raw tapes about him

𖦹Ꙭ𖦹

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acting like it's alright 
when plain sight is your vibe 
why I gotta be the one that's in line 
when this coke is here right in sight 

I don't want to talk 
I've been doing drugs 
at the corner store 
& my mama's house now
& she found my lighter in my backpack 
said 
it isnt mine
it's my brother's instead uhhh
I been doing 
doing drugs, drugs
I been doing 
doing drugs

snort that shit up in my nose and I feel good x2
romanticizing my drugs habits x2
I don't know what to feel 

feeling feelings that I never felt before 
I am here but I drift away from yo
third eye, your crown chakra 
so bright I cover my eyes 
illuminate me 
illuminate you 
illuminate every human on earth

I wanna be happy 
wanna be free 
I want all the peace
 in this tree 

I wanna share joy 
water more soil 
fertilize you, whether in june 
I do not care 
I will be there 

let it be known



romance (rough draft/experimental)

my lover
hair as black as night & coal
dry enough to blow him off 
colour code him in the dark
I'm the fire, lit a spark
i do care 
i act like i don't sometimes
he's still here 
normally it take em 3 weeks foe' they're out of the door 
that was then 
now that you’re gone 
i still care 
i act like i don’t sometimes 
you’re not here 
normally i pushed you away so you left for good

my lover (slowed + reverb)

in the moments that i had you 
i was feeling overwhelmed 
there were moments when i hated you 
but could never see my life without him 

so what happens when we grow apart? 
what happens when i leave this place & never return
i hate that you’re in love with me
i hate that you have seen me cry
no i don’t want my lover back, i just want my love

overwhelmed

Slam it down hot and heavy 
I ride a beat slow and steady 
Must have taken a hour and a bit to get ready 
My guy otp now he’s getting loud 
Tell him he can chill boy you need to calm down 

My guy fine 
See the way we  Wine and dine
He got the Sweetest tooth 
And he call me Honey pie 
You can have me with a boba on the side

Know you like the way it look just like your dreams do
I know u love the way it taste like your mummy’s stew 
Know it’s best served hot 
Piping hot for you
A sister disappoints 
When it come down to it

honeypie (prod.big spice)

WE LIKE TO PARTY ft.Guano C

Pretty brown eyes (Prod. Luca Santamaria)

"hi guys umm fuck hi guys i wrote this song with luca and now we are putting the song out and now you are gonna listen to it x " - (transcribed by luca)

produced by luca santamaria

Lyrics <3

Been a five star lady
You give me tooth ache honey 
I wanna be your lady 
Five stars in the bedroom 
White clean sheets and my perfume

Keep my Eye on a prize fixation 
Been a 5 star lady since creation
No more men on a rotation 
Take away my peace and time 
Them too troublesome 

Trim perfectly synced up with my ovulation 
don’t mean to fall back 
But now it’s my obligation
I can’t help but see
You lead me to temptation 
Used to be a good girl 
left in the hands of Satan

Been a five star lady
You give me tooth ache honey 
I wanna be your lady 
Five stars in the bedroom 
White clean sheets and my perfume

5 STAR LADY

ABRA - MAKE IT (019dexter Remix)

Paranoid.

hopefully this takes you somewhere nice..

also,

thats my mom :)

biking (cover)

no more

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you’re my 333 babyyy
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email: ngutaoyama@gmail.com , send beats or stuff idk
i make music for chakra huns. 
i’m still yaya/Oyama

overwhelmed

oyama oyama