4 u so u don’t miss me 2 much <3

efil

The Upload

prod meeee
ty 2 @uhohkawasaki + @luisisalreadydead

comfortable w/ saki! + luisisalreadydead

prod// @sadboiforever @dageer02

i don wanna die 2day
make me fall in love when is saw ur face :3
then we fall apart :(
broke me from the start
tellme y u love thn u broke my heart .???
can u help me find the reason..
bby i keep 🩸🩸bleeding🩸🩸
tell me where u r noww.... ??
tell me if u feel it ;)

@lileddy8
kiss me softly 
with your regrets
i’m all for you and I fall for it
don’t call for me
cuz i’m not for this
you weren’t for me 
and it all makes sense
eh-eh
i know you’re afraid of the dark
you got this place in my heart
how did we get this far
i hate when we have to depart


i thot u were so cool i was such a fool :(
now I'm all alone n im trapped up in my room
I'm watching all the shadows...walking past u 0_0
addicted 2 the past & I cant escape the truth DX
..?o??0

& it makes sense... w/ lileddy [2001 + dageer]

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

https://soundcloud.com/beatsbykrave https://soundcloud.com/qqqu1ncy

art by https://www.instagram.com/vlonesoldierrrr/

if u look into your heart 
that’s where we could’ve been 
but then we broke apart 
I thought our love was evergreen 

it looks so easy from the outside 
I feel like that’s the biggest downside 

if u look into your heart 
that’s where we could’ve been 
but then we broke apart 
I thought our love was evergreen

they just keep talking but they’re not right 
why don’t you come a little closer and make up your mind again 

1000 locks on my heart 
I don’t know how to feel loved 
I go on but it’s so hard 
sometimes I want to restart 
sometimes I want to give up 
cuz I’m too pure for this world 
I go outside and get hurt 
my words won’t ever get heard 

guess it’s time to get used to it :(
but I’m an optimist 
I can’t get used to it 
I feel like optimus
why do I still feel so dead 
now can you riddle me that? 
when will it come to an end 
so sick of playing pretend

it’s not as bad as it seems 
I’m sry it rly is 
it feels just like ina dream 
I won’t wake up from this sleep 
I walk alone on this street 
I slip I touch the concrete

dont know if thats really me

pure「qqqu1ncy + krave」

cover of https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/im-goofy

im goofy

#get2u

Pinkpantheress - Just For Me/Wipe Your Tears (Slowed+reverb)(unreleased)

so count it
1 2 3 4 5
stare right into both my eyes
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am
so count it
1 2 3 4 5
stare right into both my eyes
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am

Wire-Frame

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

@craves @177p @tekea @brknglss @sasaeng @cloudbxy1

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https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
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lyrics: 
fairy tales
i live in my head
are a resemblance of the past
how i numbered days
just waiting for them to end
but now i count the stars on the ceiling
regretting every word ive said

i feel so stuck here
but i can try

and ill stay inside
this mess ive made all by myself
i know that i can work this out

im not afraid
of what the future holds for me
now that i know i can hold your hand

i stare at the clock
it ticks my life away with every second
and every hour

lost +jxlyy

weluvurgirl (+ maknae)

@y4ndere
https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere/yandere-sample-challenge-3
lyrics: 
fell in love with a ghost
her eyes they shine so bright
feel safe under the night sky
stardust in the distance
im on my own
my own
ive been stuck in my room
stay up all night
ill be alright 

staring at my phone screen
we will stay together 
ive been getting distant
but we'll lie together
and im nowhere to be found
u were the only one

i can count with one hand
all the friends that ive made
i know they wont let me down
these days that go by 
they all keep me warm
these demons they will depart

all the times that you said
that we would be forever
guess u were just lying 
cos we never were

look me in the eye 
tell me that u love me 
even if its fake 
cos i just wanna feel something

ghosts

@9s0uls @kurome
art: https://twitter.com/eguchi_saan

bloodstains ft. 9souls 「prod. kurome」

Feel Better

—  art cr: mee on twt

Text: 
[Intro]
(Owww)
(Haaaah)
(Haaaah)
(Haaaah)
(Haaaah, haaaah)

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, she could be up
Oh, she could be down
But I'm not around to see her (Hey)
Oh, she could be up
Oh, she could be down
But I'm not around to see my baby
[Chorus]
To see my baby, to see my baby
I need my lady, she thinks I'm crazy
To see my baby, to see my baby
I need my lady, she thinks I'm crazy

[Verse]
I know she wanna ride with my niggas
But she can go get high but not with us
I'm gonna take that ass aside then fuck with her
I'm gonna get you in your thighs in the, in the,in the (?)
How could you forgive me, babe
How could you forgive me
I gave you (?)
I can get you wet instantly
Know you can't forget it
Baby girl I'm waiting for a minute
So get here on me
And I'm lonely
Baby girl, you got it for me
Baby girl, you know you know me
Better than I know my homies
'Cause you kept it real with a nigga
And now you tryna chill with these bitches
And I don't ever wanna keep you with no other bitches
Only mine girl, you're mine girl
And I really wanna kick it, I will miss you
But you're mine girl, so bye
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, she could be up
Oh, she could be down
But I'm not around to see my baby
Oh, she could be up
Oh, she could be down
But I'm not around to see my baby

[Chorus]
To see my baby, to see my baby
I need my lady, she thinks I'm crazy
To see my baby, to see my baby
I need my lady, she thinks I'm crazy

[Outro]
(Oh, oh, yeah)
(Ahaa, woah, woah)
(Haaaah)
(Haaaah)
(Haaaah)

leave the blame on me

luvlxckdown