i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

i wanna eat your heart i wanna make you scream
i wanna see you cry and watch it glistening
i wanna feel your pain i wanna feel you close
i wanna hear you scream and take off your clothes
i wanna hear you moan i wanna scream
i wanna slit your skin  well you look at me
i wanna hear your moans i wanna hear your voice
i wanna feel your pain i wanna feel you close
have you ever seen darkest parts of your life
have you ever wonder why you cant sleep at night
have you ever heard da monsters creeping at night
do you wonder if im going kill you tonight
i hope you dont end up dead
make sure you run away from agin
i hope you rember da smell
when i crave my name into your legs
i hope you dont tell another soul.

idk what i said

skin

prod me ofc
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna lie
you be on my mind 2x
you be on my mind
you be on my mind hoe
we have no time no more
what is my resolve
in your heart away from dark everythings seems 
so dark
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
yea yea

if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna talk to anyone else girl
i think im in love 
your from outer space im from normal world
your everything wanted so lets go a cross the world 2x
before i meant you i was all alone

if only i was real

Another day
where you can feel fine
sell your soul to the people online
cut yourself forever offline
i'll never make it out of this tide 

forever offline (demo)

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

on the floor

prod me
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide
i promise im not that type of guy
just know that im doing fine
i stalk your corpse
and wonder why i like
cut your skin skim your limbs
wonder if you can survive after this
now ik your okay
do you love me watching ok
bloody limbs
bloody lips 
i wonder if i can give u a kiss
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run dont hide 
i promise im not that type of guy
i just know your mad at me
ik your anger i can see
screaming loud for some help
dont know you no one can help
ik that your scared of me
i promise im everything you need
watch you cry watch you run does it not sound like fun
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide

please dont cry

old song prod @bloodsekai

wish i knew what to say
u could b mines today
nothing comes to me
i must be dumb truly
my brain doesnt work
i question my worth
why do things just get worse
am i living with a curse

i feel so clueless
dont know how to live
im starting to drown
need therapy now
dreams of me put down
theres no joy in bound
i hate my sound
hate going out
i let love down
it took three rounds

i let love down

prod. me

gezebelle cover cuz i love this song so much
@gezebellegaburgably

pizza rolls royce (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x8

release the manifesto ill put it on 8chan
everyone calls me emo they dont know the real man
"he is so stupid and he always is on his comupter"
little do they know im studying to become a shooter

and i rlly hate you all x8

why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x16

if only i was real

lovecupid