the long-awaited distance pt 2 <33

@x1fern i luv u so much dawg, thx for bodying me lol

hope u guys can get some sort of feeling out of this, whether it's the feeling of moving on, sadness, or tranquility. i pray i can affect u in some sort of way <3

++lyrics++
girl i never wanna try that shit again
maybe i should fuckin die off percocets
say you love me but you don’t; makes perfect sense
i just wanna be alone can’t take the chance

took a lonely fuckin road, ain’t turning back
skin is melting into bone, no naked flesh
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last 
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last 

want me for you own then you treat me like shit
i don't fuck with these hoes I don't fuck with your clique
when we're all alone then you're up on my dick
stay up all night wondering if im missed

wonder if im sick or im going fucking crazy
when im with you I hate myself, it feels amazing
been off the drugs, my reality's fading
alone in my room wondering why im hesitating
water on my face & im turning off the faucet
looking in my eyes you can tell that I've lost it
you blurred the lines & then i went & crossed it
doing all these drugs & im laying in the moshpit

treat me like shit, doing these drugs, & im laying in the moshpit

girl i never wanna try that shit again
maybe i should fuckin die off percocets
say you love me but you don’t; makes perfect sense
i just wanna be alone can’t take the chance

took a lonely fuckin road, ain’t turning back
skin is melting into bone, no naked flesh
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last 
said you want me for your own, can’t make this last

all plats

perfect sense w/ 1fern [prod. dercept]

geek prod. PRIV + MXJIA

shoulda blown my nose before recording lmao
hope u guys like this cuz i had so much fun making it

=lyrics=
smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

yeah you already know
yeah you already know
smellin like ass, someone get a candle lit
smokin on gas, we smokin on cannabis
brand new pack, lil bitch get the hang of it

2 guns
they say they be rollin up 2 blunts
fucked up, you're a nuissance
run away, find out who it was
don't believe in the karma
they'll be eating your heart up
deck your body in prada
shutting down with no startup

shutting down, no startup
cuz everyone is so toxic
coming back, samsara
now im pullin up to the moshpit
(i suggest you run)

get the fuck away from me before you make it worse
get the fuck away from me
yeah you already know

smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

smokin it everywhere, light up a blunt
bitches be lyin and say i cant handle it
up in the function we fuckin it up
getting so high all my lungs they be damagin
runnin for pres im the number one candidate
bitch hella bad, im prayin she let me in
if we make plans, im already canceling
yeah you already know

yeah you already know
yeah you already know
smellin like ass, someone get a candle lit
smokin on gas, we smokin on cannabis
brand new pack, lil bitch get the hang of it

already know [prod. branwen]

produced/mixed/mastered by zoltar

lyrics:

well i feel fake
don't know what i want
'cause everyday feels all the same
i'm right where you want me
complacent, but lonely
i'm ashamed

i'll go for days without talking at all
confined to my room while i stare at the wall
trying to muster the courage to talk
but i'm too afraid so i'm writing it all
you think i'm annoying
well i think you're right
i feel like i know you from another life
i cannot fathom what i feel inside
forget about me, i'm just another guy

but try waking up with a chest full of nothing
my body's been begging for something of substance
this chip on my shoulder is just getting older
and i swear to god that if i had the chance
i would take back the seconds i already wasted
all of the pain that i haven't faced yet
the taste of defeat, the taste of the pavement
gotta retreat, but no one will save him

replacing my own thoughts with love, but my hope's lost
i feel like i'm reaching for something that's long gone
i'm stuck on this chapter
she's reading with laughter
embarrassed, but i'll sanctify
my struggles in little time
breaking my back trying to fix you up
i'm so sorry that i wasn't enough
the cards you were dealt
broke the heart that you held
there's no one to blame
so i'll point at myself

well that's fine
i know i can't go through that
unwind the vines pulling you right back
sit tight, address the problems you have
aggression's making me see all black
i need a heart that can function and can be patient
too bad the strings that attach are always fraying
you think i like being anxious and always shaking?
i licked these wounds on my own
don't need your saving


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red 40 blues

Caught (prod. JewelryBoy)

mixed by @luvkurtis
prod by pekarot
lyrics:

And i've got this pit in my gut
I'm not sure what I want
So ill keep my mouth shut
And I'll just bottle it up
But you told me to

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I cant keep
Doing this all on my own

I'm breaking apart
I don't know where to go

You told me its
Fine but i'm not even
Sure if i'll make it back home

And id cry when i needed ya
I cant keep faking but i'm too conceited ya
You'd tell me to calm down when i get too heated yea
You know i can't leave my life here without you

But you know
You'd pick me when i was low

You taught me how
to pick up the phone

You taught me how
To just let it go

(chorus)
U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart

And I'm, And I'm giving up
And I, And I need someone
And I, And I, And I hate your guts
And I, And I dont think I'd

Ever run
I hope that I
Become what you want
And I cannot
Talk Im done
If im breaking I'll
Suck it up
I know that its
Over now
Still wish we could
Talk somehow
But I've become numb
And you dont know what
I've become

U told me to
Talk it out

I'm breaking
I don't know how

I know that we’re
over now

You said that its fine but im
Breaking apart 2x

spotify <3

talk it out

not enough (micheal harrison)

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

i been high as fuck but i ain't feelin shit
cuz every time you give me hell i start to breathe it in
just watch me blow out all the smoke and never speak again
you're losing all your fuckin friends; i'm never thinkin that

overthinking in my bed i'll never sleep again
you always promise me you'll stay but never keeping it
now i got another question to ask you
what's it like to have emotion surround you

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again 

where the fuck were all these people when i needed them?
cuz i been wondering if maybe i defeated them
some sort of battle, mind is in shambles
fallin apart because the devil's a gamble

i been falling apart, its getting harder to handle
got my mind in the dust, im tearing up like a vandal
maybe i should really listen what i say
im never really here

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

feel again [prod. 17 letters x slayingibis]

prod king theta

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all
if i spend the days with you i don't care bout the cost
if I live past 22 you'll find me dead on a cross

all i know
is i got nothing left to show
all i know
is that i'm never coming home

i still feel last friday night
i'm covering the scars and i cried 8 times
i crashed a couple cars and i still ain't died
i'm looking at the stars but their in my mind

i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

did u really care when i almost died
cus i don't really care if i lose my life
got drugs for us to share blew it off my knife
girl u were never there but you're here tonight
won't u tell me why
i still listen when i know u only tell me lies
if they shun me down to hell u know that hell will rise
i said you can keep my soul if u look in my eyes

look away, don't look away

all i know
is youve been carrying my load
wish u could marry with my soul
wish i could stay and watch u grow

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all

LAST FRIDAY NIGHT

produced by @caleb-lodish

featuring @spacemanzackisdead

HAILEY’S COMET w/ spaceman zack

produced: dexter yu & endie

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
Distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

I don't know how far
I could be
One minute in bed broke back
Never felt half bad but I dealt with it, babe
The same way it was given
Brief love intermissions
And I felt okay
So I kept moving motion
To dilute all of this pain

Keep on moving faster
None of this shit could catch up
I was outside not hoping I'd die
Just hope I revisit the past year
I was alone, miss being alone
The way that I was in the last years
Miss being at home
But it was time to let go
And pick up the phone just to keep

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
And distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

LAST FRIDAY NIGHT

Staggy

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tracysfuneral

Oh well.

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