Music I like

Sad shit pt7

clean

i think i'm fine (prod. WesttTheGreat)

abstract gardens

eye on hat

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

I know it hurts sometimes but you'll get over it 
You'll find another life to live
I swear that you'll get over it
I know you're sad and tired
You've got nothing left to give
You'll find another life to live
I know that you'll get over it

I tied up my Raf, you strapped up your Rick
Diamonds on your neck, ice all on my wrist
Complement my style
She don't want me, I'm running wild
You know I respect her on that level
She don't want me then I'ma let her
Go over there with that broke fella 
Walk off in my Saint Laurent leather
My new chick I swear that she better
Want me back, never
x2 

oof @liluzivert
beat by @zyeqbeats

the way life goes xo

distraction

prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

will u be here while i run up a check
i'd take a red dot off ur neck and onto mine
baby i love when we're intertwined
baby just call me anytime
i'm gon get us right
if u wanna go then we can go, 
u aint gotta tell no one @ home <3

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

SPOTIFY

a little attention

@1miind ily bro <3

lyrics:

I never felt the same
when you left
even when your sweater's gone
man I'm still obsessed

cause I hung on
for too long
I got a bad feeling 
in my chest

you don't
understand
everything that I've ever done

I regret
what I said
but it seems like you already won

but I said
I can't
move on 
because of you
I can't
move on
because it's true
I can't
move on
because of you

I can't
I can't

I couldn't move on from december
a cold and windy city I thought
you would be my sweater

and now I'm getting lost out in the cold
under the weather-her

and opportunity will haunt you
just like nothing else can 
fear you
you made it obvious
I'm only happy
when I'm near you
and you just caught your flight
so when I'm calling you can't
hear me now

this new obsession just might
make me drown

you don't
understand
everything that I've ever done

I regret
what I said
but it seems like you already won

but I said
I can't
move on
because of you
I can't
move on
because it's true
I can't
move on
because of you

I can't
I can't

(siem spark x chrismarek)

regret w/ miind

valentine ft. myla shyian

streetlights

i wanna die under the street lights (prod. rizi)

co prod @ prodbytheswitch

put that beretta to my head
i'm tryna empty the clip
i've been facin every wood
but i can't face what i did

i've been drinkin every night
i don't care what i sip
the more i think about her touch
the more i drink till i'm sick

and i don't, really know what you call that
i keep wishing on the stars for you to call back
and i don't, really know if you care now
girl you're fine, do your thing, let your hair down

she knows i'll always love her
she knows i'll always try
but every time she kisses him
i get better at sayin goodbye

and i don't wanna lose you
but i don't wanna live
i put everything i had inside the heart you gave to him!

put that beretta to my head
i'm tryna empty the clip
i've been facin every wood
but i can't face what i did

i've been drinkin every night
i don't care what i sip
the more i think about her touch
the more i drink till i'm sick

and i don't, really know what you call that
i keep wishing on the stars for you to call back
and i don't, really know if you care now
girl you're fine, do your thing, let your hair down (x2)

clip!

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

why cant i be u?

this took me way too long to finish, creative block has been killing me honestly but i love you all, without ur suppoprt id be nothing

very inspired by verzache

cheap phone cause i got no money
maybe one day baby imma have smn
tapped in yeah these labels wna fund me
dropped a couple songs man i think that shits funny
think its funny bitch i go disgusting
fuckin w my gang then u know we might get to bussin
either way aint no discussion 
all my windows tinted when i pulled up to tha function

stuck way in my head
things that i coulve said

you cant break this shit down
too many days inside my house 
i fuckin hate this town
hopin evryday that imma make it out
n i need some help
baby i been fallin i been callin out
lead me well, always hmu n then you let me down 

it dont make no sense
lately i been feelin like i jus cant win i
needa pay my rent
went and dropped out better make some hits i
know that u notice that i try my best
waiting n hopin w words on my chest
but u know u never left
laying on my bed
words up in my head
feel like such a wreck
im just a mess

stuck (p. michael warren)

depressed, obsessed, and ready to repress.
wsg snoozy

regret w/ miind

IKTL!