I can't really connect to my past.

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Distorted Melancholy

Sliced Face [Instrumental]

INFP-T [Instrumental]

Looking For Purpose [Instrumental]

50 Miligrams To The Gates [Instrumental]

Popped Out Eyes [Instrumental]

I can't really connect to my past.
Download Link: https://cryluv.bandcamp.com/album/distorted-melancholy

 	
[Part I Cryluv]
I really got no beat
I really feel deep
Take your machete and slice my face

Do it as much as you can
Because I don't give a fuck anymore
I'm on pills so I'm useless anyway

Deserve the rest
Deserve the fucking dead
Control me before I drive insane
Not a cry for help
But a sad suicidal cry to rest

I just want to rest
(Fuck)

cry
slit
scream
die


My inner me is itching
It punches itself
My musceles jumpy
I feel like I don't belong

Did you miss my old me?

Break Me Down Bitch

Sliced Face [Prod. By Cryluv]

I can't really connect to my past.
Download Link: https://cryluv.bandcamp.com/album/distorted-melancholy

[Part I Cryluv]
Suffer on in life is something I want to catch
Defintely I want this
Even I don't feel like this
I got so much failure in me

Call this "Failure Rap"

$ad $uicide


If I wanna, I could crush my head into the wall
I don't agree with the quota
All you fuck faces, who get their nutrients by animals

Dumb, dumber, the dumbest
God, you and me

Throw the tulips on my humilated body
7th Ward Lord Shit
My favortie artist is the pain
'Cause I am inspired by damage

Cut my throat
Cut my wrist
Fuck this edgy shit

It's just my vibe
It is just me

Can't even descibe
what I feel
Just hoping y'all get alright soon


INFP

INFP-T [Prod. By Cryluv]

I can't really connect to my past.
Download Link: https://cryluv.bandcamp.com/album/distorted-melancholy

[Part I Cryluv]
My system starts dying in every second
Being comfortable is something I forgot

Please forget my name
I don't want to be remembered
Maybe I want
Maybe I don't want

Exisictence feels like hell
And I want to escape

Fuck, I really wanna go
I really wanna live
Just wanna get back


All the questions in my head
They don't let me sleep
They don't let me live
Mind
Do you want me dead?
Do you want me to fade?
What is all the purpose of this shit I'm rotting in?

Talk to me when I feel alright
Talk to me when I catch my mind
If I catch something again
Got me questionning everything


'Cause I feel weird

Living Off Failure

Without the pills wouldn't work

Don't you think?

Looking For Purpose [Prod. By Cryluv]

I can't really connect to my past.
Download Link: https://cryluv.bandcamp.com/album/distorted-melancholy

[Part I Cryluv]
Sertralin in my system
50 miligrams


If you talk to me
You see me lackadaisical or with energy
Actaully an optimistic person
But beaten down by life

(You won't see me twice)

Longer than a year
I keep these unreal feelings
Feelings I want to forget

Although it is the wrong way to forget

See my grey skin fades to dead
When my blood comes out of my back

Head to the door
Like I'm heading to the gates
Head to the door
Like I'm heading to the gates

50 Miligrams To The Gates [Prod. By Cryluv]

I can't really connect to my past.
Download Link:  https://cryluv.bandcamp.com/album/distorted-melancholy
[Part I Cryluv]
Bass kicking in
When I walk around
Fast dist is my tinnitus

Walking corpse without choice
Regeneration of the damage
It seems to be not possible

I had dreams of seeing you dead
I had visions of you dead
Maybe I still want you dead
Question that?


In fear I grip the knife
Knifes are the key for my fear
In fear I grip the knife
Knifes are the key for my fear


So get fucked
So get shot
So get slowed
So get pumped