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Track 3

Prod. Kado


I’ve been missing medication 
But it’s okay I hate the way I felt sedated 
Rather feel myself breaking
And trust me that’s a feeling with which I have been acquainted 
Fucking up my life again a loser in the making 
Feeling out of place like a train without a station 
Like a pig without a blanket 
Like a song without a playlist 
Al your favorite rappers in their feelings when they play this 
Listen up you better pay attention when I say this 
Life is not a joke, or a game that you can play 
If someone tells you how to “win” you better run the other way
Cause no one in this life knows what happens when we die
If there’s heaven or there’s hell when you cross the great divide
Maybe nothings real and humans are pretend and we’ll live forever when the simulation ends 
Maybe there’s a god and if there is I guess Im screwed 
Or maybe there’s nothing and Armageddon’s overdue



It’s goes 3 2 1 then you die and it’s done
It might come at 60 it might come at 21but
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more
I ain’t gonna worry bout that
It’s goes 1 2 3 then you’re gone and you’re free 
They’ll forget about you, they’ll forget about me but 
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more 
I ain’t gonna worry bout that no more



Yeah I’ve been missing my appointments 
When it comes to me it seems that everyone’s annoyed or disappointed 
Steady staying mad that I refuse to be exploited 
I guess I understand it’s best for you if I’m avoided 
The life that I have is not the one I want to live 
I’ve got daily dreams of dying I got too much left to give 
In the end I hope this shit is worth it 
You know I’ll stay down I hope you never feel deserted 
I’ll never be perfect but I’m sick of feeling worthless 
I’m learning how to love again to find a little purpose 
And I mean it you got something special in you I can see it 
Tell me something matters and just maybe I’ll believe it 
Say there’s more to life than the grave that I belong in 
That maybe one day I’ll meet someone to get along with 
I think I’m burning out I don’t know what else to call it 
But I’ll never quit trying that’s the only thing I’ll promise

Worry

twist (dump)

DILLA

DILLA (hell)

ur boyfriend

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

Lyrics : 

Ive been fuckin up since 17
But I ain’t ever been the type to have no enemies 
And yeah I put it on my mom they gon remember me 
I’ll be a star shining brighter than they’ve ever seen 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it 

I don’t know if I can explain how I’ve been feeling lately 
Stuck in between insane and crazy 
I wonder if I could make it on my own
Cause when you’re gone 
Feels like I never had a place to call home 
And now I’m calling from a broken pay phone 
I hope you get the message
Blood drips to my necklace 
Incisions on both of my wrists 
She hates me it’s so god damn lovely 
Break me down put me back together again 

I fucking get it 
I don’t regret it at all
So tell your friends about how I’m selfish 
And do you ever tell the truth at all?
And now your name is on my phone 
And now I’m starting to unfold 
And now my fingers going cold 
I’m falling for you all over again 

Grab my neck take the blade bleed me dry 
I see the smirk on her face while I die
She collects all the tears when I cry 
A succubus but an angel at night 
But I can’t leave I can’t deny I love it 
While she rip apart my stomach 
Take my heart cause I don’t want it 
Leave me nothing I don’t care 
I’ll turn nothing into something 
Take the money I don’t want it 
Take my life cause I don’t want it

fuck up

JOE and Friends - Stay Tonight

friends (prod. mxdnight)

grilled cheese (prod. youngtaylor & zerobeats)

factuals (prod. canis major)

produced by 9TAILS

combo breaker life just done turned into realer shit
almost lost my bro the other day to prescriptions
please just send him love
been one hell of a month
I need that man here
I love my bothers like a son for real
how I stay inside
and hold my faith that I'll blow up for real
hit my block for backwoods
then it's back to booting up FL
talking sound like static 
when the beat play from the beats pill
moonrocks with some vodka
making magic like I'm copperfield
woah
quick to the mic no slow
make beats then I hit flows
I just chopped my hair
I swear my fanbase is the only thing that grows
I might have some thorns and ya it shows
mean as fuck theres no payoff
stop looking for my rose
hoes
stay all up in my phone
cant talk in my zone
even if I could I'd facetime
my main on the phone
hands slide on her tattoos as I kiss her on the throat
this not Call of Duty but I got her going prone
she say she love my tone
said it sound like anger with a mix of monotone
I do not wear wool it make me itch
so why they calling me the goat
i dont know
my personal opinion is that I'm not even close
I'd never boast about the shit that
I'm supposed to hold as passion
acting like I'll blow is what'll make it never happen
everybody saying they're the best is less than avergae
I see too much arrogance on
my twitter I can't stand it
I can't have it

outside is heat now
CP24 told me four shootings in a week now
used to be downtown but now its 
two blocks from my street now
city grizzly children need more safety
than just seatbelts
walking home from starbucks get you
jammed just for your drink now
when it's bright out
12 year olds are scared to ride their bikes out
or fly kites out
not even when it's night out
that shit make me wanna cry now

you can trust me
you can tell me
things you wouldn't dare speak
there's not much I haven't seen
my thoughts are melting
you can trust me
you can love me
without the worry of me leaving
for a few weeks at least
girl take it or leave it

thankyou for listening

combo breaker

You said 
I can’t
Believe that you would really say that
I know 
It hurts 
You want pretty lies but they’re just words 
I hope 
You know
I’m trying even if it don’t show 
You were 
The best curse 
That I ever could have asked for
I've been breathing since 1995
But I’ve only been feeling since you arrived 
Oh my how the fucking time flies
When you hate everything and you’re bored with life 
And now I’m bored with spite
I don’t really hate you I just hate the lies 
When the time comes gotta pay the price 
And I Always knew you would cut me down to size 

I don’t care I don’t care
That you said you would stay then you weren’t there
I don’t care I don’t care
Now I got a little clout that I won’t share 
I don’t care I don’t care
That I feel a little worse than my best years
I don’t care don’t care
I don’t give a fuck when the check clears 

I know 
I’m wrong 
Never let bygones be bygones 
Okay 
Its alright 
I know I never care at the right times 
Always 
I know 
You’re never gonna be at my show 
All good 
That’s fair 
There’s really no point cause you don’t care 
Check me on your tv screen
I don’t want to be rude but I think i’m gonna be 'cause 
All I ever really wanted to be was 
Happy with a mouth that keeps shut
But now I’m getting paid to speak up
Quick With the similes can’t keep up 
I Hit a couple g’s then I re-up 
Got Everything that I need in my prenup

It's whatever

Apathetic

First date two am and again I’m 
Wondering if this is even real? What is this
She’s, super cool and she’s into all this 
Weird shit  that I love, that no one ever is but
I can tell she’s a sad one 
But she’s the kind of girl that wouldn’t cry to dad if she had one 
Grew up rough on some tough love hits 18 
And there really ain’t nobody else to speak of 
And now she’s rolling with a reject
And I know my time’s short but she doesn’t want to leave yet
Roll it up hit the porch and of course 
When the smoke clears out all we really have are regrets
All we really had were secrets 
And I don’t know about the hole in my defense 
It’s all good let’s dispense with the pretense 
You don’t have to say it girl I know That you’re leaving 

Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
Maybe One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we 
We won’t 
Have to get high all the time 

First things first, I’m the worst and I know that 
Just your birthday curse that’s a throwback 
I ruin everything and you know that 
I’m the saddest motherfucker on this earth like I’m Bojack 
Black lungs white sky oh why can’t?
I just be free without a vivance 
When I ask for love I get silence 
As you go and hide behind eyelids
Just go to sleep I’ll be right back
Don’t you know that you’re all I have
Just breath she says it’s not that bad
You know I hate when you talk like that
Let me break and I’ll be done
I know you hate what I’ve become
With everything that I’ve been through
I just can’t be what you want me to 

Turns out I’m a problem unsolvable
Nausea from the toxins the bad son prodigal
Now I’m reaching for top it's improbable 
The way I got here turning thoughts into audibles
Turning art into an audience 
Against my haters judgement and against my own common sense 
Now I’m getting played in all the provinces 
Cause every time I hop up on the beat I fucking body it 

Cause I don’t believe it 
When you say that you're happy
How could you be
When we’re dying inside?
Maybe one day 
We’ll learn to cry while we’re laughing
So maybe we won't
Have to get high all the time
Cause I don’t believe it when 
You say you’re happy 
How could you be 
When you cry all the time?
One day we’ll learn 
To cry while we’re laughing 
So maybe we won’t 
Have to get high all the time

Cry While We're Laughing

lil thorn x lovelxss - light up eyes (prod. jeansy)

sinking into the ground

ft. Chlo White of Snarls
prod. @prodbybrody & @cxldblxxd

swingsets

spotify

lines (ft. Chlo White) [prod. brody & cxld blxxd]

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