need a skele x guardin song sometime soon

sad enough

he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat
prod: @splashgvng

i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat) (prod. splashgvng)

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

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enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

i would’ve left just the same as you 

@nevrfall

you hurt me in ways that you don’t even know 
n you’re never there when i need u the most
n you never care when i break n it shows 
don’t say that you’ll stay when i know that you’ll go

i jus keep getting fucking worse 
i’m moving backwards 
i’ll keep on breaking 
do your worst 
it doesn’t matter 
it’s funny that i need you
we won’t have an ever after 
say you love me while you’re fucking someone else,

how does that work
our love was filled with patchwork 
a fucked up worn out pattern 
n everything was shattered 
so tell me how does that work 
n i thought you were better 
but every night my chest hurts 
n i can’t take the pressure 
so tell me how does that work 

so what does it feel like 
to know that you’re always on my mind 
to know that i really broke this time 
to know that it’s fucked up my whole life 
i don’t know what to do 
know that i hate me too 
n i would’ve left 
just the same as you 
n i can’t sleep 
in this worn out room 
drink through the night 
till my heart turns blue 

oh well
it’s cold out here 
kinda feels like hell 
left me for dead
but i wish u well
say i’m alright 
but i can’t tell 
isn’t that what u want

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

spotify

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31zQPeXzSBzl5DxmkZdopX
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvXQl0WEsjI

Artist:
@lilskeleskrrt

Produced by
@afterlife66

Lyrics:
say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

i keep getting worse
i know it's not what you want
to see me cold in a hearse
but i keep
losing my fucking mind
i'm off the sedatives
lay down, head cold
now where my medicine

i don't even really want to talk about it
i feel it now
i probably shouldn't keep on deciding
that i need you around
i don't even really want to think about it
i'm breaking up
probably shouldn't keep on pretending
that you'll just stick around

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

bought me flowers
but does it really matter
i know you'll be gone in an hour
we can never have a happy after
it's drilled into my head, love disaster

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

say it now
i know i'm not what you want, what you need
and i can feel the pain through the text on my screen
and i just got this feeling don't know what it means
so promise as you go i know that you'll leave

skele - i know i'm not what you want

lately

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

9tails - any better  (slowed + reverb) (without feature + extended)

produced by tsurreal x jkei 

i rock my at2020 like all night
i got bags on my eyes but I'm alright
and my wrist baby you know its all ice
yeah i could make 100 songs
but would they sound good?
no they wouldn't
my recordings aint consistent like my woods is
roll it back
make a new friend everyday, what love is that?
you say you aint got friends, baby thats a-
go to an event with 200 people
and you always go places
man you're really fuckin gifted
yeah you're gifted, your parents gives you gifts, and-
yet you always sit around and complain about the small things
woah woah woah
just hit that shit one more time
you're addicted anyway
your health is going down the
going, going
down the drain
theres not much left to say
i guess you got your way
are you ever gonna realize
the weight
of your actions?
are you happy now..?
are you happy now..
are you happy now..?
tell me
tell me.

u got ur way

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

Featuring @lilskeleskrrt
Produced by @metlast
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Still the same scared kid that I was way back then
Know I'd give anything to change how it happened
Still bleeding from the wounds of my past and
Pursuing happiness
But I can't have that

Take another hit to my pride and my passion
Loss after loss like a chain reaction
When everything goes wrong
I need a way out
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

The drugs don't make it better
They just keep me distracted
From the life I'm supposed to live
And out the one that I'm trapped in
When everything goes wrong
I tend to break down
I can not be trusted to be kind to myself

(skele)
And love I promise that I mean well
All those things I did were fucking my health 
I've never been good at helping out myself
It's getting bad
I prolly need help
I never meant for you to run away 
I just wanted you to feel a bit of my pain 
And when everything goes wrong I hope you'll be here 
Need someone to fix all my fears

Listen on Spotify!

When Everything Goes Wrong w/ skele (Prod. metlast)

prod: @jolst @irby314
master: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk

i wish that i wasn't wrong


i wish i never called back 
you said
you couldn't tell me that you loved me 
no stress
i hope he treats you better 
than i ever did 
i always break when it ends 
wish you weren't more than a friend
cause i tried so hard
for this
i never thought you'd be gone 
cause i saw stars when we kissed
and it hurt for so long 
again
i never thought you'd be gone
i wish that i wasn't wrong

n i tried too hard 
i guess
i just wanna feel wanted 
and end up hurt in the end
n i should know by now 
that i'm not worth that text
if i was better then maybe 
i'll say it's love when it's sex
n you can fuck me up n i'll stay 
i've learned it's better that way 
i can convince myself that you care when i break
and when your eyes turn to grey 
and all the lies sound the same
i'll know you're leaving for certain 
i've learned the signs of my burden

n i'll ignore it 
like windows down when it's pouring 
i must like hurting myself,
i always know where it's going
n i don't know why i do that 
i wanted love, 
i can say that

i wish that i wasn't wrong this time 
i wish you would've been here 
i wish that i could tell you
i quit smoking cigarettes 
i got stuck on the sentiment 
couldn't look at our necklace 
and i cried getting rid of it
i heard that song
i played it all
wanted to tell you it hurt 
when you missed those calls 
took that trip back home
wanted to see my mom 
n it's been cold in los angeles 
wish we made it to fall
i still give you the benefit 
n honest i'm sick of it
you're not the person that i knew 
i don't know what you did with them
cause you got cold 
n time moved slow 
you left in july 
but i swear there was snow

i wish i never called back (prod. jolst & irby)

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

i ruin everything i fucking touch

prod: https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_16

yeah i better wake up quick
"get it going, gotta get an iced out wrist
aint nobody going fuckin hard like this
and i been down bad but now im on my shit"
and all my friends
wanna act like i switched
now everybody wanna take a pic 
god damn
see your face on the gram
got me really missing when i could hold your hand

it's a lot to see u when i wake up
it's been hard to tell u that i want us
i ruin everything i fucking touch
and you'll get sick of me wont take much

yeah you'll get tired of me 
you'll just stop missing my company
it gets so hard to breathe 
wrist cut straight to the artery
i wish didn't push u away 
but sometimes i really don't know what to say
i see your eyes when u ask me to stay 
i just don't know how much i can take
and it's a lot to tell u that i love u
i swear it's me, i wanna trust u

sick of me (prod. pekarot)

is it so hard to call me

prod: @deadspyro

so blindly, is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly
is it so hard to call me
and i feel low like nightly
but you're holding on so tightly
cause i fell in love so blindly

and you got a look in your eyes that tells me you hate what im saying
every night think bout the past in my head just replaying

im making bands, im telling stories that nobody else understands
you wanna verse need a check in advance
walk out the bank couple racks in my hands

5 in the morning, i feel like i am nothing
and everybody hurts me
too used to people leaving, no wonder im not healing

you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts
you dont gotta lie to me, you can tell me i know im the worst
i feel so bad when you cry to me, i know that it hurts

nicotine in my lungs im feeling better
my mood change real quick with the weather
new vans on my feet with the checker
is it real when you tell me it's forever

blindly (prod. dead spyro)

playlist on playlist on playlist check wm out..

how does that work (prod. nevrfall)

skele

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