I'm running up the valley just for you
If you knew all the things
That I would do for you
Why can't you just believe in me?

Ugh

Oh, I had your jewelry
Among your old things
If you knew all the ways
You stained my memory
You'd fall to your knees

Why can't you save me
With your own hands?
And why can't you be the sun
And the ocean?
After all this time
I'm still singing that line
I wrote at your parents' place
I wish I never sang it to your face

Day in, day out
Day in, day out
Oh, all you ever care about
Is how you should be so paramount
And you never said it out loud
You never made a sound
'Til you let your true colors out
You didn't have to show me now

I'm paranoid in California now
If I see green or blue I recall
Nights that you kept me awake
Just to beat me down
And wear me out
Why can't I be done with you?

Fuck

Oh, I've unlearned your ceiling
And tried to move on
But the sound of your screaming
Is stuck in my lungs
For however long I keep letting it

Why can't you save me
With your own hands?
And why can't you be the sun
And the ocean?
What's your goal here?
What's your endgame?
What's your point here?
Is it bad faith?

What is it then?
Do you just want to tear me down?

Day in, day out
Day in, day out
Oh, all you ever care about
Is how you should be so paramount
And you never said it out loud
You never made a sound
'Til you let your true colors out
You didn't have to show me now

Oh, wouldn't I like to know?
But the questions are dull
When the progress is nullified
Oh, guess I'm good after all
Didn't think about 
Anything not worthwhile today

Oh, oh, wouldn't I like to know?
But my headspace is full
Of memories of shoes inside
Oh, I fell in love after all
I didn't think it would be
So worthwhile today

(The spine of the salad is great! It's tasty, it's healthy, and most of all...)

new rainbow

shoutout @og_lost for having me!

tracklist:
@og_lost - metamorphosis
@timo-isreb - RX (@og_lost Remix)
@volantmusic @polyscream - depthcore
@nusagi - keep away (@futureseeker remix)
@gjonesbass @epromofficial - ON MY MIND
@futureseeker @blissom - starflakes (@blissom mix)
@futureseeker @blissom - starflakes
@f1nley1 @paxenimzi @sc2un-sh4re @sh1bes - means to defeat envy (@futureseeker means2defeatDARIACORE edit)

futureseeker @ gone ep release party

lyrics :(@least_favorite)Prod by @carrockermusic
Sittin in my room again
Fucked up on diazepam
Fail to fall asleep n then
Throw away my exit plan
& i dont know whats right n wrong
I cant tell apart my friends
& i dont know whats going on
I dont wanna feel again
Feel againnnn

The dusk bleeds further into morning than I think it did before
But I don’t have much use for sunlight anymore
I know it’s getting hard to reach me and I never tell u why
But i’ve been shakier and shakier and shakier and now
I put my head down for a second and it lasted for a day
But i dont think i would’ve done much anyway
And maybe better is a feeling that I still can feel again
But I won’t put much stock in outrunning the end

leastfavorite! - diazepam (carrocker)

track with @46b !!
again by vai5000 ft. edyn
© ANGEL RADIO 2022
prod. by greentop
art by vai + lilla

spotify!:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7CnpzCBluC8zcMfFP0MfJX

SPOTIFY

again [ft. edyn]

made a new vox chainn_!

(p. vai5000 + blissom)  - spotify as soon as it  processes :)
lyric MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sdv6ZHdIVRY

lyrics
[vai5000]
are you safe inside my heart
do you still know who you are
cause you've broken through my walls
and you tell me it's all -
do you care for what I said
breathing words right down my neck
telling me what I regret
telling me that you still -

put my heart under a lock (holding me pressed to your body feel your)
in a fortress made of rock (warmth your heat and its broken me do you)
and I know that things get hard (see my face do you hear my name cause its)
but at least I'm safe here (not the same when you carve me to dust)

[blissom]
its alright
if you dont hear me
i dont mind
being left to the breeze
but if youd like
ill ignore my better judgement

im not crying till its over
im not leaving my desk till its said and done
if you dont hear me ill be louder
take a breath you wont find any cleaner air

[vai5000]
put my heart under a lock (hold my arms inside my fortress)
in a fortress made of rock  (I will be safe i'm still okay)
and I know that things get hard (tell me words they piece my home but)
but at least I'm safe here (i won't let you win i'll defend)
put my heart under a lock
in a fortress made of rock 
cause I know things will get hard
but at least I'm safe here
here - here - here

lyric MV

fortress

uhhhhh ummmm
shoegaze?
fka futureseeker
left her in the past

futureseeker @ gone ep release party

lily

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