i hate rollercoasters (p. wisssery)

@failure404
prod @tiedforsilver
cover art by @noskeleton

clear the room all i hear is my voice bouncing off the walls
falling back to old habits while i fall apart
feed ur ego, cooking up a 7 course
let u break me once im coming back for more

standing in sand ive been stuck in one place
too busy wrapped around ur finger while u lie to my face
dont understand how i make all the same mistakes
every time i think its real its like god's standing in the way

i get too high to take it in
still put all my faith in it
all the love i gave is urs to keep
i dont see waste in it
all the pain i caused is coming
guess its how i pay for it
all this heartbreak is lovely
soak it in and savor it

summoned a new me got lost on the way
sins of my father i cant wash away
need to get stronger cant handle the weight
keep piling on i know u wanna see me break

clear the room all i hear is my voice bouncing off the walls
falling back to old habits while i fall apart
feed ur ego, cooking up a 7 course
let u break me once im coming back for more

standing in sand ive been stuck in one place
too busy wrapped around ur finger while u lie to my face
dont understand how i make all the same mistakes
every time i think its real its like god's standing in the way

the room is clear but silence kills me whys it loud 
i didn’t move at all so why do i hear sounds
the words you spoke they broke me right into the ground
tell me what it takes just to make you fuckin proud

take my life away
it’s all you’re good for
manipulating waves
inside my brains core
all for your selfish gain
what was i hoping for
a way to talk or stay
but silence drove me insane

empty house w/ epitomeoffailure (tiedforsilver)

produced & mastered by tiedforsilver
preformed & mixed by epitomeoffailure
intro from Steins;Gate

lyrics:

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

she stands there horrified 
of what she’s discovered
the snow blankets and covers
a face born like no other 

he wishes they’d normalize 
but their looks sting like torture
he cry’s at home under the covers
with no one there but his mother

and she won’t help cause she’s no good at all 
she cared when only he could crawl
since then theres not much to call, love
broken down and cursed from up above 
is what he thinks now because 
his wants and needs go untouched

ash grey clouds above me
snow falls on your face
foreign lands surrounding 
put me in my place

wait hold on still
your breath draws me in
here in my landfill
you saved me from within 

she to blind to see what’s in front of her
no mouth to eat but my stomach hurts
this leech draining me of all that i’m worth
and i just watch it work 
though the pain gets worse

cause i know she’ll look if im close to death
her only baby boy his soul soon to rest 
underneath the snow that lies on his chest
lays a broken soul cast out like the rest

epitomeoffailure x tiedforsilver - sleep in the snow

I don't want to be here...

lyrics:

i’ve been feeling well ,
But i  lack confidence ,

From the first time ,

You just want be him ,
but I’m copping it ,

And I wonder why , 
Honestly ,
I’m sick of arguing , 

Can we talk-less ,
Honestly ,

I just wan go through with it , 

Can we please not talk about stupid shit , 

Idgaf about him ,
Or who he is , 

Everything’s a problem when nothing is ,

sorry I can’t change It’s just who I am ,
Everything went perfect inside my head 
If I tell you that I’m trying believe that shit , 
Please take care yoself ,
One day you gon’ find me dead ,

sorry I can’t change It’s just who I am ,
Thought that you was with me ,
But you’re still with him , 

Thought I was ,
Thought I was different ,
Comparing insecurities ,
Like a competition ,

I don’t want to be here ,
All the drugs , 
yea ,
They’re fucking up my throat ,

Hate when I’m sober ,
I swear it makes it hard to cope , 

My chest is on fire ,
I’ve been rolling off the aderal ,
I can’t fw liars ,
I’m sorry but at least you know ,

everything's a problem when nothing is (neverforever)

Lyrics:

lavender my skies, piece together a sliver 
of imagination, make my skin shiver 
under the rain that i once was
blooms a seed inside my lungs
dandelions in my soul forever, forever
i need you, i need you, i need you forever
ohhh ohhhh ohhhhh ohhhhh ohhh ohh oh
melting, melting, melting from the beauty in my soul

higher, higher than the sky, i don't wanna cry
but i had to let it out
all the days i didn't know what love was about
you took my hand and saved me, from all the trauma that haunts me
everyone needs to breathe, to breathe, to breathe
you're my everything

hold me close under the water, we're drowning, we're drowning, we're drowning
i'm praying a savior, i'm praying for a savior

bright lights shining through the window, as we drive on the highway
i don't wanna let you go, i just wanna die this way
hold my hand through the darkness
i don't wanna let death be my last kiss
i want you to be mine, mine, mine
hold my heart to your chest, hold me close, hold me

Credits:

Art: messy
Production: cxrter
Mix/Master: messy

bloom prod. cxrter

so far from the things u see +kryst3n (king theta)

art by afxtik www.instagram.com/afxtik/
lyrics:
now there’s nothing left
i said i’d try my best
but i feel like a mess
it’s just not so
just wanted to rest
now love is just a test
of how much shit
that i can withstand from you
leave your messages on read
i’m fucked up i don’t know
what you said to me
said you wouldn’t stress it
now everything’s unthreaded
i felt i should’ve said it
seven years ago
cause maybe you’d have listened
you never pay attention
i’m always wasting my breath, oh
cause maybe i’m just stupid,
i know sometimes i lose it
it’s hard for me to keep you close
sheets thrown across the bed
i’ll fuck you to sleep
cause we both can’t get out of our heads
but hurry and get dressed
she know i’m the best
cause she texting me with all XO’s

seven years ago (prod. slatepsycho)

Sleep5 (neverforever)

lil baby - detox (flip)

Intro 
What a time to live 
What a time to die 
The miracle of life 
It circles all the time 

You’re born and then you live and then you die and then you are soon forgotten
Generations pass and you are soon forgotten 

Verse
As the voices grow in me 
As more of the world I see 
I learn I grow I breath 
I curse I hope I plead 

What time is it 
As I stare up at the clock 
When is grandma visiting 
As I’m slipping on my socks

What the fuck is this 
Growin up is my business 
All these changes to my body 
What the fuck is this 

Callin out to my father 
Callin out no one comes 
Callin out for another 
Day of life above 

Above the ground above the clouds
Running off till I’m never found 
Playing hide and seek till my life turns bleak 
What a miracle it is to watch the time just eat away

the miracle of life (prod. tiedforsilver)

Cabinet of Curiosities is a journey through rare textures and intimate soundworlds — a collection of sonic artifacts where electronic alchemy meets organic detail.
Each track opens a small universe: strange, beautiful, and quietly cinematic.
A place where imagination becomes music, and every sound reveals something unexpected.
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Cabinet of Curiosities est un voyage à travers des textures rares et des univers sonores intimes — une collection d’artefacts où l’alchimie électronique rencontre l’organique.
Chaque pièce ouvre un petit monde : étrange, beau, subtilement cinématographique.
Un espace où l’imaginaire devient musique et où chaque son révèle l’inattendu.

bloom prod. cxrter

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