IVORY TOWER KID (feat sendflowrs)  [prod taha]

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produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

mix & mastr by @ztope

apologies if th_out of time vocals bother u <3

lyrics

IF U CAN SEE MY MESSAGE
I BEEN CARVING OUT IDEAS FROM THE STONE 
SCRATCHING SURFACES THAT RESEMBLE CRUMBLED BONE
DESIPHER ALL THE PAST LIVES THAT IVE LIVED IN THIS ABODE
U COULD FIND BUT THAT DONT MEAN THAT U WOULD UNDERSTAND THE CODE

the water drips from the top and sets the tone
is anybody there i yell in hope
i feel a presence so why is it making me more cold
another sharp turn i can’t even see the fucking road

i know that this knowledge don’t mean much
ill be reset

i hit my head on the wall 
this aint the first my brain dont respond
tell me to live in the moment 
but im not even sure if i been here at all
i’ll be regenerated in a rush

bumps all over neck
i know i’m being watched
there’s not a soul that believes i’ll turn to dust

i hit my head on the wall 
this aint the first my brain dont respond
tell me to live in the moment 
but im not even sure if i been here at all

i hit my head on the wall 
this aint the first my brain dont respond
tell me to live in the moment 
but im not even sure if i been here at all

whispers heard from miles away
now all these lines are taking shape
take out ur heart or leave it broken
and slowly watch the world turn grey

a suffered regenerating for those that understand - pg 77 (message to bears)

prod by the legend skyp

LYRICS¬

If i tried explaining this shit you wouldn’t get it
and ive had enough of you callin me pathetic
I dont wanna talk about it no
I dont wanna talk about it no
press me like i owe you something 
but im not fucking stupid know i owe you nothing oooh
Play me for my weakness bae thats low
But Im not surprised in the least you know

She was obsessive, wouldn’t confess it
all of the games, she keeping me guessing 
Fucked with my mind, shit got me stressing
mixing the codeine to deal with depression and
think i need sedative medicine
Might just OD for the hell of iiiit

But to you thats an occasion to celebrate
like what the fuck is that about
Am not even leaving the house
Im scared of the actions you take and im fearing the words that come outta ya mouth

everything just seems so played out
and it took me forever to try break out

It wont be long till im not special to you
and you can call me ‘Liar’ but ive seen the truth
to be honest i cant ever fucking trust you 
Cos i know that i could never compare to hiim

If i tried explaining this shit you wouldn’t get it
and ive had enough of you callin me pathetic
I dont wanna talk about it no
I dont wanna talk about it no
press me like i owe you something
but im not fucking stupid know i owe you nothing oooh
Play me for my weakness bae thats low
But Im not surprised in the least you know

Yeah
Feeling mindless
Fucked up alone i suffer in the silence
I can feel my brain collapse behind my eyelids
I cant do this anymore, were always fighting
A please wasnt enough to change your mind i guess
that you pray for the day that i take my final breath
And i can take the fall if its my final test
I just dont wanna be alone if this is not the end

plz (skyp)

non-profit soundcloud only <3 shoutout @sad-branwen

GROUNDED (prod. branwen)

find solace <3

mix & mastr by me 😱

lyrics

wear your heart out on ur sleeve now that ur bleeding out
there’s a lot more u will see now that ur leaving town
pressing screens, live like feins i can’t tell u everything but what u hear u gotta scream it loud

nearly accepted what i preach but do u mean it now
there’s not a lot more i can teach with that defeated frown
i can sense a force that’s tense and did i mention still affection coz the trees that we grew from weren’t from different ground

baby i’m tryna ‘scape reality 
coz maybe this life we live ain’t what it seem
ur point of view is something i’d love to believe
but when you’ve lived inside this hole so long it’d hurt even looking up to see

now
feel the breeze now 
and trees now
hear the voices speak now

i’m sorry for my point of view and i can take it back
and i’ll try help with all the damage that i caused but that
isn’t a promise i’m just not one to hold my word when the futures as uncertain as my mental (verge on the collapse)

and if i’m honest
we’re living in a lodge amidst a fire in th forest
it’s in ur gut so save urself before it’s too late i’m sure ur prolly sick of hearing all this logic
im sick cant stop it
lets change the fucking topic

fire in th_forest (yasuma)

mix & mastr @ztope

lyrics

this warmmm wind
this warmmm wind

we worship a god
while we’re all trapped inside of this cave
some of us piled up rocks, to leave us with no option to escape

i knew it never felt right
ive been sitting here the whole damn day
if i open my eyes, id still be blind to all of your ways

patience running thin 
20 years
like 50 scars
20 years and not one apart
last 7 spent in the dark
vague memorys of th light fill days,…
turned to spark

passages what’d keep me up
id read out loud every word and i know it came from the heart
but please do not take this heart
one half is u so i know its hard

its taken time 
but my patience thin and so is the line
curiosity never left 
so i crack the rock, not knowing if ill be fine
but u think i can just sit here living to die
like how’d u think we got here without having a closed mind

coz now there no going back 
im by myself like 20 feet deep
to leave ur home and take to the cold. 
aint my idea of being set free
unfortunately i came to my senses 
to be content with this i couldn’t see
 
i was living a lie
they forced me to believe
i see now y theres no evolution
20 years worth of retribution
peace and mind now a state of fusion
how could u be aware and not just lose it

scribbling text on the wood of a tree
then carve it without an idea of beauty
walk every trail till the bears have received 
but graft isnt enough to get them to believeeeeee

u think my leaving this place
for my own sake
this was a last resort
remorse

ill be in heavy debt for all the lives after
the paint washes off but not the damage

hidden beneath is the message from earth
unheard it must remain, so this gift is not cursed
those who fall short and find truth in these words
are left to dissolve into a hole that is absurd

two decades worth of retribution - pg 32 (message to bears)

<3

lyrics

beauty on the inside but she dont see that
humans make mistakes but now i think i bleed black

puddles of dark in horizon
baby its not right 
please jus look in to my eyes

this might be more than we’d come to expect
wehhhh
i see it all the time i cant help it keep fallin out my bed
im embedid in much worse, i could take whatever hurts until im dead

not just a feeling, u can keep it to urself im ok with that
oh
hope im not mistaken
ur face all on my pavement
all these bodys waking

this aint something u cant control no matter how long it stays inside you
im responsable, but who am i to put these words in to your mouth
i guess we’ve split in 2 
this on u 
if its over 
 

i swear somethings missing
our breaths are very distant
people like to talk i guess we pray instead of fixing

u jus thought 
ud make it through life that 
u missed that train , dont “who are u?”
“who r u”
“and where r u going”
baby this aint me i can tell u this aint homeee

two decades worth of retribution - pg 32 (message to bears)

maesk