feeluvsyou - back to my bedroom

prod. by @cqsleep
mixed and mastered
by @sick152

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art by - eto_zhe_sovest

LYRICS:

[ Verse 1 ]
my teenage devotion, 
showed signs of corrosion 
metallic and broken, 
but you still cut me open
just what were you hoping? 
inserting your tokens
uploading your coding, 
to wear matching clothing..

[ Chorus ]
Why are you watching.. 
this all fall apart?
your words were weapons 
i couldn't disarm..

[ Verse 2 ]
by the time I had noticed, 
the words were already spoken
venom carefully coated, 
in a web that you've woven..
each moment was frozen, 
in the screams and the moaning
but marks began to start showing, 
your venom became potent

[ Chorus ]
Why am I watching.. 
this all fall apart?
your voice rang like sirens, 
I ignored the alarms..

[ Verse 3 ]
How can I stop this eroding? 
heart is damaged and molded
memory keeps on provolking, 
thoughts that I find revolting
days spent decomposing, 
striving any form of emerson
said I love you I'm certain, 
that's when you drew the curtain
told me it just wasn't working, 
guess you found a new servant 
a time bomb carefully worded, 
convinced that i was a burden
I couldn't meet your perversions, 
therefore I wasn't deserving 
but even after the hurting 
you're still my favorite person..

[ Chorus ]
Why are you watching.. 
this all fall apart?
your words were weapons 
i couldn't disarm..
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Why Are You Watching This? [ prod. cqsleep ]

Jenny was a friend of mine (the killers cover)

SUFFER4MEAGAIN w/ KILLPARIAH [pearlblade]

KILLPARIAH - SHOOK THE TOWN [P. JAYYSOUL + REVIVAL]

I aint going back now i aint going back
And they really flipped on me its a shame they did that
They know i can see the fakeness ain’t no hiding from it
And this shit is really a disease im tryna hide from it
Bitches messaging me and i dont wanna reply
Stop hitting my phone up hoe u make me wanna d!e

Be with me or not its up to u to decide
I dont need no fake shit up inside my life

Ben Davis on my hoodie
Bad bitch wanna do me
Posted up w jsu and we smoking on a doobie
Bitch we shooting all these movies 
At the crawl i be flirting w floozies
Rockin that pink like i’m uzi
And my bitch a barbie yeah yeah
Still got that tommy yeah yeah
Pull up catch bodies yeah yeah

I’m on the molly omg u cannot stop me
Fucking up my life but i do not rlly mind
she think that I like her but i’m fuckin wit her mind

i ain't going back [p. zyeq x 374luca x judd] (lyrics in desc.)

Peeking through the window
Don’t like what i see
Looking in the mirror
It’s all the same to me

My soul is torn
My life is gone
I wish that i was better

I keep destroying myself
I don’t know why
Can someone please tell me why ?

Can someone drag me back to shore
Can you make sure that i stop going overboard
I better stop with these rash decisions
Cus baby you know you’re the one i’m missing

And i’m falling again
Yeah tell me where is my head
And i’m losing again
Every semblance of sense i had

I know that I can’t change cause
This is my chosen path

destroying myself [p. owleeng + dollatega]

#ZOMBII BY SMOKINGSTOGIES
PROD. REDRIVE BANGTOZZY

SMOKING STOGIES - #ZOMBII

lyrics:

Running running running 
Run away from your love
Im just used to feeling 
Like I'm never enough 
Higher than the ceiling 
I was gone off the drugs 
Never really healing 
Now I give u my trust 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 

I keep falling into sin again 
I just wanna save all my freinds
I know it's not to late to repent 
But I can't take back the time thats been spent
I spent my youth allways following trends
Walking down the path that im gonna regret
You took all the voices now there gone from my head 
But I still make some choices that you wouldn't accept 
I know that you saved me
But life still drives me crazy 
Sometimes I get lazy 
Does everybody hate me?
Sometimes I still wonder 
Why you made me
Sometimes I still wish
I had a father that had raised me
But lately 
I've been tryna see things from
Your perspective 
I know that life is a gift 
It's a blessing 
Everytime I fall down 
You teach me a lesson 
But I don't wanna fall
So I need your protection 

Running running running 
Run away from your love
Im just used to feeling 
Like I'm never enough 
Higher than the ceiling 
I was gone off the drugs 
Never really healing 
Now I give u my trust 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 
Can u help me feel 
Like I'm actually loved
Show me what is real 
Cuz right now I feel stuck 


destroying myself [p. owleeng + dollatega]

✧MATEO✧

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