hey
made this in 3 hours last night
produced by @wisssery & @user-757072975
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
far away
and gone again
i ride thru city streets
and sleep
was never an option

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
driving on highways has taken enough
time is an essence that i can live without
im better now

i move on
yet it sits with me
i live enough
but never peacefully
cuz when i gain one back
its always knocked back down
i see the light sometimes
and catch an L right back around

where the fuck have my friends gone
maybe they moved on
i got me some new ones but
the old never prove wrong
im losing my sanity
in an apartment i don’t own

and my girl, she got some bright brown eyes
and i cant help but notice when she sits beside me
i feel like michael but i’m in disguise
cuz theres no way he’d ever be this happy

so take my soul
return to
days of old
and see whats better

the weather reminds me that i’m better off
taking my life and fucking it up 
tell me about my life u know so well
im better now

better [wisssery x lavendertxwn]

spotify!

i cannot speak or make a sound
my time is up ive been found out
he holds the key and the highground
and i couldnt save the casualties
youre getting numb while i feel your pain
i medicate to calm down my brain
something is up with the walls im insane
now youve caught me hands up and im feeling so lame

thank you for listening<3

found out

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:

talk back
nothing short of me
fall back
the life i wanted needs
more than anything at all
something changing when im gone
i can’t tell if i’m just broken
or if all this has a cause
its all in the differential; sub-sequential results
change me like an oil spill in the gulf
my heart isn’t breakable but i know
the mood changes are taking half of the toll
that i pay when im driving past your home
the time frame isnt making sense, no i know
its all fake when i’m grinding down to the bone
i need faith but its hard to believe in ghosts

i tried to see it your way, cuz mine’s much worse
this pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
i won’t say never, cuz i won’t quit
but nothing ever changes till i’m all in

but when’s that come 
to stop the hurt 
i’m waiting for signs 
that’ll heal this curse 
it’s something that i’ve never seen before 
yet something i know i’ve been bracing for 
and i’ve got this feeling that 
i should just face the facts 
live in reality 
but we both know 
that wouldn’t be me 

i tried to see it your way, cuz mine’s much worse
this pessimistic viewpoint just leaves me cursed
i won’t say never, cuz i won’t quit
but nothing ever changes till i’m all in

i’ll never see it your way, you know it well
i tried to keep the peace here, now i’m in hell
and i can say never, i don’t give a shit
cuz nothing ever changes till im all in

spotify & apple!

heretic w/ evan carr [immortal x splashgvng]

Spent 19yrs Underneath The Surface Of The Ocean N Now Im Growing Coral

ignored every sign

prod. pekarot

ive become a carbon copy of all of the things that i used to despise
maybe ill feel much better with some conversation and the touch of your skin tonight
jump my bones
bleed me dry
take it all from me i swear its fine
i dont know who i am without our hand’s intertwined 
and the picture i keep is a symbol of time
im way more fucked up than I realized 
shot myself in the foot, i ignored every sign
i pray to god we hit every red light 
cause when moments are fleeting, the now must suffice
maybe we can fall in love again for a night
forgive and forget, I dont care who was right
He might be remembered, but we’ll never die
search for salvation in all your goodbyes

Oh what a shame we became 
Such a fragile broken thing 
Wish we could’ve stayed the same
Oh the pain that it brings
When I think of all the ways that I could’ve seen it coming 
Would’ve fucked up anyways
Still dont know what im running from , so the songs are how I deal with what we’ve become
The glow in your eyes is as bright as the sun and it stays there even when push comes to shove
you mean more to me than you realize 
Girl you color my sky
why the fuck would i lie?
your face is a mainstay inside of my mind
read the texts back in your voice like every time
give me the chance to take you on a drive 
the way that you hold me makes everything fine 
moments so perfect at every red light
and i wish i could feel it at least one more time

red light (prod. pekarot)

I’m laying on the asphalt 
Doing what you asked for 
Treat me like an asshole 
Even tho I’m fragile 

Blood flows down from my gold teeth 
Feeling alright when you stay near me 

All these tears are meant to be 
All these tears just prove what you meant to me 
All these tears just prove what you meant to me 
All these tears show its  meant to be 

I’ll try to run away tho 
Doing what I’m said or told 
It’s hard to stay 10 toes 
When ur all I’ve ever known 

Blood flows down from my gold teeth 
Feeling alright when you stay near me

Meant to me (Prod.Emptyroads)

2nd single <3

lyrics 

darling our love ain't the same
still getting fog in the brain
pissed off but can u still stay
i'm longing but walking away

she wanna sit on high hopes
lie on bad copes
soon ill fly home 
soon ill fly home 

pouring in slowly
rolling up sacks
to moving so quickly
how do we do that uh baby

i see all all the skies that we’d watch go by before we’d sleep
i cant help but keep these memories locked away

baby our love was the top
made sure we’d feel in the top
like baby you're hitting the spot
baby you're hitting the spot

just take my heart
it's not the same 

she don't wanna stop, like can you just drop it, no way
like, i wanna love you, i wanna fuck you yeah aye

she coming back, back to me
i'll keep it a stack, dragging me
like can you relax actually
just trying to figure out who i really wanna be uh

i wonder why you don't say i love you anymore directly to my face
i can't even let these words out no more, just pour the champagne

'coz i wanna love without help
wanna learn to love you by myself
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind as long as i'm sane
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're s-
i don't mind, i don't mind, i don't mind long as you're safe

love song, this a love song baby
love song, this a love song baby

pouring up champagne
rolling up fast
smoking a stack
making it last uh baby

i see all the stars but you
you
you 
are the one

homebound

homebound (jabarionthebeat)

complicated love

In your city

prod. @jkeibeats
mix & master @venaz7

lyrics:
yeah lately i remember all those times
wasted all my time on you
why you gotta play me play me
why you gotta play me play me

lowkey i've been stressed out all the drugs that im on
everything i do is so i can forget you
never getting over all the scars you left
but you always said its in my head

you talk with your friends about all the shit
see that you care you just wont admit
and i've soo stressed out
ion give a fuck anymore you text me you lie
you called me you cried you said you wanna die
ion give a fuck anymore
cause im on the same shit
don't ever call me anymore

stressed out ✨ (prod. @jkeibeats)

She want all the money in my wallet saw it
Thought I opened and she bought it 
Wanna lay all day in the bedroom 
Pretty face LA in her head too 
Know she like her nails done when she fuck me 
Think I went and chose to accept that it means nothing
Run in place first base think we passed it when I leave  want me back like elastic

Tellen me melodies when I make her hit the high note
Think it a felony she be bad when the door closed 
Yeah I really know this is getting outrageous  
She got hella friends they really up on all my pages
Playlists adden all my names shit 
Jaded know it's only me that will work when when I feel faded
Tellen me melodies when I make her hit the high note
Think it a felony she be bad when the door closed 

She want all the money in my wallet saw it
Thought I opened and she bought it 
Wanna lay all day in the bedroom 
Pretty face LA in her head too 
Know she like her nails done when she fuck me 
Think I went and chose to accept that it means nothing
Run in place first base think we passed it when I leave  want me back like elastic

Past Life Kenny: 
Thinkin she bad She takes a line when the doors closed
Livings not bad, but it’s a lie She’s alone bro
Daddy’s got cash, but that ass Her mama chromosomes
Lenon tinted shades And her bag costs an arm (woah)
I don came from nothing So it’s nothing if I starve hoe
I know that my purpose, take some loss
make em heartbroke
I don pulled the curtains, cut em off
Now the dark gone
I can’t miss nobody, lost in thought 
Where my heart go
Hope you got yo trump check 
Rock yo body woah yeah
Dolo Leave me lone yeah
Over there, go yeah
Don’t respond to late texts
Cashed herself bank shit
I should practice safe sex
But she gave me great neck

Meant to me (Prod.Emptyroads)

luvflorent