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duskdreams 
2

lyrics

//I fell beneath the earth
But i’m back this time for you//

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Sweden
I just love that i can see me breathing
It shows that I’m still here, even when iIm screaming 
My souls the one disappears so It’s just sound 
I don't think I can lose you right now

No way, I been thinking about you all day
No shame, I just cant be living this way
No direction without you in my mind
I think I owe you my life

Baby i hit a wall
Smacked me on my head
And now it won’t release unless I do that shit again

So yeah it’s sticking with me
Invisible but I still bled
The scars won’t fully heal
Unless I make a fucking mess

Flashing lights, they must be sirens
A rushing tide, well it’s just perfect timing
I saw the signs, didn’t really mind it
Because I met ur eyes, this scene didn’t even need perfect lighting

Let’s stop the fighting, stop the lying
It’s me and u against the rest
Don't ever stop confiding, stop the hiding 
All I wants to hear your chest 
The pressures piling, the weathers wild
It’s more than being put to a test
Our chances declining
Just a little more trust and then we’re bound for success

Woah sleepless nights without you
In my arms, It's hard for you to
I know It's a struggle but we can make it through
Just want you to know that I love you

I can see the signs I know you're scared
But I'm right here there's no need to fear
Please don't stress about the things you can't control
Baby lets add these halves and live as whole

dd2 intro

DD2_Intro (Xander)

prod. flesh
master by @notluna

i 
cant go outside
and i dont know why
yeah im growing tired
of cancelling plans
it's only one night
with all of my friends
and i know it's alright to wanna stay but i
feel guilty when i dont even try
to power through and have a good time

i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me 
yeah i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me so much, oh

edit: I've never had a song perform this well!! shoutout the algorithm gods I'm glad it's resonating w ppl :') should be on Spotify etc in the next few days!!! thank u everyone for all the support it fr means a lot to me <33

i wish that i could be someone else

skeletons

+ spotify

skeletons (feat. kenny orlando + ezra)

prod. kill breanna x caves x safeatlast

dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont regret it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them! . .
im sorry that i dont stand up for me, but,
im really not the same as i ever was,
now ill always say what i (truly) want
who are you, and who am i?
dont try me
im not me 
i dont eat 
i dont sleep
oh
and im still 
looking at the sky
wondering why
and wasting my time
the ninja dude never hit the lightpoles
i always find out where you go
youre enough, i promise baby
no one else could ever save me
i take every step too, and it fucking pains me
and im focused on you, all the time maybe...
i did it all for you and no i dont re.. gret.. it
i prance over the flowers and it kills them..
i prance over the flowers and it kills them.. :')
i wish i wasnt him, and such a victim
(i know im not!!)
(i know im not!!!!)
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i!!!
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i?
who are you and who am i-

every step too

@xobroken @jolst


and i can tell when you're lying
you can see it in your eyes
you can see it in your smile
fucking hate when you're vile

its like you get a fucking knife
and you stab me in the vital

ur only nice on your birthday
get your cards and open them up
the writing on the inside are lies open it up

and i dont wanna feed your ego
if i could get out of here
id be heathrow

guess i pay the price now
fuck it its a time out
i just turn the light out
tell me whats important
6 in the morning
i left in the morning
i just want a foreign

"take a seat"
i dont wanna sit down
ive been all up on my mind
n idk where im going

dont act like you know
dont act like you know whats going on
cause you fkn dont

It’s a cycle
She hit my vitals
No survival 
Expect apologies when I’m dying, ya so entitled
Feelin like I lost myself since your arrival
Saw this Shit coming but I was in denial

I been deceased 
She not missing me
Turned into fiend
Full of grief
Xanax make me lean
Weak up in the knees
Puffin trees
Just to get some sleep
Unable to dream
White tee
Blood drippin on me

Didn’t see you leaving, what should I expect? Im so dead,  there’s no way to resurrect me
Said you loved me 
Then you left
What’s is that?
Everything’s a mess

smile w/ xobroken (jolst x radkoun)

cedar street w/ evergarden

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

spotify & apple <3

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

2nd single from dusk dreams 2 <3

Lyrics

All, these words spill out of me
I don't want the world to see 
What I could do 
And who I can be

I been fading like the leaves
I know I say it every week
But Please just listen to me
I don't wanna lose my peace 

I know that this ain't the time and place
But im losing energy in these waves
I can't stay afloat much longer
I kinda enjoy this rip I face

Maybe I need to try alone
It's best If I turn skin and bone
I really dont like that tone
Maybe I should turn to stone

Hold me tight till I hav no motor
One last night in this world I told her
One more day and ur world might crush
Below all of these waves I showed her

I knew I shunt’ve took that chance
The hope I had in a romance
Disrgretion wasnt shown 
Thrown overboard without a cast

Slow down I am going nowhere
So much more time in despair
Old friend I wish u were here
In this life I relinquish my care

The reasons are lost out in sea
They perished along wit the dreams
I dont know what else that could mean 
But I try to stay calm on these creeks

The wind is blowing us east 
I try to hold off a weep but the lack sleep of has left me so weak 
Guess I'll keep it locked until another one of these weeks
I'm hurting myself while I'm letting you bleed

Maybe this world will find out another way
But right now gotta figure out how to live today
I know it's not the topic that would make you wanna stay
But I've thought of this in a lot of ways

I've been a lot of places
I've seen a lot of faces
Still I corrupt the hatred
Enter my world and you'll want to paint
Just make sure to look in the corner and remember the name

thunderbreak

Thunder-break (Sleepy fish)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0bJh1YQSw6Rk94DK3hiNtG?si=EPAP1Mm1SuKkJY954x3qkg

https://linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by @metlast
mastered by @jolst

lyrics:

(I know how we'd end,
right from the beginning
i waited at the bus stop,
just hoping you'd get home)

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

this can't be our last day
there can't be another way
i'm holding on for you to stay
don't know what i'd do,
nor would i know what to say if i,

lost you and you never could come back again
without you i don't even know what's happening
as you slip i can feel my world crashing in
i love you and you don't even know the half of it

so don't fall, hold on
i swear that i'll do everything i have to do
cause you're all that i want
and if you let go i'm jumping after you

i just needed you to know,
i won't ever let you go
i just needed you to know,
i won't let you die alone

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

Thunder-break (Sleepy fish)

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