swarm of flies (sorrowbringer)

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

a song someone will never hear.

please listen and i hope you all enjoy.

lyrics will not be added, i hope you all understand.

virus ii

Aok Hq

Sign in ft. Tyler .J ( Prod. By Scumbeatz )

she said that i need help like what abt it luv
better let her leave than watch it fuck me up
bruises under belt, you can see the swell
cause when i dwell in mirror never see myself

take me out this season
this sunlight never seep thru
my window, and rarely see it
same here, i'm barely bleeding
baby i really wanna leave to jus stay alone
cause if we take it slow i know my brain might make u home

sitting back in my room 
all I do is wrong
big bowl high asf
imma get me gone
I forget all the things
all the time that we lost
is it bad i dont care
I don't want this at all

ive been on the bench
I cannot play
I sit this out
my lifes been such a mess
I try my hardest to figure it out

part ways time to time
like we're old clothes
started off a secret
like nobody knew
frown on my face
when was this world so cold?

it was always cold
situation I froze
I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go
I feel like a burden I cant help this tho

she said that i need help like what abt it luv
better let her leave than watch it fuck me up
bruises under belt, you can see the swell
cause when i dwell in mirror never see myself

what_abt_it w/ yungcray (flyfx)

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

thank you for listening
thank you for being here

prodby @chillsebs

though at war, he's been indoors, the body sore, and torn, and dormant
if i don't wanna talk about it, least i'm being honest
thorns of those adored remain accomplice to the hardship
he's always fallen short of pulling swords from out the garden
the polishing of floors becomes reflective that he's tarnished
back it up before the words contort from what i wanted
evenings on a porch he's never bore of taking part in
endorsement of that orange supports the forging of despondence

time clots when you have the stopwatch break
i won't be disappointed if you show up late
the kettles had been settled in support of the weight
his temple thus embezzled of it's coriander brain

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

split at the waist, forced to guard, stood in place
and every morning that breaks subjects his soul to ablaze
he'd prefer being burnt to a pile of sage,
where the ache in the air is relieved of it's grave

missing targets that he really shouldn't
uncompressed when melodies are fluid
stake it like it's weak against the turmeric
beings want his blood for their consuming
puppet felt the tug and pull of nothing
ponders why and how he's always running
shit had changed with loss and gain of loving
mercy at the gravity of what is

i really think i'mma erode, the moment i've struck any gold, aye
just let me go, just let me go, you do not know me
hope is a torturous road, but gonna see where it goes, babe
she left me alone, now nobody knows
absent of warning

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

pendragon (chill sebs x poppy ozu)

friends (prod. the martianz)

[clip from tron]

lyrics

you're still within range
i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

party 'till the morning, till that face off
i left all my pain out in the pavement oh
you might think i'm crazy but i make it work
if you not with my bodies we gon' make it hurt

listen, i rub both my eyes and create friction
mission, i just double down when i go missing
fuck it, all of my designs yeah i crushed them
from my wish list, all that force on my back like a piston

if you didn't see a hollow body then i think you missed it
yeah it's still my crew but it's not where i'm drifting
i know where i'm from, where i came, where i'm living 
i just pack it up and throw it in the vision

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

wasn't sure if i should let you go
but i didn't want to see you drown
you built me up like a mound
we were both lost but now we're found

last night felt slow then you called
completely forgot i was in a snowstorm
minus a negative and you will move forward
all i need's a body with a whole heart

i don't know who that is but i'll post up
maybe i just make my move
i kept all this pain strapped 
but now it's just paint I use

i draw up the mud from this cup filled with pain
you can hide underneath my top when it rains
do you wish these thoughts would stop?
kiss of death turned me to a monster

i was knee deep in the dirt when a rose fell
i was out my body pushing concrete in a cursed hell
can we dance it off
signs on the screen make us worse off

the perfect system- snowstorm

the perfect system- snowstorm (irby x cxrter)

•Vocals by Vails & notahero
•Production by Threemvsk
•Artwork by Safehaven

Lyrics below:

It’s my fault
So stop calling me each night
Cus I learnt
The purest form of patience
I know
We don’t have that in common
Cus you’re always back here often
And it’s becoming such a problem

I’ve been staring at the ceiling
Hoping I could find some meaning
But these shadows keep on speaking
Saying you were never leaving

It’s my fault, I keep forgetting
All the nights that felt like endings
But you’re here, with no intention
Just to spark another tension
And I’m tired, but you’re talking
In my head while I’m sleepwalking
Guess we never learnt the difference
Between love and co-existence

So stop calling me each night
I’m too numb to even fight
Let these feelings die in silence
While you keep up your defiance
Cus I learnt
The purest form of patience
But it’s breaking all my cadence
And I know
We don’t have that in common
Cus you’re always back here often
And it’s becoming such a problem

(Notahero)

i’m tryna find the best out of the worst days
i cut myself off
maybe i’ll try smoking in a different place
ill take off the mask and you can see my face
if i don’t come down oh well
floating in and out of the atmosphere 
it’s my fault but now that’s not important
i’m dying but it’s for your enjoyment

#sadsong #soundtrack #musical #emotional #ambient #notahero #vails

nothing in common (feat. notahero)

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the perfect system- snowstorm (irby x cxrter)

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