prod king theta

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all
if i spend the days with you i don't care bout the cost
if I live past 22 you'll find me dead on a cross

all i know
is i got nothing left to show
all i know
is that i'm never coming home

i still feel last friday night
i'm covering the scars and i cried 8 times
i crashed a couple cars and i still ain't died
i'm looking at the stars but their in my mind

i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

did u really care when i almost died
cus i don't really care if i lose my life
got drugs for us to share blew it off my knife
girl u were never there but you're here tonight
won't u tell me why
i still listen when i know u only tell me lies
if they shun me down to hell u know that hell will rise
i said you can keep my soul if u look in my eyes

look away, don't look away

all i know
is youve been carrying my load
wish u could marry with my soul
wish i could stay and watch u grow

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all

LAST FRIDAY NIGHT

featuring @yungblasian
prod @01kon & @drmabeats

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:
lyrics:
Do you want love or want drugs?
Pick your poison
I take a bump just to stop all the noises
I'm just a junkie I cannot avoid it
Wish I could restart this shit is annoying
Rehab, man I missed my appointment
Re-hashing with shawty about all my choices
We laugh in this moment, next one I'm hoisted
To a place that I shouldn't be-

Here
I hear Lucifer talk in my ear
Said I'll be right back, it's been a year
Know I promised I'll be there my dear
Don't want me to come home and it's clear to me
I threw out everything I hold dear to me
And my god only thing that put fear in me
I been screaming for help no one hearing me

@yungblasian
I fell too deep that one time
Too fucked up I don't really feel alive
Too selfish, sorry that I made you cry
Too fucked up I don't know what's in my mind
SOS
I'm more than less
I want to feel something that's more than sex
I wrote a song to get it off my chest
I know you're mad cause I'm a fucking mess
Oh, I got high
Just pick your poison
I'll buy you flowers
I know I'm annoying
Let's make it clear
I know I'm not the best for you
But I still try for you

My head hurt from the drugs, I been fucked up
Blood red squirt from my lungs, I been cutting up
I don't know why they want problems, but I been ducking slugs
I just been looking for solace, I ain't find nothing much

Here
I hear Lucifer talk in my ear
Said I'll be right back, it's been a year
Know I promised I'll be there my dear
Don't want me to come home and it's clear to me
I threw out everything I hold dear to me
And my god only thing that put fear in me
I been screaming for help no one hearing me

And I guess that's cause nobody's here
Nobody-
Nobody's here
Nobody's here
Nobody-
Nobody's here

Nobody's here
Do you want love or want drugs?
Pick your poison
I take a bump just to stop all the noises
I'm just a junkie I cannot avoid it
Wish I could restart this shit is annoying
Rehab, man I missed my appointment
Re-hashing with shawty about all my choices
We laugh in this moment, next one I'm hoisted
To a place that I shouldn't be-

PICK UR POISON w/ yung blasian

prod king theta

lyrics:
At the bottom of this bottle
I'll find everything but tomorrow 
I still wallow and drown my sorrows
And cut up rocks in my Monte Carlo
DND when I cut my line
In the night I'm gone come alive
They gone clap when they watch my eyes close
They love me when they watch me die slow
All the screams help me silence things
Suicide been inside my dreams
I'm gone die right inside this Tahoe
Scream my name when I'm in the cosmos

They call me Astro, but I'm too human to understand the concept of space
It's funny how I can't be alone but the thought of people drives me insane
I can't pretend I'm someone else I'm me but don't think I won't try
I'll be everything that you need Cause for me I just can't be that guy
Why? Why?
Can't I get things right?
I just cry, cry, cry
And pour my problems over ice
I get high, high, high
Off those flashing lights
Hear them scream my name inside my dreams to get my through the night

I think you're perfect you just want me to be okay I'll try
I need to get it right this time because it's do or die
You think I'm worth it
But I'm worthless and you'll see that in time
Go pack your bags let's hit the road and leave our past life behind

If it's demons on the roadside you can throw me off the cliff
I'll lead them where we'll both die
Or we'll find out why we live
In ten years I'll cross the boatyard
Just to see your smile again
You could have someone else's hand
Maybe I'll have lived enough to-
Be your man
You said we'd cross paths again
 And I've been struggling down the path we set out on when we began
So if it's demons on the roadside
You can throw me to them if it means you'll win

At the bottom of this bottle
I'll find everything but tomorrow 
I still wallow and drown my sorrows
And cut up rocks in my Monte Carlo
DND when I cut my line
In the night I'm gone come alive
They gone clap when they watch my eyes close
They love me when they watch me die slow
All the screams help me silence things
Suicide been inside my dreams
I'm gone die right inside this Tahoe
Scream my name when I'm in the cosmos

IN THE COSMOS w/ 4stro, ap ycm & jackson sadinsky

prod guda

lyrics:
I been on the drugs I been lazy
Made me think that I'm the one who's crazy
All my Opp's rolled in a pack, getting hazy
Pupils dilated on the daily
Am I gonna die tonight I don't know maybe
All my homies' wrists be shining like the navy
Crash out with my bitch she told me have my baby
I'm in hell I done recorded this with Hades
Oh
Oh, Oh
(Oh no)
I'm not excited to let you go
But just make sure that your boyfriend know
About every place that you went last night

Oh
I'm not excited to let you go
But just make sure that your boyfriend know
That you gone show up still in my coat
(Say every place that you went last night)
Oh
(Say every place that you went last night)
Oh
About every place that you went last night

I been on the drugs I been lazy
Made me think that I'm the one who's crazy
All my Opp's rolled in a pack, getting hazy
Pupils dilated on the daily
Am I gonna die tonight I don't know maybe
All my homies' wrists be shining like the navy
Crash out with my bitch she told me have my baby
I'm in hell I done recorded this with Hades
Oh
Oh, Oh
(Oh no)
I'm not excited to let you go
But just make sure that your boyfriend know
About every place that you went last night

(Oh)
(Oh)

U LEFT LAST NIGHT INTERLUDE

Prod 14slxva + dynox

lyrics:
I know a place that security never guarding
If someone trying to fuck with you then let me know
Cause it’s war like the Evergarden
This shit should have never started
On text but you never heart it
Girl I don’t know
When to move fast or how to move slow
But your old man getting the .44
4
Yeah he tried to fight back but he gone fold for sure
Yeah his homeboys know where his bro gone, go
Got a new bitch and she go loco, bro

And she said boy get up behind me
Codeine in my Hi-C
Don’t care if you like me
Hennessy in my IV
Yeah
Let’s go to where all of this started
Way before all of the shows and deposits
Before we was geeking on molly
Before she came up every time that she saw me
Nothing changed I’m still the same, yeah
Couple blue strips won’t make me fake, yeah
Hold me down, but I’m still a player
Lil bro fuck around to much like what you say?
Yeah
Every night popping champagne, yeah
I ain’t worried about a damn thing, yeah
In a year from now I’ll break the bank, yeah
In a year from now I’ll stay the same, yeah

I know a place that security never guarding
If someone trying to fuck with you then let me know
Cause it’s war like the Evergarden
This shit should have never started
On text but you never heart it
Girl I don’t know
When to move fast or how to move slow
But your old man getting the .44
4
Yeah he tried to fight back but he gone fold for sure
Yeah his homeboys know where his bro gone, go
Got a new bitch and she go loco, bro

That bitch is loco
I got a beam on my stick like it’s glow cove
Fill him with lead and it’s hot like it’s cocoa
I bought some white and it come by the boatload
Walking the street and they use me for promo
Walk down the street if you talking on me then I’m aiming the beam and I’m leaving you rojo
Watching the bullet hit your head in slow-mo
Then I link up with the bros when I go home
Dropping the tape on they head like a GoPro
100K and I did that with no promo, lil bitch

I know a place that security never guarding
If someone trying to fuck with you then let me know
Cause it’s war like the Evergarden
This shit should have never started
On text but you never heart it
Girl I don’t know
When to move fast or how to move slow
But your old man getting the .44
4
Yeah he tried to fight back but he gone fold for sure
Yeah his homeboys know where his bro gone, go
Got a new bitch and she go loco, bro

EVERGARDEN

prod king theta

lyrics:
While I write this song, I'm officially touching on rock bottom
Trying to right my wrongs, but I still can't acknowledge that I got them
Are we strangers yet again?
These walls are caving in
Be strong and don't you quit
Even though I wish we could drop it to just try
One more time
Want to just lie
Here and die
All I got is this mic

And I ain't saying this shit for no TikTok video views
And I ain't talking my shit on it this time, but I been on the news
Fix our problems with that new red lingerie
Thought this time was different but it's all the same
Your bad premonitions coming to life
And back then I couldn't picture tonight
But here we are

While I write this song I'm officially saying that I don't give a fuck
And yeah, I bite my tongue but I'm constantly deprecating and giving up
Will I ever leave my shell?
Will I die behind a cell?
A danger to myself
But you know I'll never let anyone hurt you
Yeah you know I'll never let anyone in between
I been pouring drugs in this cup since I was a teen
I'm gone put the blade to my face like it's Halloween
They gone sing along to my songs but don't know the meaning
Ask me why I said what I said but I didn't mean it
I been overdoing, abusing it, I been geeking
But I'll be okay
They told me make the same shit I did in the old days
They wanted six in the morning when I get on stage
But they still flick and record it if this shit don't play
Now I'm finally up
I'm still in the dumps
I know it's my year but I started it in the cuffs

While I write this song, I'm officially touching on rock bottom
Trying to right my wrongs, but I still can't acknowledge that I got them
Are we strangers yet again?
These walls are caving in
Be strong and don't you quit
Even though I wish we could drop it to just try
One more time
Want to just lie
Here and die
All I got is this mic

Its never been enough

I'll never be enough

I'll never be in love again

No, no, no, no, no
No, no, no, no, no
Never be in love

Never be in love
Fuck

STRANGERS AGAIN

lyrics:
(Shh)

Is this all?
Is there more to life than this?
Yeah is this all?
I guess that's unfortunate
Yeah is this all?
Well I mean of course it is
Yeah is this all?
Or should I put a cork in it?
Yeah is this all?
Is this all?
Is this all for nothing?
Or is there something deeper?
The floor just ate my sneakers
I'm Morphing with the reaper
The door just ate my finger
I still can't see inside

Is this all?
Is there more to life than this?
Yeah is this all?
I guess that's unfortunate
Yeah is this all?
Well I mean of course it is

Is it all
Is it all done and over
Left my blood on the wall there's your closure
When I'm gone will you all still be sober?
Will your mom try to call up my old work?
Is it all
Is it all done and over
Is it all
Is it all done and over
Is it all
Is it all

Is this all?
Is this all for nothing?
Or is there something deeper?
The floor just ate my sneakers
I'm Morphing with the reaper
The door just ate my finger
I still can't see inside

I still can't see inside

IS THIS ALL?

prod by me

lyrics:


i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing


but im losing my mind
this is a war inside my head
wasting all of my time
who got me feeling like this?
i keep losing myself
im falling into the abyss
again and again and again

i got under your skin
you showed me no remorse
you looked inside my head
you see a war unfold
"overthinking is bad"
don't tell me shit about myself
and oh my god
i say 

oh my god
i'm obsessed with myself
I'm the best there is uhuh
fuck mental health
yeah imma freestyle that shit uhuh
all eyes on me
i want attention everyday uhuh

i don't wanna 
no
i don't wanna


i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

i don't wanna dance
but keep me in your circle
you don't want a friend
you want my face on your ig
innocent my ass
keep it moving
playing hard to get
I'm not losing

innocent

i don't wanna talk it off [prod. bequite]

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@decayinganyways @bitekivibes

lyrics
--------
and i just cannot walk on
girl why u taking so long
i guess that u got enough
im really just nothing more
i told u you were so wrong
now i just dont give a f*ck
my heart it is getting crushed
by u, you're tearing it down 

time flies i die, cold nails dead flies
on my coffin tonight 
don’t write don’t act don’t say 
that we’ll find that you’ll just go stay 
you’ve been gone to long
but somehow you still got your claws 
inside my chest the cavity 
i’m bleeding out entirely 
can’t say it any differently 
it’s killing me

so long

spotify <3

so long w/ decayinganyways & biteki (yasuo! x jibaorockin)

MELINDA, I WON’T BE LONELY LONG
Words & music by Rhob Elliott, Wiiliam (Buck) Saunders
©2013, 2021 Awful Racket Music (ASCAP)
Produced at Sunset Recording Studio
For Awful Racket Records

IN THE COSMOS w/ 4stro, ap ycm & jackson sadinsky

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