Big W

laugh now laugh later for the waster

Here where I said,
I'd meet you again,
chasing the feeling,
falling for friends,

and I love you now,
had to figure out,
if I love myself,
and who I am myself,

Never love again,
I made a promise, once then,
you don't even know,
who I wanna be, and who I ever was,
I can't say that I would be anybody else,

and call to the sun,
we all let it go,
and god cannot save us,
so might as well love one n another,

Call To Sun w/ birdbody (prod. Idly Blare)

produced by sekani

completely non profit

lyrics

i guess its time that in finally wrote a song now
i guess its time that i finally put my phone down
i feel shit i feel shit on my own now
said im better off alone well im alone now

i guess ill get this started
its time to write another anthem for the truly sharded
how u broke me n im lonely but ive been that from the start
n now im faded with some papers that i blow on all my drugs
red lights inside my room at night
ice cubes pressed to my neck as i
lose blood out of my neck in pints
dry eyes, she knows im numb inside

hit the road n whip my bike up to the cliffside
650 cc on a vulcan 
look here comes the night sky
its so bright
but whered the passion go?
music like a bitch that only ever wanna smash n go
ay
but whered my feelings go?
used to be so many now im only ever feeling cold
hey I just tore apart my soul
gimme plays now
Hey I just met u
somehow already getting brain now
woah
she call me daddy n shit
she suck me off in her whip
the sirens passin n shit
so i just pass her a spliff
i only fuck when im lit
she say im big when im stiff
i say thats cap n she pissed

bloodclots (sekani)

hey hyd

lyrics
i been feeling like this maybe aint made for me
i been kinda looking out in the distance
this world isn’t really one id be missing

feeling builds up everyday 
dark dark but a dif shade
i just wanna move outta this place 
get outta this state

weeks go by 
when it feels like a fucking moment
i don’t know why 
keep tryna change coz it’s just fucking hopeless

i catn escape this 
repeating cycle of hoping no one’ll notice

but u can see it too
“dont go” as i weep for you 

still i know in my heart this aint doing me no justice

move me out
dont want a sound
im with the fog now 
i hate this ground

woah the sea starts to collapse with the whirlwinds 
words do more damage and i am hurting

she say lets do it tnight
im still at home in my mind 
u say its not jus th substance inside of ya
i can see straight thru ur lie

u can stay here stay stagnant 
thats not what i need in my life
i been thinking too much
this ones for those wondering why

wonder y (aer projects)

produced by neverforever

cty_gazing_ inspired by city gazing by hero

completely non profit 

lyrics

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

so c'mon
u get a free throw
i'ma break ur ribs with my feet tho
u can keep those
knocking out some teeth like t bone
12 zero

switch just flipped 
so I drink and drink and drink
Molly got boys fucked 
why do I not feel a thing
sitting in a gutter 
feels like where I'm meant to be
lemme take a second 
i just need some time to think

sunrise
that's home time
well past dawn when I close eyes
my surprise 
pretty sure that i hate going outside
like oh my i can be a hypocrite ik
dont we all sometimes 
like don't lie
u don't see the grey sky

that's all i see
in u and me

all the bad all the hurt
i guess i just see the worst
fuck urself
fuck the world 
save it? nah it don't deserve
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as dirt
i been burnt
i have learnt
good intentions same as -

rain clouds above me
my souls fuckin ugly
everyone act so roughly
not like we playing rugby

fuck like
i really woke up?
fall asleep face up i wanna choke up
fully gave up
yeah
zoning out this bitch while smoking with the raindrops

this ain't life i'm stuck in my own self made hell
hate the world almost half i do myself
i just suck but u should know i'm something else
self aware i take the devil's side in hell

cough up sludge I force it back into my gut
taste just fine it's like a stronger form of bud
bought an h and in a week I'm out of bud
sleeves r stained, recycler bong that's full of muck

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well it gets lonely 
city gazing from the satellites
all alone here 
in this spaceship and the latern light 
well ive got oxygen 
enough to maybe make the night
but ive accepted that this place 
is where I'll come to die

the view ive got from in my coffin
well it's really nice
if I jumped what'd be the chance 
I'd land in powerlines
a mangled body's not the image 
that I'd hope ud find
a lump of coal that u can bury 
is worth the piece of mind

maybe best to turn this ship 
and gun for saturn's rings
I'd meet an alien 
and tell him how I really think
this world is ugly 
if u took the time to sink it in
people selfish and absorbed 
inside of useless shit

ive got a problem
ive forgotten how to let u in
my vision fades 
alarms are blaring, I hit jettison 
a fire show ignites
somewhere above the midnight sky
I hear just silence
void is pretty fond of eating life

city gazing, with my homies:
foreign parasites 
a formed allience 
between the dead and all this moldy life
I pull the plug on sos
command don't give a shite
I found ignition in the pain
that came from u and I

dmg_ctrl_/cty_gazing_ (neverforever)

lyrics

single off new ep all prod @secre_swallowtail
thx to @tearsonmygucci for the fire ft 
mix & mastr by @fleshgolem <3

//mæsk//
aren’t i enough
nough
push me away in to dust
picked apart as i rust
out in space time is slow but ur touch gives me a rush

just let me float now
flatline with no sound
dont give me false hope 
id rather not come down

id rather not come down
theres no life
no life in this world
oh, so id rather drift to the hole
she said dont go
u had ur chance to save me now 
now rest my soul

baby 
i jus gotta ask
will u remember me
coz i wont be coming back

//tearsonmygucci//

will you remember
sleeping in next to me love in november
eyes spilling embers
i can still feel how you touched me so tender 

spliffs at the hotel
now that your gone i just can't fucking sleep well
you seemed appalled
question if this shit was worth it at all

losing my head
eyes turning red
stains on the carpet from where my heart bled
saw in your eyes
you want me dead
silence the pain with some fucking meds

one single look made me question it all
i just wander outside and i walk till i fall
and i went past your place again just out of habit
i knew we'd lose from the moment we had it

novembrrr ft tearsonmygucci (secre)

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▶️ Crypto

Soundcloud: @helloimcrypto
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▶️ Confetti

Soundcloud: @whoisconfetti
Facebook: facebook.com/whoisconfetti
Instagram: www.instagram.com/whoisconfetti/

Song 2

🎵 STREAM 🎵

Crypto & Confetti - Song 2

prod. sinxi

lyrics -

i'm wasting my time
i can't wait
to ride the high then fade away
'cos nothing ever changed
and it never even phased me

i know i made mistakes
but i never walked away
getting sick of you lately
i promise i don't need you to save me

oh no, wait

said i never cared but
i never understood what you wanted
i don't know why i came here
'cos i know you'd be better off without me engulfed in flames
hard to live with the heartache
telling me to use my words, this ain't the breeze you said it was
i don't know what to say here
'cos nothing makes it better and nothing will ever fix it

favored hardly
but you're the sweetest thing to me
are you okay now?
hope i don't overstep myself
i'm lost again
inside those pretty eyes
you just cant stay here
trust me that's okay

said i never cared but
i never understood what you wanted
i don't know why i came here
'cos i know you'd be better off without me engulfed in flames
hard to live with the heartache
telling me to use my words, this ain't the breeze you said it was
i don't know what to say here
'cos nothing makes it better and nothing will ever fix it

heartache

lost up in the shadows got me searching for the light
feeling trapped inside this hallow shell a never ending fight
i really try to understand whats going on inside
its like im living in a nightmare and i cannot seem to find

all the answers im looking for, but nothing seems to fit
every day i wake up like a stranger in my skin
go on explorations but im walkin in a spin
never seen without when i havent looked within

like “boo hoo, poor you” ill shut the fuck up
and bury all the feelings and the trauma that i dug up
it could make a pitchers mound so i can chuck it when you run up
so theres nothing left inside when ya boy is on the come up

come up, i gotta show you where i stand, my hand, reached out, while the fog be sprawl across the land, its a plan, understand, that everything you see could be yours
your phone illuminate your glass and the bottle you pour

id try to get another drink, but its making me sick
im always desperate just to float, but homies bodied by bricks
like, R.I.P and sie la vie opposable fits
cause one you dancing in your grave or you livin in the pits

get up, you should be marking my words
i put the pencil to paper, what comes out is absurd
the all but lucid thoughts are always getting worse with no cure
i really wish that i could find a way to keep it secure

did all i could do i gave it all of my breath
breaking all the promises that i ever kept
fallin to floor and then the heavens they wept
steppin through the stones in the valley of death

valleyofdeath

valleyofdeath (Universe 1)

mix & mastr @ztope

lyrics

this warmmm wind
this warmmm wind

we worship a god
while we’re all trapped inside of this cave
some of us piled up rocks, to leave us with no option to escape

i knew it never felt right
ive been sitting here the whole damn day
if i open my eyes, id still be blind to all of your ways

patience running thin 
20 years
like 50 scars
20 years and not one apart
last 7 spent in the dark
vague memorys of th light fill days,…
turned to spark

passages what’d keep me up
id read out loud every word and i know it came from the heart
but please do not take this heart
one half is u so i know its hard

its taken time 
but my patience thin and so is the line
curiosity never left 
so i crack the rock, not knowing if ill be fine
but u think i can just sit here living to die
like how’d u think we got here without having a closed mind

coz now there no going back 
im by myself like 20 feet deep
to leave ur home and take to the cold. 
aint my idea of being set free
unfortunately i came to my senses 
to be content with this i couldn’t see
 
i was living a lie
they forced me to believe
i see now y theres no evolution
20 years worth of retribution
peace and mind now a state of fusion
how could u be aware and not just lose it

scribbling text on the wood of a tree
then carve it without an idea of beauty
walk every trail till the bears have received 
but graft isnt enough to get them to believeeeeee

u think my leaving this place
for my own sake
this was a last resort
remorse

ill be in heavy debt for all the lives after
the paint washes off but not the damage

hidden beneath is the message from earth
unheard it must remain, so this gift is not cursed
those who fall short and find truth in these words
are left to dissolve into a hole that is absurd

two decades worth of retribution - pg 32 (message to bears)

maesk