I'm the one from TikTok btw, Sakuga Asu. I love your music dude. I guess if you want check out some of my stuff even though it does not compare at all haha

☁ drifting ☁ ✨ away ✨ :3

prod https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul
make sure to show them some love!!

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lyrics:
i try so hard
(i try so hard)
but in the end it doesnt matter
(ooo ohhhhhh)
theres tears running down my cheek
down my face
feel like i havent slept in a weeeekkk
okayyyyy
(ok okay)
my thoughts getting 
𝓯𝓸𝓰𝓰𝓲𝓮𝓻
my visions getting 
cloudierrrrrr
feel like
no ones speaking to me
and i cant speak to them
𝔼 𝕀 𝕋 ℍ 𝔼 ℝ
so ill just accept my fate
i hope ill be okayyy
i hope that they will see me better
tomorrow
better than they saw
todayyy

(✨ending✨♥)

everything's so much foggier now (prod. jayysoul + grimgar)

prod.: me
Hey,

new song, hope u like it :D!

Lyrics:
giving myself another reboot
living as my own recruit
destroying habits like a beast looking for food
crying blood its a mysterious mood
talking is too complicated
connecting is so overated

I'm talking in a rude silence  
this is my way to hide a lie in my head
words dont get out of my gun
dropping tears, dont have fun
 pathetic escape


Its night time, not my time
the lights dying, I'm not crying
the fear's mine, not my mind
you arent in love right?
Its night time, not my time
the lights dying, just wanna cry
the fear's stuck in my mind
you arent in love right?

I'm talking in a rude silence  
this is my way to hide a lie in my head
words dont get out of my gun
dropping tears, dont have fun
 pathetic escape

talking in a rude silence

hope u feel the vibes :3
prod by https://www.youtube.com/@ayykidtaylor

i know i was wrong
where do i belong
inside my thoughts 
i can never get out
its not enough for me
noooowwww
im just gonna let myself down
agaainn
and i feel like i have 
no friends
i feel like its not worth it 
in the eeendd
is it worth it?
or should i just
𝙛𝙤𝙧🌟𝙜𝙚𝙩

everything
so much pain
i am broken
oh, oh
oh wont u help me
i am stuck and i cant breathe
oh this blade
its so deaadlyyyy
and its pointed
right at
meeeeee
plz
have mercy
i cant forgettt
what u 
saaaaidddddd
i feel dead
now im stuck in my head

𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭
𝓽𝓱𝔁 4 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 (^ ω ^ *)

i know i was wrong (prod. ayykidtaylor + meesuu)

TRUST ISSUES

Held On ft. counter

Satellites ft Yoku

*****
spend my time to help but gonna go to hell now
*****

Was supposed to be a part of EP

-coticker-
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQISBTN9ySJ1cbRWqjbkVOA

Lyrics:
Oh my god i'm so high
I'm peaking
Swear i fall before i die
I don't wanna change the pace
They swearing all i'd never come thru
I don't wanna save me
Spend my time to help
But i am gonna go to hell now
I would spend my money
But i've never had these
Wanna buy some drugs
But i know they never save me
They would only play it
I would only pay for it
Everybody in this room already know you'll pay off

Oh my god i'm getting higher
With the blood when drips down
I think i am hiding like vampire
In the streets light
Night is cold down
I don't think i'm gonna crazy
Spending life on work
But i've never put the effort
Have you ever seen what's under mask
I think it is a demon
People love to hide themselves
They think it is the feelings
But it's never easy when you're rolling off the hills now
But it's never easy when you try to keep the hold on
When you try to see things
I'm seeing only blue roads
I will keep on roam
It is easier to live like
Like you try to hide the pain but always gotta get out
I would leave this town
Show the way of getting out of
Way of getting out of
I should change the flow
Cuz i would never get it out of
In my borders i'm alone
But it's okay
I am getting closer to the edge
You know i gotta say it

Oh my god i'm so high
I'm peaking
Swear i fall before i die
I don't wanna change the pace
They swearing all i'd never come thru
I don't wanna save me
Spend my time to help
But i am gonna go to hell now
I would spend my money
But i've never had these
Wanna buy some drugs
But i know they never save me
They would only play it
I would only pay for it
Everybody in this room already know you'll pay off

save me

Save Me (prod. Coticker)

prod. me
guitar. me (Tuning: Standard, but I pitched the guitar down for 5 notes)

enjoy
Lyrics:
always pretending never told the truth
waiting for the ending, take a gun and shoot
in my head, in my head (I hear voices)

wake up hope it wont bother
feeling that i stand in front of a border
playing my own infinite theater
playing my own ugly creature
wake up hope it wont bother
feeling that i stand in front of a border
playing my own infinite theater
playing my own ugly creature

exploring my options for getting away but im hopeless
stuck in fortress and seeing that there's no progress
i dont wanna see myself in anger
controlling my theater and keeping my manners
blood on my fist and my wall is red
(My) ego is the actual enemy i have

wake up hope it wont bother
feeling that i stand in front of a border
playing my own infinite theater
playing my own ugly creature
wake up hope it wont bother
feeling that i stand in front of a border
playing my own infinite theater
playing my own ugly creature

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guitar: me (Standard Tuning)
//there is no production, I just sing and play guitar lol

Lyrics:
"Hey, you used to be an extrovert, 
you really think you're free?"
"Hey, you should see how I kill all these creeps,
bastards can't think deep"

Why do all these people always talk about bullshit?
There should be someone who cuts their mouths cuz I like cruel shit
I don't really like seeing how I dig deep in my forehead
I don't really like the fact that decisions that I made end up in full crap

I don't really wanna live long
cuz I noticed me living wrong
please set me free
please set me free
dont wanna explore 
nothing matters to me
hilariously wanna find peace
but this person called myself doesn't deserve this 

I dont really wanna live long
cuz  i noticed me living wrong

The Worst V3rsion Of Myself

prod.: me
guitar: me (Tuning: EbAbDbGbBbEb)

Hey,
I uploaded this song exactly one year ago on my old account and hope that i have improved from then until this remake. Here is the old version (don't be scared of the mix it's very bad):
https://soundcloud.com/luxistired/tired

Lyrics:
(So tired)
Every day I try to find a place to begin
But I never did enough cuz I couldn't get in
At least I tried to
But I'm angry at myself cuz I lost you
And I think
They don't understand me
Words come out, but they don't get free
Sometimes I pretend live is easy
Then I ran against a wall and now there is blood on the screen

I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I think I am
going insane
so I might pull the triger
if those thoughts dont go away
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them,
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)


I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up, still I think there's no man in me
having an inside shell cuz talking is like hell
(I never know what to say, too many thoughts in the way)
I wanna cut me off, but there are to many memories
wouldn't gave up , still I think there's no man in me
I live in a box, but the great one won't notic it
pretend to be alive, try to live like diogenes


I need some time 
to figure out my life line
my actions are not fine
When does my sun shine?
I'm tired of pretending to be one of them
but if i were what I want, I would just go insane
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
I'm tired of this shit
I seem to be a shame
everywhere it's the same
(I dont fit in here)
I dont fit in

Tired

The Saddest Christmas Song of All-1(1)

16 | Discord: lonvy 
guitarist, artist, producer 
hmu for anything 
https://linktr.ee/lonvy
Infj 4w5 459 so/sx RLOAI

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