lyrics

hold up, back up, ok
do she love me, no way
brain get fucky, ok
they don't want me, ok

i had enough
oh i'm fucking up
ion love to lust
bitch i love to love


baby i'm psyco
killing fuckers wit my eyes closed
living a everyday cycle
i might go insane lil hoe
(i forgot??)

strapped yeah, they ain't coming for us
my glock horny, i think it's finna bust
sawed off ima shoot at his gut
sawed off ima blow out his guts

cop killer no i don't give a fuck
ima shoot at 12 for they shoot at us
bodies on the ground, make a mf bust
ima kill these pigs, that's a mf must

killer killer i'm misaki asano
drop a bag like i just hit the lotto 
body bag, need a bag 'em like pronto
killer killer like i'm tony soprano

killer killer

spotify

killer killer (kacie free)

Nd when everythings weird theres nothing weird no more

@3dssucks @ddertbAg

let's Go back (3d$ + ddertbAg)

Credits://
@blackwinterwells
@findwield (mastering & etc.)
@bodygaard

Notes://
last song before EP...
it will be called readtheroom...
almost done...
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bodyGaard & blackwinterwells - Memory of Love (prod. blackwinterwells & windfield)

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

issues + eleventhirteen(p3rk & k1ro)

cant compete w/ mental (taylor morgan x 6houl)

Credits://
@heavenindaclouds
@baredex-522947753
@h45
@bodygaard

Notes://
I have no words...
I put so much effort into this song...
I'm glad i did...

Lyrics://
cursed to walk this earth but no one offers helping hands
pick up all the pieces i should really start again
get myself a job and try to make some fucking friends
scratch that, i don't want that, can you help me make a plan?

it might take some time but i think i could come around
i don't want to hand i feel depressive in and out
hope you understand what i be going through right now
cuz i cannot get a grip on what this shit is all about

assume you're always lying when you say you have my back
treat me like the others cuz i don't know how to act
working on my people skills but i just need some rest
waiting for the day when both my parents are impressed

b-974
i need 20 more
package at the door
tell me what you want
some one i adore
i need that for sure
who were you before
am i what you want?

1,2 just tell me what to do (3,4)
tell me where to move
tell me what to choose
you wont tell me what you want
anything at all, you know who to call

you know who to call
for anything at all
i can get it quick
yeah that's how we ball

pristine, magic
lights cam action
guess what happens
guess what happens
so tragic, black magic
my habits, so drastic

pissed off, captions always matching
i could never do this shit alone you make it happen
played a part in everything i did but then you vanished
couldn't fu-
couldn't help but think that i was average

used to cry while driving from my work going home (1,2,3,4)
i was 19 hoping i could have someone to hold
want to be the person people look up to the most
and i wouldn't mind dressing in designer, head to toe, no

not tryna be difficult
but i'll try to be a little less cynical now
a little less critical
if you were unsure would you risk it all? no

bodyGaard & 73x - Helping Hands (prod. heavn + baredex + bb)

ETHER//NETHER [slowed & reverb] (prod. Neverforever)

me x @kurtains x @wido123456789
my part mixed by @rosesleeves
song is out on all platforms <3

[Hook: kurtains]
Treat it like a fashion I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing
Treat it like a fashion I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing

[Verse 1: wido]
Wanted me to die, hit me up it's too late
Yeah I know they hate me, but we own the runway
Put you in a trash can, your shit is containers
You can please me three ways euro, dollars, pesos
Stop walking, make me want to die
They pull up with 3s and 5s, I pull up with dirty knives
Call me Mr. Suicide cause I want my own homicide
Pills and water on my left shoulder, syringe on my right

[Hook: kurtains]
Treat it like a fashion I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing


[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
If we talking pills then you know I fucking need it
I’ve been state to state ask your girl she be fiending
They don’t want smoke all I hear is fucking squealing
Yeah she broke my heart pass the xannys get to healing
Why the fuck your fit so basic
Pull up on them leave them faceless
Fuck my home town I’m most hated
Small town kids ain’t been much places
Start to feel normal so I think I need the benzos
Crying like a bitch when he find out in the friend zone
Heard his new tape I said who the fuck this Bladee clone
Kill myself tonight just so I don’t have to be alone

[Hook: kurtains]
I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing
I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing

runway (feat. kurtains & wido)

lurix

*awesome austin powers sample*

ya yuh yahh
woahhhh
ya yur yurr
woahhh
(leggo leggo leggo)

girl im rotten
n im Toxic
turned into a zombie, feeling like Im aldn
think i lost it
im exhausted
shit aint been da same, swear im hella off it (x2)

n i tried to make amends but u told me off
i guess i loved n lost
i hope ur better off
n now ur lovin him
wish i gave my all
girl dis was all my fault
i rlly did u wrong :((
ya! think abt u on the daily
chasing this money im hoping that it could change things
ya! wit da squad we like a-team
lately my attitudes been on some frick u pay me

*another awesome austin powers sample*

ya yuh yahh
(swur im hella off it)
woahhhh
ya yur yurr
woahhh
(leggo leggo leggo)

girl im rotten
n im Toxic
turned into a zombie, feeling like Im aldn
think i lost it
im exhausted
shit aint been da same, swear im hella off it (x2)

(josh lyrics transcribed by me so forgive me if theyre extremely wrong)

feel leik a zombie, no dante red
pop dis oxy now they all think im losin my head
(?) promise, i didnt even mean wat i said
feel leik a comet im passing all of u loserz get ahead
gon be a Whole Lotta Red© when we find ur house
big hoe up on my line but i jus want da mouf
t-talking on ur keyboard then ur life is going south
u keep saying that i switched up, dunno what u talkin bout

rotten ft mutkidjosh prod mxsui & luvpurp

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

leave the blame on me

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