Leave the blame on me

i proud of dis song :D

prod @kiryano @176s

lyrics:
all i did was sit around and then i listened
ur words cut deep ya they got precision
all i ever think about is what im missin
im still going crazy ya im on a mission
everything was wrong i just had to let u know
now i feel sad bc i had to let it go
all of ur demons ya they knockin at ur door
spread out my feelings now they all out on the floor

im leaving town ill make it out
my heads a cloud my heart's bleeding out on the floor
nothing feels right anymore
i turn around then i slam the door

bleed (kiryano x waifu)

Credits://
@blackwinterwells
@findwield (mastering & etc.)
@bodygaard

Notes://
last song before EP...
it will be called readtheroom...
almost done...
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bodyGaard & blackwinterwells - Memory of Love (prod. blackwinterwells & windfield)

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

on all platforms!!
@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

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prod https://soundcloud.com/shishy77 + https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

and i look in her eyes
and i just see a lie,
see the ghost of a smile
while i'm watching her cry, wondering why
nothing to live for, nowhere to die
look at the sky, stars in a flight
i just want love, guess it isn't my time

she's just an apparition
i'll play the cards i'm given,
skin still itching.
(uh) keep living,
how come when im still kicking,
im the villain?
evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

i guess im the villain
gotta build my resistance
its a haunting existence
cause im the villain

evil, woah, villain
she don't know, villain

villain

villain (shishy/souls)

this time of year again,
i always wonder why,
if u still hate me still?
you'll know ill try to find,
i need that reason why,
to just be satisfied,
you know its hard to break me down like this.

once again im obsessive with the past again,
ill try to forget it as much as i can,
but you know it hurts just to think about now,
ill distract myself,
to forget about the pain.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it took a while for me, it'll take a while for us, to get back on track,
and u know that it hurts - as i look on back, we'll never be the same, we'll never be back, we'll never go back.

its taking over me, u know that we wont see eye to eye, cause everytime we talk im terrified,
i know its u thats gon make me, its u thats gon bring me home.

it'll take a while for us...

it'll take a while

@avit69
@kyur0
@prodsoma
@zekzo099

lyrics:
i know its harder to see ignore the pain
i fall in place
i cant erase whats new
new to me
my hearts redeemed
i dont rlly think that i loved her
dont need one or another
too many lies to uncover
i dont need others
im losing color
i waited dawn just to fall to push u farther

just break me down
im out of reach too hard to save me now
i cross my heart i keep it safe and sound
i tried
im taking my time
i dont need a sign

dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another
dont want no one or another

another [avit + kyuro + soma + zekzo]

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDebqHSQ1GztmM2y1O0wa?si=L2cUSHRFSNCWJQ9Jd4ZQ0A

close my hands like amen 
i dont pray to god i pray for payments
never-needed demon like satan
sacrifice myself to paimon

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do

im blessed that im nothing left 
i could write it on my chest with no ink it's red
am i ready to fall for them
my darkest truths
inside its you outside i lose
my mind: not bound by time
and the way that i lie 
its a fucking crime
i can only stay true when im splitting in two
cause theres only one glue when im apart its true

taste the rain its like wine
u get urs ill keep mine
cause sumtimes i would cry
itll wash off just like bye

fall has come and gone again
i was left without a friend
paint by number comprehend
the things i draw and recommend cause

i was walking by myself some shit i usually do 
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do
nothing true
guess im just fucking screwed
why do i see this thru
why would anybody wanna walk the way i do (x2)

Fall (never Again)

getawayy feat. wells, blxty, popstarbills, idiot, roxas (taylor+kuru)

@dotmidorii

lyrics: 
if you got a job jus wait for my bros we pull up we stuntin
if he got a bitch she already mine i aint even fuckin 
cap out his mouth talk all that shit cap in his stomach
aint leave a trace without a doubt we got it done ye
my bro pulled up in a beamer said he aint playin
my opps i heard they some schemers they gon do the payin 
his grandma inside of the house i heard her prayin
and bro that we got on packwatch scared at the stay in

he posted on snap that tonight is a movie
he took a xan look like cartoon looney
kicked in too fast like a actor bruce lee
shit a mistake learned later truly
stupid ass boy got his shit rocked 
saw him outside told him kick rocks
knew he a loser he shit talk
stick out his hand got bitch dropped

5s they on 50s the 50s on 100s 
if i got an idea swear that its funded 
9s got him stretchin that boy doin lunges
his face got done jus like my songs punch in
that boy is a pussy but he on his last life
he sippin tussin said it get his mood right
skinny ass arms but he said he'll still fight
left with no evidence made sure he see lights 

said i aint playin aint play when i said that
heard u a L now you gotta pay tax
saw 97 now u got no air max 
im never lackin u know that i stay backed
said im the teacher i taught him a lesson
heard that his dumbass got caught with a wesson
the way that i do it this shit is a blessing
kill wit my flow swear i dont need no weapon

if you got a job jus wait for my bros we pull up we stuntin
if he got a bitch she already mine i aint even fuckin 
cap out his mouth talk all that shit cap in his stomach
aint leave a trace without a doubt we got it done ye
my bro pulled up in a beamer said he aint playin
my opps i heard they some schemers they gon do the payin 
his grandma inside of the house i heard her prayin
and bro that we got on packwatch scared at the stay in

swear that these bitches they got me too mad
but i swear that all of them gotta be bad
opps struggle with hoes they way too sad
said he got money my bitches said cap
she gave me the sloppy i said it was trash
broke ass hoe gave a dollar in cash
saw that im up my ex callin me back
know that she jealous ye maybe attached

said i dont even need you hoe
i jus made a bag and im boutta make more
like what the fuck is u feenin for
do u want me or want me to buy out the store  

looked at her friend she my best interest
i got hella problems she looked like she'll fix it
whispered to her said aint no snitchin
chill out for right now aint no kissin

kissin and tellin fr aint the move
said we got a secret not ready to lose
saw a car outside i aint no fool
now is the time i got sum to prove

said now is the time i got sum to prove

if you got a job jus wait for my bros we pull up we stuntin
if he got a bitch she already mine i aint even fuckin 
cap out his mouth talk all that shit cap in his stomach
aint leave a trace without a doubt we got it done ye
my bro pulled up in a beamer said he aint playin
my opps i heard they some schemers they gon do the payin 
his grandma inside of the house i heard her prayin
and bro that we got on packwatch scared at the stay in

stuntin (prod. dotmidorii)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

Half Alive w/ emotionals (maknae)

4300 swagpinoy

doin more on my side project @mikomiya :o

leave the blame on me

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