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it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

Forth Wanderers - Slop (Unplugged Sofar)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

you
you're not too mindful
i notice cus i'm the same
i love this lil game we play
where months pass and we don't talk at all
and it's been too much on my brain
where things change but we stay the same
where you call when he's out the frame
where you tell me you're still afraid of

what are you running from

bruin baby

prod me feat big slime @staggyucrazy <3
thank u for fukin wit the vision and all the support
club muchacho very soon i promise, this song will be all platforms when the album drops with it.

lyrics:
i activate the marni, i cant put it on
with this watch i feel like ben, but I got two of em
said if it aint bout money, I won't be involved
pockets getting too fat hold down the see-saw
I been up for two weeks I'm getting withdrawals
My brotha switched up on me and that's my big dawg :(
Pretend it don't hurt me but damn I miss yall
Wana keep that energy? Then let's get pissed off

Boy all that talk is nothing to me
Ain't momma tell you nothing is free?
Got the wrong size in these jeans
And I threw away the tag for the things
Spend a bag this shit nothing to me
If you stand down you ain't nun like me
Man down he ain't nun like me!
She said I'm the goat I'm like yea I might be haha

my brotha sold his soul, pockets full of those
Walk up in this biiiiiitch walk up in this hoe
Wouldn't spend no baaag on a Fendi belt
i been poppin' tags, I been poppin felt
gold medal michael phelps, boy lemme feel myself
they said I needed help, boy you can help yourself
My money come from zelle, my marni come from hell
this fit came straight from hell, sum shit that u can't wear ha
Heard he switched up on me, I ain't even know
When I slide up in that bitch, pussy amber rose
how u get kicked out the club just for doin coke?
My right wrist on taylor swift, i might wipe ya nose
Why you poppin molly boy this shit is just a kickback
Of the molly molly molly and you talkin bout a relapse
got shit bumpin in the club boy I ain't got time to relax
mixed the henny with the drugs now I swear I'm seein jesus

[Staggy]
had to skip up on my grams bcuz i cut up on my  ??? lol
there's some molly in this water don't think I'm comin down
hit a milli like descartes this flight im on is charter
ill die for this in martyr lets see who talkin down
you ever walk around yo city here yo song play?
i'm on the next up underground you on that soul train
like does it sink or does it float that shit is so lame
but everytime im on the stage they say it's so flame
that shit ain nuthin 
you think you safe inside your spot until we bust in
you think u safe until we throw u in the hudson
you think you gang until you walk and the bloods crib
I ain't affiliated, I heard your new song and damn i really hate it
I just got a message from my mom like damn I really made it
Probably coulda made it to the top now u look silly hating
Prolly could have pulled up to your block but damn I'm really faded

Boy all that talk is nun' to me
Ain't mama tell u nothin was free? (haha)
Clocked in with the true and supreme
If you got that shit on sing the chorus like me haaa
-

Nun 2 Me! (Feat. Staggy)

french meadows (cybertrash + tmywtsis)

the slower i fall, dissolve to nothing
this knife in my heart, i'm up to something...
if i know it's wrong, i'm right, i'm up then
if i kill them all, am i disgusting

i do it regardless, whatever
and ion feel nun inside of my heart
like, it's a problem, whatever
i been so fucked up like this forever
i don't feel like talking bout my problems
baby never, oh never
never, ion like to talk about that bitch
it make my head hurt
pussy you ain't on shit
like ion see no effort
i'ma blow my brain wit this 12 gauge
been awake like 12 days
middle of this desert

the slower i fall, dissolve to nothing
this knife in my heart, i'm up to something...
if i know it's wrong, i'm right, i'm up then
if i kill them all, am i disgusting

(if i kill them all, am i disgusting)
(if i kill them all, am i disgusting)

and no i don't wanna fall tonight, no way
as a die and lie here, wide awake
all this shit's never worth the time it takes
i let everyone pay for my mistakes

i'm up to somethingQZTBF2491767

i'm up to something...

prod me

like damn i hate myself
wish i was someone else 
the packy start to smell
i just need time to heal
but goddamn i love myself
i cant be no one else
i just need time to heal
i just need time to heal

i dont know whats real
i dont know what to feel
yea i just signed a deal
im off too many pills
too late sealed the deal
still dont know how to 
im still alive over here
man fuck yo life its what you hear
boy my vision crystal clear, i got diamonds on my ear
its the same thing every year
i just want to feel okay in my alone time
i disregard my self respect when im alone high

damn i hate myself wish i was some1 else
keep on saying to myself, am i lying to myself?
whos to say that someone else aint exactly like myself

chorus

boy my vision crystal clear, i got diamonds on my ear
its the same thing every year, i hate looking in the mirror
im avoiding all my peers, diamonds on my face they pierced
only gratitude is here, guess what i'm running from is fear
they told me the case is clear, and then i waste another year
all my fans are so sincere, blows my mind that yall are here <3
hard for me to be sincere, i might live another year
still all i've wanted is right here, so i don't need no more life

healing (1sloan)

video: https://youtu.be/3kNdFAmxpQw

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
i must get back to the stage
disarm and disengage
reassess, go forward with change
but that just isn’t the case
blockades i should rearrange
live for your loving embrace
i know the feeling will stay
go to the menu and save
always look back on this day
i’m sick and tired of fake
it changed the game like a plague
the lyric’s getting too vague
cause they’ve got nothing to say
transparent, they’re so opaque
not afraid to display my hate
can’t fight the feeling, i shake
move to my desk to create
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
there’s nothing left to forsake
i’ll hold it down till it breaks
til the boat sinks in the lake
love you like every day

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

why must i deny confidence, i’m way too lost in the dark
why i must i deny consciousness of getting lost in the art?
external influences threaten to tear it apart
i might not be too inspired but that might change if i start 

i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson in vain
i shouldn’t ever take breaks
that was my biggest mistake
no test that i can retake
i take no lesson from pain

struggle to maintain the faith
despite this water i bathe
i lost it all in the eighth
when i took it all to the face
so sick of this empty page
stuck in a 6 by 3 cage
it all determines my wage
and i fucking hate it

it’s so hard for me to sketch a refrain
when there’s too much i could say
when every day is anchored in shame
can’t find a way out the maze
but i’m still burying the truth in a phrase
i loop it back it replays
i loop it back it replays
so very deep in my ways

shame

Never Go Back [sscars Edit]

waking up early taking naps
no i can’t feel it anymore
laying on my back in the grass
wonder why i feel sore
said she wanna take a step back
but i’ve heard it all before
but i’ve heard it all before
empty only wanting more

she’s a devil
she’s a two timer
she’s a snake
she’s a fucking liar
kiss your neck 
because i’m not a biter
when she left my place i couldn’t find my lighter

i’m still down for you i’m doing my part 
but i can’t fill this gap inside of my heart
and nothing in this world can satisfy me
and i feel so selfish i want your body

but i don’t wanna fuck just wanna kiss you
i just need somebody to continue
crushed up addys placed inside my bedroom
honestly i just don’t see the issue 
just a little blood inside the tissue
i don’t wanna think because i’ll miss you
so i still i got my vices i submit to

Never Go Back [sscars Edit]

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