feature from @820
mastered by @0rch_id
prod me

(avast)
I think i’m tired need to lay down
ill make it thru somehow
its too much, i’m gonna drown out
u looked a lil deeper tell me what u found

i’m in the club, ur not invited
its gone, if i dont like it
I call the shots, dont need a sidekick 
I wanna be alone and hide it

gone again, u wouldn’t know
all the feelings I couldn’t show
i’m going out in the snow
need to go on whats showing

all alone in the sky
sticking to myself I’m shy
falling through in the night
do i tell her when its over? say goodbye?

(nosgov)
im pouring some substances
i pour too much just to exist
cant wait to go all wrong with it
i have to go along with it

please walk with me please dont leave
and when its getting hard to breathe
addiction taking over me
please hold my soul when i cant breathe

im screaming outloud
i stay in the dark
fucked up on my part
end up in a fight

gone again ft. nosgov

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

spotify

locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

traffic w/ mckel

mv - https://youtu.be/6mP-GZBCNTY

prod. @cyberprojection1

ich bin addicted zu den rax, du kannst nicht zahlen dann hast du pech
ich mach mein uhh im internet, sag mir warum bist du upset
sag mir warum bist du ein kek, warum ist deine music ass
warum bitest du mein swag, wir sind und waren niemals the same

diese leben fickt meinen kopf, jeden tag auf andern dr*gs
ich fuck up ich denk nicht nach, ich hab roxy in meinem cup
ich lauf rum doch bin nicht wach, ich must hustlen in der nacht
mir egal ob ich das darf, fuck ich habs einfach gemacht

keine ahnung wer du bist und ich wills auch nicht wissen
ich bin so locked in, ja ich kann einfach nicht missen
es ist wiew es ist, aber nicht wies sein soll
ja ich take die risks, guck zu wie ich highroll

upset (cyberprojection) mv in desc

lie2me + nosgov (dy.wsh)

senses - victim (avast)

Alone!

prod @pico-13910899

okay
bby kill me quick
i just blew 10 bands
i feel sick
she was on molly
on my dik
didnt hear u calling
u don't buy it
maybe this is it
will we keep falling 
in the pit
will u keep stalling
such a bitch
n we can go all in
ill win it
[x2]

n she just like money
its funny
n i thought u love me
ima dummy
n her nose was runny
we were crushing
n shes a snowbunny
n i was hunting
up the pace im running
on the percs im loving
lose it all its nothing
u the one thats blushing
u thee one im trusting
maybe this is it
bby kill me quick 
do it like this

okay
bby kill me quick
i just blew 10 bands
i feel sick
she was on molly
on my dik
didnt hear u calling
u don't buy it

this is it (pico)

Luc6s