Lowest of the lows

SC Liftin

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She Tell Me Im Dyin  (jabarionthebeat)

mixed/mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy x cgmbeats

lyrics:

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Woah woah I just couldn’t do it I baby I know I know im no fun
Once we said and done im only average but so what
Baby I got the code I swear know who I am
Sorry ive been so cold its cause I hate who I am
But you would hate hearing that so now I just keep it all in
With our head low They’re gonna cut it off baby
Oh were assholes Well we all know baby
All inside my head in my dreams it is nightmares
Spilling from brain thru my ears onto my shoulders
Welcome to the club for the people from nowhere
Maybe ill explain it again when ur older

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself
She said in my eyes she could see her as well
U could stay the night but she kiss and tell
Plus u would refuse to catch me if I ever fell
My heart way too big so I wouldn’t take it well

Jealousy made me I saw the future u will fail
Look at the pit Keep going I wanna hear u yell
Pain had made me I could never burn in hell
Sick of this waiting I think ill go in myself

pit (kassgocrazy x cgm)

feat @kcchalk100

(kcchalk):
tell me that i’m wrong 
barely  holding on 
sick of the lies and the bluffing 
look in your eyes and there’s nothing 

(gxlke): 
tell me that i'm wrong
hopin that you'll fall in love
baby, tell me that i'm wrong
yea

baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part
 
(kcchalk)
tell me 
i’m wrong 
i can never cut ties 
hard to say that i’m fine 
tell me lies 
wouldn’t be the first time 
am i alright 
hard to say that i’m fine 
fucked me made me feel like nothing 
then you left me all alone left me there rusting 
tell me that i’m wrong 
days are getting long 
don’t think i can take it 
don’t think i can take it 

(gxlke)
baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part

I’d do anything for you 
and I think that’s what scares you 

The difference between you and me 
Is you’re afraid 
and I’m here on my knees 
wont you to be my everything ?

take your time 
I’ll show you patience 
i promise all the time we spend doesn’t go wasted 

I’ve been refraining from getting so fuckin faded 
I’m on a path of bein better
you’re my prize saying I made it 
just imagine that, I still get sick to my stomach hoping that you just love me back

baby tell me that I’m wrong 
for writing songs about you 
hopin in you fall in love 
with the sound of my voice 
and who I have become 
and you stay aiming at my heart 
bullet for my valentine 
I’m trying to play that part

i'd do anything for you
baby just know that it's true
tell me that i'm wrong

tell me that i'm wrong (ft. kcchalk) (prod. 2001 x Jolst)

feat sewerperson
prod curtains
art by p dexty

lyrics:
(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One more time (all this time)
I know
You wanna go back 
To the good times (I'm alright)
When you knew
I was yours

Never forget
I know we said
Stuck in my head
I don't regret it yeah
No more incentive
We shoulda said it
Now it's a headache yeah
One more time
And we gon' fight
And we gon' call it off
One more time
And I'm gon' die
I swear its not your fault

(Sewerperson)
I just dropped this bitch 
Then booted me up 
And I blew a bag
Now I'm movin' around this bitch 
With fear of god 
Tags on me
I can't feel that bitch 
I tell her it's useless getting mad
All of my cookie strong
 I smelt this qp thru the bag
All my bottles gold
I'm deep in this booth 
I'm sipping cris
After I leave I pour up 
Now I see purple inside my piss
Just to put the jewelry on 
It’s bound to break a wrist
Bitch u gonna broke forever if u don’t take the risk
Ok I get it if u hate me 
You not special 
Get a grip
Molly inside my body 
Got me tryna eat my lip
Look at my necklace 
Baby I put it on and I take a dip
I'm inside of this foreign 
I floor the gas and u see a blip

(Sewerperson and Futhills)
All this time
All this time
I've been beaten up
But I'm alright
I've been quite alright 
Thank you very much

(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One More Time! ft. Sewerperson (curtains)

heat
first song a banger
shoutout brody for a fire mix 
shoutout xel for for the cover
shoutout the dumpster in houston B)
cover art by @XELFIY

bars: 
Feelin eyes poke my skull they’re right behind me 
Lies keep me lost cuz the truth too blinding
Got a cup of sugar baby you so sweet 
Know I love the way you move yo feet 
I had to keep my cool for way too long 
Get under the covers and we gettin it on 
We kept on wrestling till the sun didn’t show 
Knock knock, he got home a little early oh no 

So I just keep on runnin all the way 
Mind keeps racing, no cocaine 
You pull em to the side 
But you never slide 
How the fuck can I call you my ride or die 

Dangerous, baby you so dangerous 
Got these enemies and they keep on tryna tamper us 
Yeah your Wanderlust
Hit me in the gut 
Always kept on sayin home is with the heart but you went and gave me up
now what? 


Im just a tool
You can just use me please abuse me 
We’ll break some rules
Fuck in the pool 
On your side of town please can I come thru
Just another oh so lonely night
If I spark another be gone like a kite 
All thru the night stare into your eyes 
Feel my soul detach a little more with each sight

I keep runnin all the way 
Mind keeps racing, no cocaine 
You pull em to the side 
But you never slide 
How the fuck can I call you my ride or die 

Dangerous, baby you so dangerous 
Got these enemies and they keep on tryna tamper us 
Yeah your Wanderlust
Hit me in the gut 
Always kept on sayin home is with the heart but you went and gave me up
now what? 

Idk what I’ve been told
They say the grass is greener without you by my side 
So I roll and smoke some dope
You got me overdosin like formaldehydes 

If I don’t leave today I will never escape her
Think you figured life out cuz you got a piece of paper? 
Please Tell me who the fuck you think you are
and what you keep on askin favors for


I can’t keep this up for long, the bars too high 
Do drugs by myself, no I won’t even lie
I give into that shit, I can’t even try 
I’m lost in the matrix at the blink of an eye

I keep runnin all the way 
Mind keeps racing, no cocaine 
You pull em to the side 
But you never slide 
How the fuck can I call you my ride or die 

Dangerous, baby you so dangerous 
Got these enemies and they keep on tryna tamper us 
Yeah your Wanderlust
Hit me in the gut 
Always kept on sayin home is with the heart but you went and gave me up
now what?

Wanderlust (prod. Dutchrevz) [mixed by brody]

lyrics
I've been thinking about you with a blunt rolled
none of these drugs can take away my sorrow
I don't know if I'm gon be here tomorrow
so fill my lungs with smoke until my thoughts go
theres no denying that you something special
but you aint give a fuck about my mental
now I'm driving hoes through residentials
sipping purple sprite in foreign rentals

bitch dont match my energy
she bumping all my melodies
im 17 with felonies
these drugs gon take my memory
they want something that I'll never be
wish she love me like ecstasy
used to look at me so breathlessly 
but her mind full of jealousy

all these fucking drugs that I abuse
cause I don't got nothing better to do
hope you know that I'm in love with you
I'm just scared these drugs will get you too

sendflowrs
I've been thinking about you with a cup poured
if this shit gon kill me why it feel so good for
these feelings must be what they make the mud for
ion know I promise I'm ok girl why'd you run for?
if you really being honest why you hide it?
n they say it gets better, I don't mind it
2019 I lost my heart cant find it
ion know if I'll love again I guess I'll find out soon

residential
I've been thinking about you with a blunt rolled
none of these drugs can take away my sorrow
I don't know if I'm gonna be here tomorrow
so fill my lungs with smoke until my thoughts go
theres no denying that you something special
but you aint give a fuck about my mental
now I'm driving hoes through residentials
sipping purple sprite in foreign rentals

2019 w sendflowrs (nevrfall x branwen)

produced by kassgocrazy
mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
vocals performed by sewerperson

COVERART BY @UNNANOUNCED ON INSTAGRAM

i want you to suffer (feat. sewerperson)

lyrics:

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

Cobblestone roads
From the dungeon I reside in
Dirty fox robes
Line my waist while I hide in
Back alley trash im a waste im an animal 
If u bled me at my neck I swear the blood would be cold
She hurts me and loves me
In that order it breaks me
Im burnt out I dont try to hold my head no more
Im limp
If she wanted id be her rag doll yea
I think I
Need a minute
To process
Ur new life
Oh The bug bites
Are insurance
For us camping
On this warm night

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

4 walls around my hell its boring
I purge emotion every time its pouring
3am its spitting I love it
Take me now if I cant see the sunset

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

till the morning (branwen)

lyrics:

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

I was once someone I could look up too
U would not like me if u knew just what I go through 
 Sober late nights is what I never do
Two 5ths deep I wake up and I am brand new
Im decaying in health
And still I reject help
I pour liquor in my mouth and say 
Here’s to those who dont make it out

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

pull-out couch (xlhc x fantasycamp)

Copper Throne

Upstairs (feat. betweentheveinsandi)

lyrics:

If I told u what was wrong i know it would go left
If I preach to the choir I would be tone deaf
This was not what I desired or what was promised
You’ve been using me to frequently as an object

In these hard times
We can still have a good time
Without sunlight
Still ur face had glown bright
Oh my god
Im in such a love triangle 
In my field of view 
I see doves
Take back the words I spat out when I was mad at you
Id still take u back regardless of the lies u told me too
I guess when im in love I tend to act a fucking fool
If u need a helping hand that badly im ur fucking tool

I just see red
My baby i just see blood
I walked in on you two
Naked body mid fuck
I guess I love you too
Was never something u meant
I pray u keep getting by
On all these lies u attempt on me
Now 
I cant feel at all
Lately
My whole bodys numb
I had just sealed my fate
Rolling off this Molly bump
I guess
I just called some people I should never been called at all
Maybe
I guess people like me dont change after all

In these hard times
We can still have a good time
Without sunlight
Still ur face had glown bright
Oh my god
Im in such a love triangle 
In my field of view 
I see doves
Take back the words I spat out when I was mad at you
Id still take u back regardless of the lies u told me too
I guess when im in love I tend to act a fucking fool
If u need a helping hand that badly im ur fucking tool

goodbye (eric godlow)

track 2 
prod speedlmt 
mixed + mastered by me 

and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony 

ive killed 3 men for u my love
and i would kill again 
i’ve seen so many people run
i wipe my tears and repent 
and u tell me 
that i will be just fine 
but i wont 
unless you come here 
i promise i wont hurt u
and u tell me that i’m evil
i said i know
i’m obsessed with ur perfume

 and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony

killer, pt2 (speedlmt)

lyrics:

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too- I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

Im so Maury how I son these copy pastes
I ash on my vlone while he hang up his old navy
This power up in my cup could kill a baby
Im so deep inside this shit I promise u won’t save me
This some first take shit
On bass that’s earthquake
It feels like rapture how my whole entire room shakes
Got me sweating cause I know im not a pure soul
Still im gifted with this voice that lays ethereal
Her dad must be Phillips how she projecting
And her mom must be fedex how she hold my package
Pull up on my guys and they let that opera sing
Stay around too long I swear they’ll bring u damage

Fuck me and bite me and slap me and maim me and scar me and shape me and teach me the ways of the background U gave me I learned it and suffered the beatings and upsets
I am nothing but an object to you

Its a house party
Im here and I am sloshed
She been way too close right now
I think im in a mosh
Swear im a clit how they been rubbing the wrong way
The amount of smoke I let out after rips its Pompeii
She play games I had to hit her with the soft block
She too-  I cant fuck u with a soft cock
Gimme head
Ill bless u back
Ok uh
She told me cum on top her back
And I sprayed uh

house Party  (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Burn me to bits and I will cauterize it somehow
It was just a friend until myself had found out
I cant look at you the way I seen you act just now
I swear to god ill blow this bitch apart right now right now right now
I swear id kill u both if I could but I cant
I drop out the knife I held inside my right hand
Im not tryna weep when they bring me on the stand
She Pick apart
The skin on my chest and clutch my beating heart
I was warned
Still I toss aside that rocky start
We had had
When we had met
Now u fucking on anyone else that rap
U just a fan
Oh u break me
I think I Took too much
But I lay down and I sweat it out
Coming clutch
At this function my guy smoked me out
Double dutch
U so crazy how u jump around
Say u hate me then u telling me we’ll work it out
All this did was put me under
6 feet of this dirt im buried breathing
But im tied to her
I tried to break this bond but it didn’t work
but Still I hope u been well
I dont need to hear it go and give em hell
Sometimes these words are hard to keep to myself
Once I sip my drink
Maybe we could talk it out

The Shift (eric Godlow)

i forget the prods i'm sorry :/ but this is nonprofit and i used 2 dif prods

lyrics:

constantly calling me
honestly, i been a product of problems
arisen from prodigies
flop in my music so often i thought below all them was never an option for me
mixing the vox on a screen
i been missing you calling to me
say she falling for me
i couldn't know what that mean
shawty gon nod to the beat
she just nod to the beat-
woah, slow it down, there you go
if you spit it too fast they lash out at the flow
if you spitting facts, they wont spaz at the show
you got a bag needing cashed for the low

when i pop off
sipping top notch
hop off
this aint hopscotch
"fuck around get notched, no mc,
better stop"
nah
i got plans for yall
dancing around you, flow feast, no tabletop
snow fleece, she take it off

~~beat switch~~

been searching for a better me
n lurking on my tracks
i think they split me like anenome 
to break it down n say im better off a enemy
u better off alone than look along the road ahead of me
woah
burn scars
cigarettes
snowstorm, skin torn
tell me r u living yet
feel like a silhouette 
wit all the effort i put in it just for little checks
couldnt give a shit
imma grind until my timepiece a little drip
audemar the slits
jus a little bit
<3

nod//jus a little bit

Sovereignty

WE'RE ALL WINGING IT.

DYSMORPHIA

mix & master @ztope

lyrics

this aint for th soundbites
this for reminscing 
like looking back at those times
like yeah, that kid had summin missing 
but as soon as u dont hear from me im buried im not kidding 
so thres no looking back no fucking point in all this sitting

still got a bone to pick with living 
guess i jus gotta live with it 
muscle memory got me acting like i give a shit
give a mindless nod staring blank, this so limitless
u jus wan attention, its all fake im so sick of this
this place so ridiculous

or better yet absurd
someone get me a one way ticket to anywhere out this world
i been playing words, hoping ill be heard
it cant really remove how likely my death is to occur 

maybe if this car crashes /// things will be better
burning untill freight ashes, ill see u in th life after
maybe if i jus start laughing, ill eventually mean it
i control th wires attatching
bae u best believe it

they think its forced, with what im seeing 
this was my own choice, the will of my own being
staring at a point, and now i can foresee it 
at least that i believe, so who cares if im right
im putting time in to my feelings

or what is left
feel a komodo how they cut my fucking head
coz im still here, im in flesh
its wearing out..my chest 

is dissolving up a whole 
i couldnt tell u if i bled
a story thats been told 
so im no different in the end
we all end up the same dead
so let me take a seat right and get a little rest
lying on a head stone either way its my new bed

u think this a gift its a curse
its a tragedy
slow burn till im dust im imagining
u think th worst thing possible 
the next moment its happening 
these our final hours, theres no point no n even mæsking it

0uR F1n4L H0uR5 (killedmyself)

L1F3 // Trippy X Slashy (prod. tiezeko).mp3

i uh i felt evil and now you get to feel him reaching for your soul too sooo yeah 
we said fuck it at the same time

she made a deal with the devil

insta

She Made A Deal With The Devil *all platform* (prod.Okano)

"Sweater Weather"

Our Borders

Waters Will Flow Again

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

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@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

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