WHO AM I

[made for the Niztopia song wars 3/9 :>]

prod.me

can you smoke the pain away? 
please tell me
can you tell that im insane?
please tell me
if you never shoot then you always lose
(think quick tell me sum that i cant do)
if you never shoot then you always lose
please, tell me something that i cant do

cant do
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant you?
give me something that i cant do
cant do, cant do
give me something that i cant do
cand do, cant you?

SAY IT REAL LOUD
say it real loud
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud 
give me something that i cant do
say it real loud

(i) step outside the (box)
thats the way i move
i know it aint perfect
but its more than you
if you never shoot
then you always lose
give me something that i cant do
(cant do)
cant you turn the sound off?
you dont fucking own that
YOU SHOULD GET YOUR OWN SWAG
i can feel the doubt from the next room
SO IF YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT I CANT DO

SAY IT REAL LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

say-it

[MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/BxLYEp4Ya1A]

prod.@xaev + @72crash + me

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you-

bruises on my body
dont ask me how i got it
brand new face i bought it
shout out to my doctor
bruises on my body 
please dont get me started
bruises on my body
i just wanna party

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?

plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING
plastic surgery
im a perfect being
im the perfect me
ITS A BEAUTY THING

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty thing

dont you notice me? 
dont you know thats me?
dont you notice me? 
its a beauty th-

you just wanna be like me 
but you cant afford it
stop obsessing over me
but you know i love it
if you say i gotta leave
im like ok fuck it
PROMISE you wont follow me
if you blink you miss it

bitch im rolling in my bed
turn the music up
i just wanna smash my head
i just wanna jump

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
I DONT LOVE NO ONE
RIGHT NOW I JUST WANNA 
JUMP, JUMP

turn the bass up, why????
IM TOO SHY TO PARTY BUT ILL STAY UNTIL IM HIGH
i dont wanna talk i can talk between my eyes
right behind my forehead is where i form all my lies

MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK
MUSIC IS MY DRUG
MUSIC GETS ME DRUNK

it's a beauty thing [DON'T YOU NOTICE ME]

ALIVE

All Bandcamp profits are going to The Trevor Project: https://wishlane.bandcamp.com/track/i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should-care-about-other-people

If you want to learn more: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/

Length: 5min, 39sec
Key: A#min
BPM: 47.00

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should-care-about-other-people-lyrics

Sources cited:
https://soundcloud.com/littlefaithmusic/idkhtetytyscaop
https://soundcloud.com/patchymate/new-hope
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/cctv

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/i-dont-know-how-to-explain-to-you-that-you-should_b_59519811e4b0f078efd98440

listen somewhere else

I don't know how to explain to you that you should care about other people

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @another-autumn-479671184 and @dotgavin for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

grow

scrapped instrumental from late december 2024

- slight remix of gain & loss :>

and i

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik :P

breathe in

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i thought it'd be better
i tried so hard to make it whatever 
u wanted the measure

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better
i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better

tethered*

lvly_liz