dnt care if the world ends, as long as i have u <3 ~

oh my god the ichiban no takaramono guitar is killing me omds

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@lilkuudere

lyrics

i don't know which way to go now
what's the point when nobody cares about me?
i hate walking down this street
i keep staring at my feet
cause i'm scared that they'll look at me
and they'll see my face
i can't explain why i'm feeling this way
but i know i'm hurting
i dont know what im learning
what the fuck am i learning?

CAUSE I FUCKED UP
I FUCKED IT
RATHER RUN AWAY THAN COMFRONT IT
ALL THE PAST TIMES I SAID THAT I LOVED IT
NOW I'VE GROWN UP I'TS DISGUSTING (x2)

its fucking disgusting

it's just me, myself and i
tryna figure out my life
i don't care about the others
why tf should i reply?
i'm so sick of this shit
sometimes i wish i could die
i'm so scared of growing up
and dealing with a normal life

i don't know what to do
when there's nothing in my view
i don't have a planned career
i don't even have a clue
just my blood, sweat and tears
i've been searching hard for years
i'm so scared of waking up and finding tht my time is near

WHY IS EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE SO HARD?
I CAN'T EVEN SEE THE STARS IN THE DARK
I CAN ONLY SEE THE SCARS IN MY HEART
MY HEART (x2)

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i don't wanna grow up anymore (xmichaelwarren)

feelings + miraie & cari 049 & kid sora (mitsu & uglyzucc)

this time +kuudere (prod. dercept x ayoley)

ft / prod: josua natanael @josuanatanaell
shoutout josua shoutout miharu shoutout u for listening
acapella 4 remixes: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1a9h4AaCSEE4aYx5byJWdwG4K7g09f7k2?usp=sharing

lyrics:
(me)
we got so much time so much time
plz try not 2 waste it
online all the time cause we dont wanna face it
stars like ur eyes n ive been gazing
yea ive been so down can u bring me back up
dont wanna slow down
i wish you'd pull me back up
out this ghost town 
find a place know we could find one
i dont know how
and thats my problem with love
wish you'd wait 4 me, always look at me from above

(josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(j-j-jacy)
i always think abt u when im at my lowest
try not to think abt me much before i blow it
time never thinks abt us it just keeps going
and i never said it out loud i wish i was broken
IF U CALL 4 ME ill be there
I DONT THINK i wanna be here
TAKE UR TIME n i wont be here
promise u wont miss me
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take ur time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes...

(jacy + josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too 
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(me)
ur so pretty
all the time its what im missing
just tell me ur alright
before i can feel fine
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take u r time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes <3

wishes

wishes w/ josua natanael

miraie & echi - tokyo manji gang (toshi x death)

prod @yashio20k, @owtiss
GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, owtiss)

STAY BY MY SIDE (PROD. CXLD BLXXD)

girl next door +heads (shyburial)

@amadxus
@y4ndere

every time it always ends the same
my insecurities just needed space
i thought that you would understand and wait
so why're you moving on like everything's okay?
You don't understand a thing I try and say
and when I say I'm sorry it's too fucking late
I know how you're feeling cause i feel the same
So just look at my face now
And tell me you luvme
Don't say that it's too late
Just tell me you want me
Just say that you'll still wait 
The future still haunts me
but you make it okay
I hope that you call me
addicted like cocaine
Each time that you're falling 
ill be there to catch you
and when the rains pouring 
I'll be there to wrap you
When you laugh I laugh too
When you crash I crash too
Don't care if the worlds ends
as long as i have you

Is it all in my head?
Sometimes i wish i was dead
Sometimes i cannot get out of my bed
and when you're brought up i just miss you again
You're stuck in my head
You're playing over and over
will i get any closer?
I want to forget
I wish ide never of known her
I'm forever a loner

luvme :･ﾟ･✭(amadxus yandere)

prod by me
@lilkuudere
@uhohkawasaki
original song: iris - goo goo dolls

iris cover「+saki!」

@miraie
@kggn
@lb66
@skoolio
@mitsooya

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G3sIjMzHlc

notes:
original art made by MORNCOLOUR
check them out out here: https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/9429777

(lyrics)

[mitsu]
n im trapped in my own wrld
nothing feels right 
my heads ina twirl
i bloodied up my bed
im sick of tking meds
cnt get u out my head
cnt get u out my head

n im sick of all da bullshit :D
i cnt tke it anymore lol
it's like i'm caught in an endless line of negativity

n i just watch da rain fall
i bang my head on da wall x_x
i cnt answer your calls
im bleeding from my eyeballs T-T
n im hving withdraws
my body's shaking uncaused
i need 2 put life on pause 
i perform then u applaud

[miraie]
standing at da crossroads my mind is altered
constantly struggling im turning monstr#%^1
4matting myself pls let me restate :3
losing faith ya i think that this is my fate

but i wake up feeling sad ;-;
I just want you out my head
cut my vein it's bleeding red
cried all nite ya i'm scared

n i just wait 4 ur call
shawty said she wnna ball
den she ghosts me like shoko :|
i need a girl like kato
n i am hving trauma
feel like im monokuma
setting up holy grail wars
fate/stay night rin tohsaka (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rin_Tohsaka)

prehook

[kuru]
n evry day i wnna strangle myself 
think it's fine but it's not ok
n i just rly hate 2 live like this :(
but thts just how it fuckn is 
n its stayed that way 
got a feeling in my stomach 
i just can't seem 2fight it

fly away frm here 
no, i dnt wnna live like this
n its clear that i hate it 
but i cn nevr face it
(I just want u back in my arms)

hook

luvme :･ﾟ･✭(amadxus yandere)

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