Produced by Dead Spyro & 2001
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@decksmusic
If silence could kill
I'd be dead already
The snow's piling up in her sky-lit setting
'Cause in my heart of hearts I knew it from the start
When we were in your car
You feel like home even when we're far

Something tells me that I'm missing all the pieces
Memories from my past return to leave me bruised & beaten
Everything's a shame to me
People they keep on blaming me
But baby hear me out
We could leave here in like a day or three
I hate this town & I can't get out
I could drive forever & still feel down
I'll watch my mouth
We'll work this out
Baby you are my reason for living now

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Decks: Home (dead spyro/2001)

lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

let me die (prod. mors)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

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Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

[+ lavendertxwn]

@northshoremusic
@caspywaspy
@yoimn3ver
@navyxower
@heylee-manzeron
@autumndropsdead

WUIF w/ Heylee Manzeron, NAVYXOWER, autumndropsdead, The North Shore, casperrr & teddyboi

produced by soloft and lavendertxwn
mixed and mastered by mvø

I try my best to let go of the things I can’t control
This constant state of finding things to hold to when I fall has gotten worse 
I wasn’t perfect, maybe I deserve it 

The sun coming up is not the same since you left
Yeah, it’s hard to accept that everything I’ve come to love now hurts me
Should’ve never said I was you one and only
And still I try my best to breathe slow
Say you love, I was nervous, so I stared out your window
Never knew someone could make me feel this low
No need to talk, I’ll just go

Tried to make you happy I won’t leave unless you say so
Never wanted me but I was there when you got low
Switch up on the scene I see you act like you don’t know
Don’t care if you’re fake don’t hit me up when you’re solo

And I don’t really have the words to say
The ones to make you stay with me all day
Never thought you’d ever make me feel this way
Just let me go cuz now I can’t stay

no need to talk, i'll just go w/ flowers for you (prod. soloft x lavendertxwn)

I pour'd a 4 it got me dreaming, slipped into a sleep and, I was walking through the halls, I saw my stupid ass decisions made my momma cry a few times, swear to god I still regret it  I think its time I started winning,  Switch on my table side, I keep it tucked at night, bro said he wanna fight, wish he was still alive his girl was in my phone, and now she on my lives I fucked that lil thot, what a stupid ass decision

#Four ft. MXB (prod. OhMyGon!)

blue dress (prod.timeless)

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

mama used to tell me don't say nothin' if u cant say nothin' nice ~

Decks: Home (dead spyro/2001)

loveless.