lyrics:

1/2 dead
cave in my head
i said alr gurl
this is the end

where tf my friends
where tf my drugs
itssa means to an end
and when push comes to shove

she wont let me n
she’ll give me head
but she wont hold my hand
she wont hold me down
she wont be around when im dead
i wont make a sound
cause i cant complain if ive already drowned

thoughts n da silence
kno its never rly quiet
broken bitch on my mind
this bummy bitch gon show her mileage
fuck
(fuq)
i been trippin i been wilin
offa couple fuckin Vyvanse
i still made this shit sound fire

hunnid thoughts n da silence
kno its never rly quiet
broken bitch on my mind
this bummy bitch gon show her mileage
fuck
(fuq)
i been trippin i been wilin
offa couple fuckin Vyvanse
i still made this shit sound fire

1/2 dead
cave in my head
i said alr gurl
this is the end

where tf my friends
where tf my drugs
itssa means to an end
and when push comes to shove

she wont let me n
she’ll give me head
but she wont hold my hand
she wont hold me down
she wont be around when im dead
i wont make a sound
cause i cant complain if ive already drowned

the end pt. 2 (prod. inkivi)

LVL6 We All Wanna Die (prod blunt christ)

[PROD. LIL RAV]

yeah that bitch nasty
should've seen the shit
that she been texting
rolling in a ford
and now were fucking in the backseat

I am not the type that gon be tryna fit in
bitch, I leave that to all my haters
they're praying for me to quit

highspeed chase tonight
I got the police coming after me
they want an autograph
so I sign my name
now baby hit the gas
let's fly away

just a means to an end
all the money, the clothes
all the shit I didn't have
when i was growing up
it don't really mean nothing
it's not gonna change me
as soon as I get what is mine
I'll be flexing

highspeed chase tonight
I got the police coming after me
they want an autograph
so I sign my name
now baby hit the gas
let's fly away

don’t take too much
I love these new drugs
don’t take too much
baby, I love these new drugs

baby tell me what the fuck you wanting to do
we can roll another blunt this shit be smoking for two
I know she got in the mood, ask why I’m leaving so soon
I can hear em calling and they faces is blue

don’t wanna take my life but I might right now
I got these voices in my head and I can’t drown em all out
you can see the pain the way I flow in the crowd
not the man of the year but I’m the man of the town

come fuck with me baby running it up
they love hating but they silly ass chumps
take drugs for the meds promise we’ll have fun
and the party never ends so let’s load it up

highspeed chase tonight
I got the police coming after me
they want an autograph
so I sign my name
now baby hit the gas
let's fly away

A Means to an End w/ TOFER

paying in advance
I'll be flexing all the money
made it all myself
back then you didn't fucking want me

thought I knew them all
but now I know they're fake
stuck in this empty casket
the cycles I cannot break

break me down again
and I am going to rebuild myself
you're never gonna 

take what's mine from me
I'll never let you get away
with all the shit you're saying

break me down again
and I am going to rebuild myself
you're never gonna 

take what's mine from me
I'll never let you get away
with all the shit you're saying

I need glasses cause she wanna read my mind
stole my soul through my eyes
she done put me in a trance, I cannot move

had me contemplating my decisions
not reading all the prescriptions
I'm doing what I want and there's nothing you can do

you know you can't tell me shit
got little time and I am not wasting it on apologies
you made all my fantasies 
and now you act like I'm nothing
like you don't even know me

adderall with percocets, wearing versace suits
and stepping on these motherfuckers with balenciaga shoes
my ego bigger than her tits and now she mad
you can't get through to me
you fucking with a lame
I blocked u on the gram

I need glasses cause she wanna read my mind
stole my soul through my eyes
she done put me in a trance, I cannot move

had me contemplating my decisions
not reading all the prescriptions
I'm doing what I want and there's nothing you can do

Empty Casket (Prod. OTAP & Lil Rav)

[PROD. LIL RAV]

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

I know that you want me to stay
Ever since I left you in may
All the fights we had over pride
All the shit you said to my face

I think it's hard to notice
Cause you can't tell the difference
It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Looking at my name
Looking at my name
(just look)
See it in reverse
That's the real thing
(what's good)
Grew up in the city
Repping bk
(I rep)
Grew up no love
Now they need me
(I'm there)

Slender man
Pulled up to the function
Taking notes
Im a letter man
Each song I make
Could be a poem

Now they wanna hate
But if they don't
I did it wrong
You don't even know me
You just know me for my songs

I'm a deadstar
Shining
Cut you up like a diamond
I'm a new star
Hiding
When I show up you wont doubt it
Fast new whip
Zooming past
Low mileage
Crash that shit
I don't give a fuck
Bout it

You know where I'm at
So find me
(just find me)
Now I'm running out of time
I'm dying
(I'm dying, aye)

I cannot change my ways
I'm at your door
Don't let me in
You really thought that I would feel sorry
Well I don't feel a thing
Yeah they know my name
I'm a superstar

It's like a SUPERNOVA
Look up to the sky and see me shine in the distance

Deadstar/Supernova w/ NORUE

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

you will never know my side
ill never let you know the way
i truly feel
the scars you gave
will never heal

whyd you got me feeling so numb?
i hate doing drugs
yeah they heal me and they kill me
at the same time

my dad told me that I gotta grow up
he didn't realize
that I wanted to be just like him

i said what I had to say
now I'm gonna walk the fuck away
you can put the blame on me for your mistakes
but you can never say that I didn't try

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

I'm falling
you're broken
this cycle won't end
now watch me through your phone
bb cause im walking away

you're never gonna understand what I feel
you're never gonna be the one for me
I never understood the way that you act
and I've been waiting here since the day you left

Grotesque (Prod. Aureola)

[PROD. LIL RAV]

this is my life now
not gonna last long
but I don't give a fuck
it's the life that I chose

just keep it in mind 
cause one day I'ma have to go
you tryna make me mad
bitch that shit is so laughable

you know what's on my head
you know why im taking meds
did you really mean the things you said?
that you regret the time we had

I had hope but
it was pointless
now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
you know I keep it on me just in case I need to kill
all these demons in my living room are looking for me
yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
this is my life now

I guess that this is my life now
you know that I chose this
baby I chose this
I chose this

you try to make me mad
but that shit doesn’t work
I only wanted you
I never wanted to hurt

you think your so fucking perfect
you made me feel worthless
I could of showed you love
could have gave you a purpose

you tried to fool a legend
without knowing its me
Im always staying humble
so you thought it would mean
that maybe I wouldn’t mean shit
now that you’ve seen it
your questioning it all
could you really believe it?

all those days
I made it through the struggle
I could never be a lame
but if I’m gone fall
then the world might change
and if I’m gone ball
then I’d rather start today
cause you know I can’t wait, bae

I had hope but
it was pointless
now I hate how I feel
I'm so fucking high I don't know what's real
you know I keep it on me - need to kill
all these demons - looking for me
yeah, forgive me bae
I'm never gonna go back
this is my life now

I Chose This w/ NORUE

[PROD. LIL RAV]

black shoes
black shirt
brand new jacket
peep on my phone
same old habits
fifteen reasons why you hate me
nineteen I thought you could change me

I've been talking to myself about it
you tell me you hate me
but can't live without me

well, im sorry 
I know I'm not good
please hold on to the memories of me and you

black shirt 
black jeans
angel on my sleeve now
black skirt
off her
I do it with my teeth wow
black limousine
pulling up to my dream house
I don’t want to grow old
dead before I’m senile

I am not a snake
all your secrets
yeah I’ll keep that
I can’t be a fake 
kicking back
how I relax
if I ever bleed
I wont tell you that I relapsed
what ever you need
If it’s mine you could keep that

black shirt 
black jeans
angel on my sleeve now
black skirt
off her
I do it with my teeth wow
black limousine
pulling up to my dream house
I don’t want to grow old
dead before I’m senile

black shoes
black shirt
brand new jacket
peep on my phone
same old habits
fifteen reasons why you hate me
nineteen I thought you could change me

well, im sorry 
I know I'm not good
please hold on to the memories of me and you

High School Me Would've Hated It w/ NORUE

[PROD. LIL RAV]

its you and I
on my mind
all the time
I cant forget
oh, ah

and ive been ruining my life
but as long as I live
you will never see the day that I fall
and ive been wasting so much time
tryna fix what ive broke
but it will never be the same
as it was

id rather be here on my own now
than have you turn into a ghost girl
id rather shout it from the roof tops
than ever tell you how I feel girl

sometimes I wish I never lived this way
but now I know it’s permanent
i can’t escape
each time i try I look back at the mess I made
i never got to show you
things I didn’t say

id rather be here on my own now
than have you turn into a ghost girl
id rather be here on my own now
the feeling that I got when I’m alone hurts

and ive been ruining my life
but as long as I live
you will never see the day that I fall
and ive been wasting so much time
tryna fix what ive broke
but it will never be the same
as it was

its you and I
on my mind
all the time
I cant forget
oh, ah

its you and I
on my mind
all the time
I cant forget
oh, ah

Punkboidrama w/ NORUE

LVL6 & LVL7 - Carnival

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