So tell me lies
Tell me that you love me then you throw it all away
I'm know I'm not all I used to say
And maybe we can be the way we used to
I guess being friends is better than nothing 
I cant afford to loose you because you meant something 
Cant we rewind and go back in time
I miss the days when I used to can you mine
Can we go back in time 

can we go back in time
no
i crossed all the lines
no comin back from this
i just want us to mend
no comin back from this
no comments
heres the end
i want it bad again
not just another friend


i bet you think that im a psycho
walkin on a tightrope
tryna find my way back home
but what the fuck do i know
im a sinner
im a waste
im awake
and im hollow 

so leave me cold
leave me broken in the snow
break my soul
and break my bones
i deserved yes i know
i strayed too far from home
no love left inside my soul  
i just hope that you know
i want no one else to hold

Seasonal Depression  (feat. Lullabyboy) (prod. wolfyy)

prod jolst & oscar4400xy

where u goin
where u been
i got juice i got beans
i got polo on my jacket 
it go crazy in the wind 
i go crazy 
i go crazy i go dumb
smoke out all my lungs 
babe i’m goin stupid
can u pls jus show me love 
x2

like baby show me love
4 or 5 percs
tucked right under my tongue 
i don’t wanna steal it 
so just gimme all ur love 
need a bitch with the fishnets 
she gon turn me on 

turn me on turn me off
4 a second 
i feel lost
i been blowin shit up
like im rico from just cause
big back breaker bitch 
NFL i’m really on 
and u ain’t 
lil bitch 
delete ur music n get gone 

turn me red 
turn me red 
for a second i’m so blue
big 44 pussy aim it straight at u 
in a black merc
what u wanna do
need a bitch with an attitude
she leave me bruised

#BRUISED (JOLST X OSCAR4400XY)

mix & master @ztope

lyrics

this aint for th soundbites
this for reminscing 
like looking back at those times
like yeah, that kid had summin missing 
but as soon as u dont hear from me im buried im not kidding 
so thres no looking back no fucking point in all this sitting

still got a bone to pick with living 
guess i jus gotta live with it 
muscle memory got me acting like i give a shit
give a mindless nod staring blank, this so limitless
u jus wan attention, its all fake im so sick of this
this place so ridiculous

or better yet absurd
someone get me a one way ticket to anywhere out this world
i been playing words, hoping ill be heard
it cant really remove how likely my death is to occur 

maybe if this car crashes /// things will be better
burning untill freight ashes, ill see u in th life after
maybe if i jus start laughing, ill eventually mean it
i control th wires attatching
bae u best believe it

they think its forced, with what im seeing 
this was my own choice, the will of my own being
staring at a point, and now i can foresee it 
at least that i believe, so who cares if im right
im putting time in to my feelings

or what is left
feel a komodo how they cut my fucking head
coz im still here, im in flesh
its wearing out..my chest 

is dissolving up a whole 
i couldnt tell u if i bled
a story thats been told 
so im no different in the end
we all end up the same dead
so let me take a seat right and get a little rest
lying on a head stone either way its my new bed

u think this a gift its a curse
its a tragedy
slow burn till im dust im imagining
u think th worst thing possible 
the next moment its happening 
these our final hours, theres no point no n even mæsking it

0uR F1n4L H0uR5 (killedmyself)

lyrics    |  |  |
:)‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ v v v

woa woa woa woa

sippin on sum henny im not kidin but im rly on my shit again
dont wry im indifferent
2 all the shit u put me thru u make me think i wish i was a kid again
so i dont gotta deal wit all of this

hollow heart
needa restart
journey embarked
plz find me
(i cant heal, its surreal, i cant feel nah i cant feel)

anything but hatred frm the btm of my hollow heart
id do whatever i had to do to wrap u in my arms
dont think itll happen so im tippin back moscato yuh
i aint finna stop until im finished wit the bottle nah

i aint finna stop until i make it 2 the big leagues
its my fucking time 2 shine i got talent inside of me
never had the motive or the means 2 even do so
but now im in the scene n ima run it shoutout @dizzyfrompluto

shoutout @dizzyfrompluto
shoutout @jadedloner
if i didnt have yall there i nvr woulda made it!

nvr woulda made it woulda never even started
parked it
heartless
sunk in2 the bottom

now im climbin 2 the top yall know me as an artist
and im just rly havin fun this shit aint even serious

i been out here workin on my craft but yall been goofy
rappin bout ur thousand dollar hats n all ur gucci
when u aint even got it like that u just a groupie
man i fuckin hate it when u say ur life a movieeeeeeeeee

den a buncha ibfwvbwerivbbvvouvouewvougwveouwevobu :>

been having a rough time so i made this, hope u enjoy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

sayin that she miss me, baby i aint comin home
sleepin in my car, trynna hide from the cold
left my home town, i left everyone that i knew
hope they understand it was what i had to do

oooooohhhhh
what i had to doooooooooo
its what i had to do

am i livin a lie, or am i livin a dream
do i love my life, well thats what it seems
i hate myself, thats the reality
hurtin everyone, everyone is a casualty 

stuck in my chaos, im playing the victim
told so many lies i dont what the truth is
im not a good person, im not a good human
hate my fucking mind, why not just shoot it?

hope she doesnt hate me for leaving her all alone
i been on my own so i know how it feels
maybe in another universe weve done well
but im not a profit so who really knows

baby i love you but i dont think im good for anyone that ive ever met
i go thru a mania for a week n when i snap out of it i look at the mess i made

maybe in another universe (i dont have to look at the mess ive made)

prod. kill breanna x caves x safeatlast

dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont regret it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them! . .
im sorry that i dont stand up for me, but,
im really not the same as i ever was,
now ill always say what i (truly) want
who are you, and who am i?
dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont re.. gret.. it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them..
i prance over the flowers and it kills them.. :')
i wish i wasnt him, and such a victim
(i know im not!!)
(i know im not!!!!)
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i!!!
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i-

every step too

one day i'll figure it out [prod. santana x azfan]

Nonprofit, shoutout white shinobi 

Lyrics:
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going?
Baby you owe me 
Girl it’s on video 
Where were you going?
Where were you going ?
Girl you control me 

I’ll say yes to the pills in the morning 
I’ll say no to the girl that adores me 
Why can’t I feel anything important?
I just can’t accord it 
Everything is boring 

Everything is boring 
Till it’s lost or forgotten 
This hell that I’m held in
In my chest I have a lot held in 
Prisoner of Helgen 
Passionate like I’m Mackned 
Eager yet for the heaven

Helgen (prod.white shinobi)

prod by mackk
Featuring Vails
written by wes & Vails
SUPPORT Vails:
https://www.instagram.com/vailsofficial?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA%3D%3D

https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ECZfLNTWUWgoctAyu5NrT?si=46pnSXkXTJ2TknGHg9PikQ&nd=1&dlsi=0ba39274e8234a8f

[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight

[Vails]
Really hoping that you’d call
Winter is approaching from fall
tried to stand up, stand tall
never saw the other side of the wall
Yeah
Is the grass greener on the other side 
are you laying in the fields, with no worries right?
is everything good with you this time
Tried to call you no less than a thousand times
never picked up
The only thing I got from you was this fake love
And now I’m broken
I need fixing 
Wanna past time
Cause it’s crippling

[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight
x2

SUPPORT ME: https://linktr.ee/wes0fficial

Thank you to Vails for hopping on this and thank you to mackk for creating a masterpiece beat, Check him out.
https://www.youtube.com/@mackk5764

Last Time w/Vails (mackk)

hope you guys enjoy my heavily autotuned powfu cover :)

vocal cover by cxrter
originally produced by ENRA
reproduced by cxrter
📸: xinaestheticc

don't fall asleep yet (powfu cover) [reprod. cxrter]

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

heart eyes

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