produced by guda & JibaoRockin

lyrics: 
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes, eyes

i know you see me
you cant deceive me
you act like it's easy
to throw me away to rot

i know you see me
i know that
just open your eyes
just open up your eyes

you're not blind you're not deaf
i know you see and hear me well
you choose not to hear me
i feel i need to yell
and you say that it's love
but i'm not sure if you mean well
til death do us part
i guess i'll see your ass in hell
i'll see you then
i don't know when
just open your eyes
and you'll see me again
i'm neither foe or a friend
it's only us in the end
wish you could see through my lens
won't you just

open your eyes (just open up)
open your eyes (can you see me?)
open your eyes(just open up)
open your eyes, eyes (can you see me?)

ah

open your eyes

lyrics:
won't you take my hand
give me one last dance with you
one more chance will do
I'll be the man you choose
I'm far too late
but I can't move on
you dance with him but it's to our song

I guess I'll go
I'll run away
accept that our love is a memory
just a memory
ohhhh ohh oh
out my head 
can't get no rest 
I rather be dead cause it's all
just a memory

I'm far too late
but I can't move on
you dance with him but it's to our song

I guess I'll go
I'll run away
accept that our love is a memory
just a memory
ohhhh ohh oh
sit back reminisce again
seems I cannot make amends
showed you love until the end
now its just a memory
sit back reminisce again
seems I cannot make amends
showed you love until the end
not its just a memory

imxero - memory

tell me how it feels to fade away

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

I still save a seat for you
it’s just out of habit
I can’t remembered what happened

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

there’s this void inside my chest
inside my head, I can’t fill it
don’t know the last thing I said,
the last thing we did
why couldn’t I cry that day?
no tears streaming down my face

I wish I could say goodbye- bye- bye 
would I feel the same?
or would I get peace of mind? - mind - mind
wish we could go back frame by frame
take it all away
one more time

but we don’t get what we ask for

why am I breaking down
I’m feeling it now
there’s no use in hiding when no one's around
I’ll figure it out
I won’t make a sound
I’ll keep it to myself like it’s all I’m allowed
I still save a seat for you
Only if I knew 
We’d be stuck like glue
Til the end

it’s like I blinked then you’re gone
it’s not the same place without you
don’t think I forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but I got to 
My words never got through
and they won’t cuz you’re gone

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

still save a seat for you

cuz not available in my country
https://youtu.be/Ld0Vv7VDwZU?si=QnrumwbddjZLbRQE

otuka - listen

prod. grayskies

[LYRICS]
I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

Oh what do I do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do, I do, I do
Oh what do i do?
I still think about you
Oh what do I do?

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away
What we had it wasn’t perfect
But I still think that I’d say
I really really loved you
Even if it was all fake

And somehow I still wish you stayed

I knew we weren’t perfect
But I still tried to wait
I thought it would get better
Could you tell me if I’m late
I’m trying to find the feeling in my heart
That your love gave
This love I can’t forget
And now I realize it was fake

I remember what you did
You told me that you’d stay
I gave you my whole heart
And you just threw it all away

fake

otuka - alive (scrapped extended demo)

[LYRICS]

I smelled the scent of your sweet perfume
It reminded me how it was with you
I was so happy, I was so confused
But I didn't care cus you loved me too
But then it slipped away
I noticed that you wouldn't say
Those words I loved, our love decayed
But now it's the same
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still
How can you sleep
How can you let it be   
I never thought we'd ever fall apart
In the end but  here we are
Broken pieces, shattered bones
I've got no one to call my home
Heaven knows I want you back
Cus when I'm alone
I still reach for you every time I sleep
While our promises turn to memories
When I say your name in prayers I repeat
Is "no" heaven's answer to me
Is this insanity? You're bad for me
Like if only you knew how many times I've begged
For God to bring you back to me
The moonlight in the trees, I've bruised my knees
While kneeling on my bedside hoping that you love me still

heaven's answer

Tell me if you feel it now
Tell me that you saw it coming
Tell me how you really felt
And if my love to you was nothing
Tell me that my heart’s allowed
It’s allowed to feel something
Tell me what’s inside your head
Cus I can tell that something’s up
And lately I’ve been feeling stuck
Lately I just want to run
The absence of my happiness
My skin and bones are numb
And I still bite hard
Both my lips have scars
Would you tell me for real
If you think about us
Tell me if you feel it now
Tell me that you saw it coming
Tell me how you really felt
And if my love to you was nothing
Tell me that my heart’s allowed
It’s allowed to feel something
Tell me what’s inside your head
Cus I can tell that something’s up
Tell me if you feel it now
Tell me that you saw it coming
Tell me how you really felt
And if my love to you was nothing
Tell me that my heart’s allowed
It’s allowed to feel something
Tell me what’s inside your head
Cus I can tell that something’s up

Something's up

[LYRICS]
They say it heals with time
I think that's hard to find
What's "healed" could you please define?
Cus these seconds wasting mine oh
I got these scars all on my wrist
So overwhelmed I feel so pissed
I gotta bite my cheeks and lips
So I can hold it in
Let go
Let go
Couldn't hold it in for you my love
I'm sorry for what I've become
I know you hate to see me like this
But what's done is done
They say it heals with time
I think that's hard to find
What's "healed" could you please define?
Cus these seconds wasting mine oh
I got these scars all on my wrist
So overwhelmed I feel so pissed
I gotta bite my cheeks and lips
So I can hold it in
Let go
Let go
Couldn't hold it in for you my love
I'm sorry for what I've become
But what's done is done

let go

Amotti (@luvamotti)