IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG, IT WAS IN MY LIKES BUT I COULD NEVER FIND IT

Frozen bones Blackened lungs Cause i can't hide From cold on the inside

I know your popular prob don't care about a random like me but I'd Def make a remix cover of this. Regardless Thank you this is beautiful

New & hot: Alternative Rock

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lyrics

hook

pour another drink cause i'm scared in the night, I’m
faded here alone girl I know that your eyes lie
i don’t need a friend, i need someone to die with
laying here alone think i’m finally flying
i’m scared of dying alone, these problems never get solved
i know you're lying awake and waiting on me to phone
but girl i’m tryna move on and you won’t leave me alone
tryna stop me from crying , shorty i’m really dying 	

verse
everything growing colder, all this shit on my shoulder
here and dying alone, there’s nothing left and i'm sober
i just wanna move on, but I don’t know if we’re over 
i just wanna move on but you ain’t giving me closure
nobody here to help me I been tripping
bad bitch on me am i dead or am I living
noone around me i come through but they aint listen
im seeing demons in the night they want me slipping 
there’s nothing here for me, i’m flying overseas
they got no love for me, just broken memories
your love is all I need, but now you’re over me
all that we could of been, a hopeless ode to me

hook

produced by bleach 
www.twitter.com/YungBleach0?lang=en

STREAM ON SPOTIFY 💔

memories 💔⛓ (prod. bleach) AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

my anger, got no place to go, Oh no !
I'm a stranger, got a place in a shit show,
my future's on a highway,
on a fast lane, I'm on my way,

and I was just cruisin', in my car I'm losin',
control over myself, I'm death defying,
step on the gas, I'm feeling, nothin at all,
I'm losin', control over myself,
I'll death defy.....

Memories.....on a piece of paper,
just a picture, of an another stranger,
her future's on a highway,
on a fast lane, I'm on my way,

and I was just cruisin', in my car I'm losin',
control over myself, I'm death defying,
step on the gas, I'm feeling, nothin at all, 
I'm losin', control over myself, 
I'll death defy...and

take myself, to the brink,
of self destruction, I cant think ......
straight ...... Its all....too late... [ 2x ]

and I was just cruisin', in my car I'm losin',
control over myself, I'm death defying,
step on the gas, I'm feeling, nothin at all,
I'm losin', control over myself,
I'll death defy.....

Deth Defy

it wouldn't be a heroine diaries song if i didnt go off-key at least once 

prod @vvsmelody

lyrics:
[Hook]
You don’t want this life girl I’ll make you depressed
I don’t wanna fight no more let’s just go to bed
You could go back to him I know he’s in your head
Sorry if cry but I’m already dead
You don’t want this life girl I’ll make you depressed
I don’t wanna fight no more let’s just go to bed
You could go back to him I know he’s in your head
Sorry if cry but I’m already dead

[Verse]
It’s not the same no more
I’m dying just popped four
Does she love me I don’t know
Does she love me I don’t know
I don’t know how to feel about you
Why are you here no one fucking loves me
There’s gotta be reason why she wants me
She wants me for my...
She wants me for my...

[Hook]
You don’t want this life girl I’ll make you depressed
I don’t wanna fight no more let’s just go to bed
You could go back to him I know he’s in your head
Sorry if cry but I’m already dead
You don’t want this life girl I’ll make you depressed
I don’t wanna fight no more let’s just go to bed
You could go back to him I know he’s in your head
Sorry if cry but I’m already dead

would you love me if i was famous? (prod. vvs melody)

READ CAREFULLY Blistering hardcore punk meets visceral drum and bass. Blastbeats, breakbeats, amen beats and kickdrums. A pure and perfect clash of styles and cultures, born from the same fiercely DIY, anti-authoritarian spirit that has shaped extreme music throughout the decades. This one goes from faster-than-the-speed-of-light-drums with screeching, feedbacking guitars to stomping 220 bpm dancefloor smashers on the flip of a coin.

Five tracks, two guitars, one bass guitar, one drumset, a f***load of beats and synths. If this sounds too good to be true, that's because it is. We don't know what to tell you, this has never been done before.

The Dead Cvlt features PRSPCT legends Limewax & Thrasher accompanied by Hardcore punk veterans; Sjarm13 (Modern Life Is War/Backfire), Lemmy (GFR/Sick Of Stupidity) & Julian Skap (Sepiroth)

For fans of: Minor Threat, Negative Approach, Oldschool Amen infused Drum & Bass

Tracklist: Tracks:
A1: The Cataclyst
A2: Peace Or Annihilation
B1: All Hope Is Lost
B2: Dong-Ra Is A Cvnt / Fuck The Borders

The Dead Cvlt

The Cataclyst EP

The Dead Cvlt - The Cataclyst EP (PRSPCTRVLT023) Release May 24th

This song is pretty simple in terms of music, but I had lots of fun making it (the lyrics especially)! 

LYRICS:

Oh what a tragedy, a terrible woe
The only hope of our society - what a blow! -
Has fallen dead struggling against a terrible foe!
“Okay, I’m gonna call the ambulance”
“Please, no”

City wrapped around the borderline
Seems to be set on crushing every dream of mine
Well, screw that! I won’t settle for a boring life
I have no ammo but an ambition to fight
Hey, tell me, sister, why you feel no discontent
You’re working 9 to 5, but that just can’t be it
Expensive taste in clothing, oh I have you on lock -
How many office ladies always carry a glock?

But ah, crap, no, I had it coming
I got in trouble again, but now it isn’t funny
I could really use a Prince Charming now
Or anyone if they could help me somehow

And a hero busts onto the scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen!
I guess not all is lost for this pathetic place
Oh god, okay, he’s not that strong, oh no, come on, guys, not his face-

Hey, are you okay, are you there, hey
Blink 3 times if you hear me, alright? 
“Eh?”
Awful, awful, it may be too late 
“Say, you sure messed him up”
“We didn’t fight!”

So you say you ran away from home?
I guess it’s common in this god-forsaken hole!
You know my household’s also pretty shit and all -
My older bro’s a loser and my mom is a whore!
“Woah”
How about you live here for a bit?
“I never said that, I don’t even know you, kid”
Come on, he saved my life, I could’ve gotten killed!
I’m gonna feed him, walk him, let him stay, I plead!
“Ugh...”

Oh, boy! We’re gonna do great things
(I don’t know what that entails, but that’s another story)
Anyways, you wanna go out with me?
“Okay” 
I knew that we were destined to be!

Team Buster busts onto the scene!
The coolest rebel kids the world has ever seen
Both you and I are lost in this pathetic place
At least that way the fear doesn’t hit like a mace
And now you ask me, “Do you want to run away?”
My mind is racing - what am I supposed to say?
“If nothing holds you here then you don’t have to stay”
I want to say “okay” - I’m ashamed, but I’m suddenly afraid 

I may not know anything at all
And something tells me this is out of my control
I guess in retrospect I could’ve figured that
At least that way the shock wouldn’t hit like a bat 
And spastic light specs brighter than the bluest skies
Begin to dance around as panic clouds your eyes
And you can call me dumb, impulsive and unwise
But there’s no way I’ll stand here and watch, paralyzed

Who would’ve thought! No, really, this is quite a scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen
Turned out to be a monster mutant death machine!
“I wouldn’t call myself-” “You will not turn him in!”
“I see you kids sure love being dramatic, huh?
I think you should calm down before you go too far”
Okay, I think I need some time to take this in
“I think I just lucked out” “Oh, you did?”
“He most definitely did”
Well then, I guess it’s good nobody got hurt in the end!

【Yuzuki Yukari】Punch It, Punk!【VOCALOID Original】

youtu.be/-HaeMbV5UQU
Idleglance video <3

I’m fucked up 
In my room
All Alone
Where are you?
Guess you found out
They Always find out
That I’m fucked 
In the head
Think I’m better off dead
Nothing improves
Not even my mood
And this world 
Hates my guts
Always down on my luck
Maybe one day
I’ll find my way
But for now
I’ll just pout
Guess I’ll see you around
When the spring comes
I hope that spring comes

Da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da dum
Da da da dum

I’m fucked up
All alone
Broken heart
Broken home
Can you feel it
I want you to feel this
When I say you were loved
I know it’s not enough 
But I mean it
Just know that you’re missed
And i hate 
Everything
This life doesn’t mean a thing 
Far as i know
Just let me go
Cause the spring
Never comes
Frozen bones
Blackened lungs
Cause i can’t hide
From cold on the inside

Da da da, da da dum, no the spring never comes
Cause i can’t hide, cold on the inside

Da da da, da da dum, no the spring never comes
Cause i can’t hide, cold on the inside

Spring Never Comes

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

I never thought it would last
That I just kept in my head 
Ive put the knife in your back 
Now look I’m just like the rest 

Now I’m afraid to wake up 
But maybe one day I won’t 
And then I’ll try but I’m stuck 
And there won’t be tomorrow 

“I wish that I could just could just run”
You whispered under your breath 
Yeah I can act like a cunt 
And Ill just say I’m depressed 

You thought that I never tried 
You wanna die? Are you sure?
I see the tears in your eyes 
And it won’t even hurt 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way 

How do I keep this up
Ill make the same mistakes
Tell me you’ve had enough 

Hear you still cry 
Didn’t think twice 
I’m that same guy 

But the way that you felt 
That might stick in my head 
From the lump in your throat 
To that crack in your neck 
What the fuck have you done 
To be left with with this mess 
But for all I did wrong 
I still never regret 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way

i see the tears in your eyes (prod. brody)

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined - reviewbrah

Art by @suicideoutside
Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/
Produced and mixed by King Theta

We shoot through the city like
Cells in a bloodstream
And go to sleep, now
The trees get taller every day!
Watch light dive head first
Down into the skyline
And fight time, now
But you can't change it anyway
And that's me
Just a part of this machine
Tryna chase dreams and dopamine
It doesn't matter if you like it
But I can tell you wanna fight it
And that's you
Everything you say so true
Everything you do so new
But you don't really win shit
Talkin big is your addiction

I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're so damn special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

You can't tell
How I shut it down so well
Sitting in a trashed hotel
We see you're only acting
Your empathy is lacking
I can't hear
You already lost my faith
You already lost my ears
They said that you were toxic
But now you're out of pocket

So I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're fucking special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

Entitled

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

spotify + apple music

coraline

she ended up dipping a week after i dropped this ;/

lyrics: 
im so fucking terrified 
how this is gonna turn out
im so fuckin terrified
that this aint gonna work out
im so fuckin terrified
its gonna turn out like last time

im so fuckin scared
oh im so fuckin scared
that one day when i wake up 
she really wont be there
im so fuckin terrified
i dont want it to turn out like last time

im counting the days 
till things go wrong
im counting the days
till you are gone
im counting the days
till u say, im not where u belong

im counting the days
since things felt right
im counting the days
you hold me at night
im counting the days
till i say

im so fucking terrified 
how this is gonna turn out
im so fuckin terrified
that this aint gonna work out
im so fuckin terrified
its gonna turn out like last time

im so fuckin scared
oh im so fuckin scared
that one day when i wake up 
she really wont be there
im so fuckin terrified
i dont want it to turn out like last time


Couple in love

.♥/(,")\.(".)♥★
..★/♥\♥/█\♥★
.♥_| |__| |_ ♥

terrified {prod. NXCTURNAL)

(prod. by discent)

You Are Eternal..


LYRICS:

Fill my lungs, I don’t wanna breath!
The man in my reflection just isn’t me!
I wanna come clean, bitch you changed me!
The blood on my hands just can't come clean!

You stabbed me soft with broken glass so I could feel!
I wanna thank you for all of the blood you helped spill!
'Cause knowing what you are underneath all my sweetest dreams!
You’re nothing but the whore who ruined FUCKING EVERYTHING!!

'CAUSE YOU WERE HURTING ME JUST TO FEEL!
AND I WAS WISHING THIS JUST WASN’T REAL!!

I SHOULD’VE KNOWN THAT NOBODY COULD EVER LOVE ME!!
I JUST DIDN’T THINK THAT YOU WOULD EVER HURT ME!

'CAUSE YOU WERE BREAKING ME JUST TO KILL!!
TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME JUST FOR A CHEAP THRILL!

YOU WERE ADDICTION IN THE DARK, 
THE LIGHT CAN'T STOP ME!!!
I WONT LET GO, YOU KNOW THAT YOU’RE MY DARKEST FANTASY!

MY DARKEST FANTASY (prod. by discent)

@yungdoza

lyrics:

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: gothurted]
Picking up the call
Drunk like every single time
I don't want to hear u saying you love me 
cuz the alcohol in your blood
cuz the one u feel for me is not love
is not love
I know its a trap
I know u will switch side
when I'll be counting racks
crying on my phone
but what am I supposed to do?
what am I supposed to say?
The only thing I want is u
And u know that
I would give everything to be there with u
Cuz I'm crying, dying
Trying to get u lying inside my arms again     

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: Yung doza]
why u crying girl 
lying and the fighting girl 
with the trying girl
u make me want sigh like girl
I take a blunt to the face
I do not care what she says 
she wanna fuck for the cake
she 20 she catching a case
catching cases all these girls yea they faking
and I’m counting the rackies
all these risks that I’m taking for the bag
always wanted her but then she threw me in the trash
now I'm stuck alone all in my room and smoking thrax
and she knows these gemstones on my coat shit
on my dope shit
smoking till I float shit
I don’t care no
I don’t play fair
threw me in her lair
she so see through she so clear

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

STREAM

Crying feat. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

i can understand it by the spaces in ur breath
and in everything little way that you dont touch me like you did
but imma write it off and say you goin through a phase
cuz im too fuckin scared to hear ur feelins may have changed
and i know, im fuckin stupid, cuz i dont listen to it
and i know, you goin through it, and ion wanna prove it
ignorance is bliss when somethings going on
im goin crazy what the fucks going wrong

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

theres something else that she wont tell me
theres something wrong with how she holds me

im afraid to accept the fact that somethings change
cuz ive grown so used to hearin u say my name

cuz i heard it in ur sighs
felt it in ur breath
I saw it in how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

as i watched our love die
and it took its last breath
i hated you for how you made a mess out of me,
out of me

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somethings wrong (prod. 5head)

producers: https://soundcloud.com/odece & https://soundcloud.com/northeastlights

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZlIb0WqfreI

lyrics:

Don't look in my eyes
I tell nothing but lies
You've been caught by surprise
I feel paralyzed

Vision's blurry, I don't care
(teared up eyes, are you sad)
keep on drinking 'til I'm dead
(slit my wrists and go to bed)

You say you're afraid
That I'm turning insane
You need someone to blame
I am so ashamed

So ashamed of myself
cause of what I did
I have nothing to say
My words bear no weight

How many times have you felt this way
Like you're nothing but dust but you say you're okay
I can see your scars, pretty sure it's my fault
Keep saying that you're fine, I will take your word

'Cause I believe that I can trust you
If you find yourself lost, I will guide you
What I'm saying is absurd, you don't need me
Cause too many times, I brought you tears

Don't look in my eyes
I tell nothing but lies
You've been caught by surprise
I feel paralyzed

Vision's blurry, I don't care
(teared up eyes, are you sad)
keep on drinking 'til I'm dead
(slit my wrists and go to bed)

You say you're afraid
That I'm turning insane
You need someone to blame
I am so ashamed
So ashamed of myself
cause of what I did
I have nothing to say
My words bear no weight

Spotify/iTunes etc.

My Words Bear No Weight [prod. Odece & Northeast Lights]

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

MUSIC VIDEO

Dark Place [prod. Young Kxge]

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