instrumental by dne - time is fabulous
dialogue from normal people

people

prod @stezzyxl <33


how are u with me? 
ill worry for a time 
when flowers bloom to dust
there gone before my eyes

ignoring what i said
used to go and tell her friends
wrongdoings i repent
make it ache inside my head
dripping liquor in the sand
comes in waves that i neglect
wasted time sat on the fence
now im feeling its effect

https://open.spotify.com/track/7CiiHaxnJ8XJnpPCDrwmL5?si=kT635nlKQTGYz__AHsmLNA

https://youtu.be/oB_cq54fyqI?si=MJc67wBDwbk43K-V

effect (stezzyxl)

SCREAM OUT ft. gothurted (prod. grayskies)

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

@brecken killed this

**lyrics**
(intro)
i cant even text you
you stay in my mind, like all of the time
but i cant bring myself to text you
you say that you're open to talk, but I'm not that open at all
and i just been stuck in my mind, baby you know that i try

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
x2

(Verse)
Am i not enough?
Don't act like you just cant remember
Am i losing touch?
I'm cold like we were in December
Am i still in love?
well why cant i forget her
this is way too much, i said its way too much

call me when you need me and Im sure ill be right here
I still want you by my side, is it okay to be this scared?
what happened to our promises and what i thought we shared?
you dug up these emotions i've been stuffing down for years

tired of falling short
why do i miss the mark?
You keep pulling back & forth
you know it tears me apart

how long can I ignore
all of these scars on my heart?
How long can i ignore..

(brecken)
you put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

i dont know how i live sober
so many thoughts always flooding my head
telling me lies and they call me a poser
why dont you think that I heard what they said

luckily its almost over
everyday that i live its getting closer
tear me apart, put me on a poster
life is too hard, i dont wanna go there

(hook)
why my heart sink like this
why my brain think like this
tell me why i break like this
tell me why i crave your bliss
cause' i can't really take this shit
no more

(brecken / outro)
put my heart on the floor and then you stomped it out
i hope you know i adore you, and there is no amount
that i wouldn't pay for you
no other mistakes been true
falling apart, finding i wasn't made for you

break like this w/ brecken (prod. p4ra)

gone for a minute but i swear i'll make it back to you ₊˚ෆ

produced by @metlast
mastered by @jolst

https://open.spotify.com/track/5iMYmHhC5zvTrknxqg6TR8?si=c1d9d2c12d9e4272

are we linking?
i wish you would tell me what you thinking
let it sink in
when i finally get to see you i'm not blinking

i'm not tryna miss another moment when i have you
left your lip gloss imprint on my tattoo (on my tattoo)
but i'll be back soon
gone for a minute but i swear i'll make it back to you

i'll make it back to you
lost touch, i'd still fly across the map for you
i'll do anything i have to do to be there for you
to be there for you

don't know why but i swear your love so contagious
forget how to act, it's outrageous
on my mind every single night i can't take it
everything you say is so persuasive

and i don't wanna lie
every time we talk i don't wanna say goodbye
hold onto you close cause i need you by my side
and girl you mean the most cause you always down to ride
you one of a kind

are we linking?
i wish you would tell me what you thinking
let it sink in
when i finally get to see you i'm not blinking

i'm not tryna miss another moment when i have you
left your lip gloss imprint on my tattoo (on my tattoo)
but i'll be back soon
gone for a minute but i swear i'll make it back to you

linking

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Mixed by yours truly and Mastered by my dude Ari!

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Shout out sorrow bringer the GOAT producer!!

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* www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

DEAD TO M33 (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:

could we just restart.
could we try again
maybe meet in august
and forget our past
i construct my coffin
i construct my bed
and even used as an object
i think i'd do it again
these curses burn on my arms
these sigils blaze on my hands
as my memory fades
and i lose you again
i can finally be honest
with myself again
while you eat my heart
i embrace my end

i construct my coffin
i construct my bed
and even used as an object
i think i'd do it again
these curses burn on my arms
these sigils blaze on my hands
as my memory fades
and i lose you again
i can finally be honest
with myself again
while you eat my heart
i embrace my end

we're just strangers again
we're just strangers again
we're just strangers again
we're just strangers again

leanan sídhe (whiteshinobi x hélix)

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

linking

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