i am the captain of my fate
laughter is possible
laughter is possible
laughter is possible 
ahahahahahahaha

i’m de-programming 
black + white spirals stay cursing my eyeballs
yeah i’m de-programming
extricating myself from the hallowed halls of mating calls 
yeah i’m de-programming
stalking + stabbing my own simpering stockholm syndrome 
yeah i’m de-programming bitch
no more sex slavery, and no more forever happy home 

i’m swinging from every vine at warp speed
like how monarch martyrs in the holy wars bleed 
this escape artist’s scaling barbed wire fences
now she only requires the past + future tenses 

say i’m constitutionally incapable
like a baby’s shakeable 
they got me when i was one
miss me, it’s unmistakable 

under the skin like ex machina
it’s death in your own 4 walls
they meet to practice false alchemy
my meat practices falling off the balcony 

he was a tom cat in a top hat
referring to himself in third person
and i swig-swallowed that
in to a hollow vat 
they swarmed him like jungle gnats 
before their souls all went splat
a dengue fever dream 
a true believer’s high-pitched scream 

invade uncanny valley like a pep rally
they’re coming for me i’m not safe
so i cram myself into my own holes
slip-slide down all the oiled poles
i can’t help but leak everywhere
peek behind every cheap jump scare 
it’s just too much for me to bear

my gyroscope’s off kilter 
the center cannot hold 
helter-skelter this face melter 
living year-round in a bomb shelter 

spectre hanging over tranquility 
horse tranqs cover up any fragility 
chosen for my fecund fertility by his virility 

he promised the prophecy
proffered up the progeny
referring to ancient calendars
of suspect caliber 
as i prepare to insert the catheter 

it’s his church
i’m right here, bleeding
dark web torrents seeding
he’s on a birds eye view perch
so call off the her-i-knew search

dr. sidney gottlieb got me 
now watch the menace molt
feel the penance jolt 

that’s something i can attest to
he promised i’d be blessed too 
so jump sinking ship before judgment day 
begrudging i refuse to stay, refute the pay

unraveling parchments of verses
it’s day doctors versus night nurses 
so chase your tail, stay beyond the pale 

MK ultra, in the umbra, mea culpa
i was so gulpable but he’s still culpable 
digging thru the cult rubble 

i’m de-programming 
black + white spirals stay cursing my eyeballs
yeah i’m de-programming
extricating myself from the hallowed halls of mating calls 
yeah i’m de-programming
stalking + stabbing my own simpering stockholm syndrome 
yeah i’m de-programming bitch 
no more sex slavery, and no more forever happy home

baby stick with me + i’ll grant you salvation
stick n poke at his personal ptolemy space station 
swiftly turning to a wolf from a 101 dalmation 
be my pupil + prepare for your pupil dilation
 
cloak + dagger, stroke + splatter
slivers of silk on a silver platter 
tend to bacchus like a summoned satyr 
suck the fluids of his overfilled bladder 

obtained redemption via sensory deprivation
it’s all outlined right here in my deposition 
go deeper, deeper til we reach detrition 
this is divine damnation

fate’s as inevitable as this finger i’m pointing
but even so you won’t ever catch me anointing

Deprogramming (demo)

M.I.A. - Babylon

Eartheater - Skull Shining

Salvia - Viper

M.I.A. - Illy Girl

SWORDS ORIGINAL DEMO

Squared Toe Leather Boot (Prod. By Taylor King)

Couped up when im ridin
under sea like poseidon
these ladders im climbin
on the throne with my trident
take shit im not buying
in the jail and im crying
saw ya ass up on backpage
u get fucked why is u lying?

u sucking dick for the dough
i dont fuck with these hoes
all i do is count money bitch
and stay real true to my soul
Thats word to my flag
yall hoes is sad
been writing my own shit since 
since 16 im bad
get ya self a ghost writer
she come for me and i'll fight her
take that mase up out my purse
spray her ass  and blind her 
yo shawty its a wrap
you a roach you a rat
fuck  around and get clapped
beat ya ass with a bat
im da reason hoes hate
u da reason hoes late
run up on u split ya face
Real bitch never fake
body lookin so amazin
and im headed to the top
this sour im blazin
fuck a pig face cop

everywhere that i go all ho's be hatin
try to run up on me
fuck around and get raided 
fuck around and get raided
fuck around and get raided
Try to tun up on me?
Fuck around and get raided

fuck around and raided 
i'll cut you up with the blade in
i dont care what u saying
im on a henny im faded
cis women wanna talk shit
but they mans already ate it.
hooked up at a hotel - my rent and bills he paid it .
Now he calling my phone
nude pics in such
my pearls i clutch
big dick like whut
fuck throwing it back
yall niggas is wack
been doing this 4 years
on a bitch still in tact
i aint neva gon flop
headin right to the top
ammunition for the glock
aim at you and then pop
yall really be snakes
fuck around and be fake
all up in a chick face
girl you know that you late
ima muffuckin queen
fuck ya hope n dreams
sit ya ass the desk
shut ya mouth im the  dean
when im riding im clean
stay stacking my green
do whatever i want too cause im thugged out and im queen
Tryna run up on me plz be ready for the drama
buss about two shots at yo daddy and yo momma
you dont want no fuckin problems - i suggest u fucking solve em
got  a fully loaded clip and yea i call it revolver

Ima make this fucking dough  you aint fuckin up my commas
ima boss dont try to play me  ima hit u with the llama
wake yo bitch ass up beat yo ass out yo pajamas
ima blow yo ass up shoot you down like u osama

Deprogramming (demo)

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