess I’ll be on my own
すぐそば君のことを待ってる
けど僕からじゃもう無理だって
Can’t stop fucking up my life
I’m so alone in this world

It’s 2am again
I’m wasting all my time
They tell me shit again
けどもう興味ない

もういいよここで
全て終わって
I feel like dying
何も見たくない

When you come around
Everything’s not boring
君が居て
全て心地いい
けど夢は覚めて
全て遠く離れて

戻れない過去のこと忘れて生きてたいけど君が居て
You know I’m a fucking mess
I hope I get through tonight
暗闇の中、体置いて
もう戻ることなんか無いかもね
Can’t stop fucking up my life
Maybe I should leave this world

Spotify

2021 (jibaorockin x tahtx)

@cloudbxy1
@spiritblossom

please just tell me girl, is this what u wanted?
cant get u out my head, it just feels like ive been haunted
this isnt good for us, so maybe we should stop it
u went and broke my trust, now we cannot be bonded

u left me alone, how could u do this to me?
ive been so lost, this feeling’s not new to me
if i had one wish u would be all that i need
thinking too much, another night i cant sleep

vision blurry, ive been losing focus
how long do i have to wait for u to notice?
every day feels like it only lasts a moment
it doesnt matter if i try it all feels hopeless

so u dont have to tell me
u make me complete but i know that its not healthy
u dont have to try, cause nobody can help me
everything is suffocating i just wish i could be set free

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haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

in memory of ashley <3

lyrics:

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

i dont care if i got everything you want
i dont have enough for myself
i cannot pay for a belt
i dont wanna spend all my money
on this stupid mf belt
and lately i been goin through hell
i been teaching lessons to myself
imma girl
and ill be your world
on my neck got diamonds and pearls
invest in all my friends
until im dead til im in the dirt
in debt
and ill do you dirty
at the club
like its 9:30
and they off the perks make me nervous
sorry ash cuz i missed your service

someday i hope
i can make it back to you
im in a test
and im gonna pass
and ill make it get back to you
thoughts i spawn in hell
i sit in the dark
if i can get back to you
i used to laugh with you
now i just laugh without you

and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
no not without you

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

what it feels like to lose (yandere)

Maybe I should kill myself?

Tell me why should I fall in love?
Oh I'm trying but I keep fucking up
All these signs that say you're not the one
Every day's a toll on my body
Zero reasons why you can't call me
Looking up at the city as fluorescents fall
I'm so sorry that I'm the one you're waiting for

My life is coming down
Oh please say you love me now
It's not true
You're confused

Let me bleed
Let me bleed till I can't breathe
All I need is you and me
You're a dream that I can't reach
Everything is not what it seems

When you speak it cuts me deep
Feel you breathe all on me
Wish I could leave this fucking misery

Man what the fuck is wrong with me?

Are you tryna move on with your life?
I see pieces of you in their eyes
Tell me do I sometimes show up in your mind?

If I could choose between reality and in my dreams
Ide choose my dreams
I'm about to lose the rest of my sanity for you
For you

Let me bleed
Let me bleed till I can't breathe
All I need is you and me
You're a dream that I can't reach
Everything is not what it seems

When you speak it cuts me deep
Feel you breathe all on me
Wish I could leave this fucking misery

Man what the fuck is wrong with me?

Let Me Bleed

@lileffort

whatever goes wrong 
I want you to know 
That it’s not your fault, 
that it’s not your fault 
blame it all on me
Take it all from me 
I don’t deserve you 
I don’t deserve your love 

2x
Your my home, your my safety
Think of all the times that you saved me 
Think of all the love that you gave me 
Your my safety baby your my safety 

If I had one wish before I turn to dust 
I’d ask you to go dance with for one last time, for one last time 
cuz every second feels like heaven when I hold on to you 
Trust me I’m not acting, you can’t imagine 
How you make my heart move

safety「lileffort」

Produced by kuudere & Sg Lily

@sglily
@lilkuudere

was it all bc of me? (ft. sg lily)

all black everything around me
sitting here in silence
put the cameras down please
be careful people die here
meaning of a short life
try not to avoid
the people
that surround you

im better now
maybe im just gettin out the house
i been getting down
but lately i been tryna make it out
can you hold me down
i just need something to hold on to
i just someone to come home to
make something out of this 

when im by your side
i evaporate
i get butterflies
when i look at ur face
we dont have to lie
dont let it dissipate
promise we’ll be fine
i know that this is fate

i hope we can make this worth
for moments that we had
every day is taken for granted
have you noticed all the things that we have
that we haveeee
i know that u want this to last
and ill always take you back
cherishing every day we have  

all black everything around me
sitting here in silence
put the cameras down please
be careful people die here
meaning of a short life
try not to avoid
the people
that surround you

we could watch the stars from inside the glass castle 
i felt your touch on my hand, then i felt it in my heart
we could do whatever we want to 
only thing that matters is that we’re together 

where u wanna go, i’ll  follow you 
whatever you need i’ll be there for you 
i'm just one text away, i'm just one call away 
i know you don’t feel like yourself, just know its gon b ok,

in the end I know
i’ve been there before 
and I made it out 
baby tell me now 
what you’re waiting for 
i’ll go with you if you want 

we could watch the stars from inside the glass castle 
i felt your touch on my hand, then i felt it in my heart
we could do whatever we want to 
only thing that matters is that we’re together

glass castle 2 +senses (yandere)

@owtiss
@angelicxmei
@yashio20k

instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/angelicxmei/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

Let Me Bleed

kuudere

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