(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

fazed enough to flinch
yet nothing moved an inch around me
fallen through my skin
due the rate my heart is pounding
all that you have seen
are blurs of this retreat
it's like once you don't exist
the less i want these souls surrounding

i'm slowing
i'm slowing up
for that i know that matter isn't timing
corroding,
i shutter with touch
exiting the bliss; why would it blind me?
unloading,
i'm closing off
the influence could risk what you've been hiding
still hoping
they say that's enough
it's so, sickening

when a dream's shot dead, does it bleed warm fears?
if it were, i can't tell; letting out old air
but the wood won't rot, given unused time
when a room won't talk, spew unto where it lies
laying waste to a place where the core don't scream
yet it shows through a bone and a row of deceit
when the corridors creek, stay and freeze mid-hall
watching hands reach out from the floors and the walls

cold beams down and through this vacant self of sense
(remain yourself now)
feel this rush of hopeless trust and still hold out
(i'm so unwell now)

tossing, turning, 'till i'm worried
constant churning, hunger lurking
false alarms and bridges burning
nothing's working
nothing's working

fazed enough to flinch
yet nothing moved an inch around me
fallen through my skin
due the rate my heart is pounding
all that you have seen
are blurs of this retreat
it's like once you don't exist
the less i want these souls surrounding

(like, don't surround me) (2x)
(they dance around me) (2x)

retreat

self prod
guitar by hiraeth
<3


in ur own ways
tell me where u stand
no. its not 2 faced
dont understand? :)
is all that you take
left the way u found it? 
now this i cant shake
not this, i doubt it

Maybe on a different day
You’d have been nice to me
Maybe in some different ways
U formed apologies
If the weather was a different type 
Would u still be with me?
Cloudy, with seafret in sight 
Does that mean anything?
its the way that you are
i thought you loved that i hated myself, not to mention
my critiques are poor
theres nothing left in this hollow, ashen and hes tarnished
to
no ones support
i probably could do more
baby watch me fumble, every chance i get in love
im
cutting down my line
is that what you planned for my life ?
its clearly out of spite, youve done it 3 or 4 more times

shake w/ hiraeth

the more i bleed
the more i think of you
all it takes
for sense to come into
 
on that walk home theres no one to save me
theres noting left to do
in fall on morrision drive
i saw it look me dead in the eye

*i chose you
i was meant too
decieve you
not fear you
you fear me
and see me
when you sleep

why wont you get away
get me taking meds for my brain
to numb whats left of my senses
intense disaster refacting

it looked me dead in the eye
and yeah it made me cry
it looked me dead in the eye
i lost which way i was going
it looked me dead in the eye
dead by morning

to this day it chills me to the bone
how i never made it home
taken all control

Dead in the eye (prod. recyclebin)

lyrics

let me 
lemme hold the everstone
ill never be mainstream 
but that don't mean i'll never grow

the pain leakssssss 
into thru my veins and thru my soul
clueless what the day brings 
but i'm content to never know 

i skipped the spring
went straight to mars
its just falling meteors
and crashing cars

when i sing 
it's from the heart
i hope u find the bliss 
and just skip this part (ugh)

maybe in this moonlight we can catch a glimpse (ugh)
its taken half my life to change how i live (ugh)
if u ride w/ me i promise you we’ll win (ugh)
hold me down to something serious, ill never give (up)

when i see the sunrise im calling u 
i picture the world ending soon uh
and it's just us 2 uh
when i feel the breeze girl im missing u
half way round the world, you’re still
heard soon ill be there for u

care 4 u 
i know what i need to do now
i just needed time to slow down
i needed to heal the holed ground x2

i skipped the spring
went straight to mars
its just falling meteors
and crashing cars

when i sing 
its from the heart
i hope u find the bliss 
and just skip this part (ugh) x2

everstone

everstone (flesh)

lyrics ⬇️ 

I dont even know if i know myself no more
everyone around me tells me that i fell short
if i i did then its alright
well its easier said from someone else
well maybe its my time
I guess ill discard what i wanted most

its fine to lead me on
but ur lying led me off the trail
i know i read a lot
so i can read right through your stare

well all this messin up got me thinkin that i cant do no more
why cant i accept that i dont even know me anymore
its alright 
leave me alone
dont got ttime
i dont why 

i dont why i dont just get back to a year
when they look in my eyes they cant tell what is real or what is hysterical 
losin my mind Yea i need me a miracle save me my life
yea well that’s unacceptable cuz you wont let anything else come to light
and i used to have to pack visine for the whitening so that they dont attack
but now you dont gotta remind me
cuz i promise that i made it on track

and maybe it dont mean that much
I used to crash on the back of the bus
yea maybe it dont mean that much
atleats nowadays i dont hit up my plug
yea
it always used to be rough
nowdays im backin it up
this life aint all abt luck
i think its more about trust
abt staying off of the drugs


whats the sort
Im feelinh fine right where i am now
Let me thank the lord
cuz he helped me write this whole plan out
i feel like a man now i wont take any more hand outs
back then i felt like a sand house
It was so easy to knock me down

idk myself (michael harrison)

Lyrics coming soon 

We really hope you like this one,something different 

Shoutout to all the artists who are on this show them some love <333333

Hold your tongue ft whosvacant, sevenfeet, notcursed, brecken, kiddamo, notahero, vails(Wisssery)

lyrics 

she far away i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

she said im wrong and i dont care how u feel
with some of that shit u said girl truthfully idk how to feel
drank half the bottle last night i think i got guts of steel
substantial dilemma i forgot what is real
im sleeping in the back of the fucking car
i cant wait till u come home
i fell in love with who u are
but u said im someone you dont know
im finally happy ill seal this memory in a photo
id walk thru fire to get u a ring like i am frodo
i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for u
cuz lately i been tryna lay low
its too late at night
and im not even drunk
i dont want to fight
this lifes not even fun
its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

payphone (mackk)

sad chill video - https://youtu.be/pbtFXY4qOdI?si=pqJJT9yl-vUg4KsN
lyrics ⬇️
Its all over
lay me down
Let me go
You said to fly you out
well look where that went
yea yk where to meet at
backroads curvy but i like it when its like that
my heart hurt hurting but ik that it is my bad
way too far burning all the love that we had

running off adrenaline 
cuz i dont have the will to live
but maybe i could find it here
if me and you cluld try to repair it
losing all my friends again cuz
im having trouble fitting in but
take medicine
dont look back
had the sedatives in my bookbag
said to meet me at the crack in the road
tryna keep it on the low so you better be alone
keep in mind that i know ur gonna push back
intertwined with my feelings wear a numb mask
they confused how im doin what i do
i dont wanna lose i dont wanna feel the blues
im anxious but i dont give any clues
um who the hell are you i dont even think ur cool

its all over
lay me down
i wish i live my life sober
But instead i drown
but nevertheless ima come back around
yea try to impress everyone i pushed out

because i need you here 
and only god knows how much time i have left
i hate the mirror
Make me feel like im so sick
i need some bandages please
i fell really hard when i tripped
and i feel fine when i bleed
but with this one i might have to stitch it

yea and i could try my best to listen
i wont ever have full attention 
yea and when i feel alive i dont have a grin
yea i would rather cry when im really lit
yea do it all again til it all spin
watch the memories fade i dont feel like a kid
i dont wanna be this but i dont wanna be that
my whole life like a trick but got no treat in the bag

everstone (flesh)

maesk