Lyrics 

She like wait but it's alright
I don't even know like
I been in these cold nights
Covered in this frostbite
Barefoot on this stone
Tryna straighten out these bones right 
Could I bum a smoke, light?
Weathers looking fucked aye
Kinda missing home or that feeling idk
I put on my Jordans  buy new laces for the road
I'm coming out of hiding decided u can fight me
I've been switching lanes I made an album, quite inspiring 
I don't fw bland shit, 
Chains on my black pants I leave the funeral lookin banging
I'll lace up my nikes
miss the bridge like its the fast lane
I crawled out the ditch to write a song and send u packing
I built up the craft so when I come, I come in smacking
Sounding hella trashy 
Judge me by my actions
There's no time for dying happy
When ur close to finally hoping out the backseat
Take the wheel and almost send it crashing
For a rush that's only ever really passing

a rough 4 years (jolst x cherry)

switching lanes so fast the clergy did a double take / intro (cherry)

On and on it goes...

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: GRAYSKIES
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA 

lyrics:
Greyskies
Up all night
I’ve been by myself for a long time
I see you
Walk around
Something bout this just feels so right

I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

I’ve been by myself for a long time 
Everybody knows it’s just you and I 
Staying up all night just to pass the time
Waiting for your call by the moonlight 


I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

Kyo, come on
think about it
who's the real villain here?
who really dragged her into this?
who?
it was me...
that's right

MY CURSE PROD. GRAYSKIES

Drowning [+ sogimura]

remixed and mastered

lyrics

"why do u wish u went back?"
she told me that i only live in her past
im a castaway

now drowning in something so toxic 
i cant even comprehend, 
like what is this pain that im feeling?

swear its warmer in winter
i come back home
but this town is so tinted

wait 
im leaving soon but u just cant wait?
wait for me

i never said how i felt
so is this rlly love song
she said its ok now we older
still wish i told her

bae u look sad
u can cry on my shoulders

(I wish I told her "that I will always love you")
(I will always love you x 4)

and now u talk about the pain i caused
love is just a game im sure
they say its fun 
well no-one won
baby breaking down inside my heart

inte än
men jag kan inte vänta, 
män 
jag kommer altid elskar
jag kommer altid elskar dej

inte än (hateful)

what the hell am i supposed to be 
i open up and the world hurts me openly 
time soon to be up

told u not to follow me
baby go home tearing up like a broken leave uh

takin a stroll for the stress
up to the tree where i felt so much love

it doesnt get harder than this


baby again
why we playing these games
got my heart in a fram but u dont give fuck


i cant keep saying that we fine
she in th worst mood
but ive had enough of living in lies
makin her cry
i cannot refrain from making her cry
in for a rideeeee

baby oh girl i guess things never change she said the worst while im walking away

skipped winter…fall 
but now summer rain
not everything comes to those that will wait

she breaking down 
while im falling apart
guess we drifting the same 
we drifting to our fate 
it was all the same
but i still hope that ur heart will remain

pain when we talk 
and even more pain when i walk
knees shaking im fading like chalk
baby its over its over its over
need to taker cover the storm won’t be long
but im lost

sun almost gone
karma to face while my eyes in the dark
write till ive starved 
jot till im dead
how come i still regret everything i have said

över (hateful)

kän (hateful)

lovely prods all thanks to end, aug, and branwen.
i love all of you who support me to hell and back.
and i couldn't be more excited for what's in the future for us
</3

empty szn..

sayless

sayless (end x aug)

lyrics

tell me now u goin out?
nah i dont wanna walk
i dont need to see my name on all these insta story’s
wait huh why u like this for
u don know nun bout me and i can live if 
it were to stay like that if im honest

should see her face
it sent me out
told me not be so rude 

but i jus wanna find someone
who when she talk i can feel summin
but never at these partys fuck it
so ill jus focus on myself now

so discreet its driving me insane
all these words keep for my beats
yeh you’ll survive without my face
took 10 mins to write this but i dont wanna wait
ironic how i say say that shit but feels like time is all i waste

its what this shit ll do
and then ur shits consumed
so id jus let out before it gets inside of u
inside these drugs and now i dont wanna move x2

sensual (wstd)

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

beat produced by dismas xavier, found on yt

lyrics:
do u ever get the sudden feel of loneliness
do u ever sleep and pray u dont wake up by the morning
that shit's getting common
and my mind is getting lost 
with all the words they fucking say to me 

do u ever lay ur head and u just start to think
of all the times u had a chance but u were so scared
and now im faded in my thoughts
i do not wanna talk
u see me laying on my bed
but my mind is so far away

im on my way girl
im on the way girl
u got my back u say
all i can do is trust
all i can do is hope
u dont let me down
like people use to
like people use to

do u ever get a strange feel of loneliness
when u got people but ur feeling like they dont care
when u r always on ur phone
n its like u r not there
when u be checking hours just so u can make an excuse
to go home

checking hours (prod. dismas xavier)

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