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AfterLife (Prod. Tundra)

Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MScxKPvndq0

Artist:
@robinlucious

Lyrics:
I don't feel like
You've been honest
You're grabbing my attention said it's a promise

Used to feel like
Nothing could stop us
Now I'm hurting more than ever, you're breaking my heart 'cus

Ain't okay with that
Need to find the tracks
Now I'm on my way
Spread my wings I'm back

I don't feel like
You've been honest
Gave you all of my attention
Why did I bother

Yeah I guess that love's addicting
But right now I'm not the victim
You really fucked me up I'm thinking
(That) love never really works out

At best our love was killing me
Cuz that imprisonment would never make free
My heart, crushed and I lost my dignity
But I stayed, so blind, I thought that we could be

And if I'm not enough for you how could I ever be
That's what I thought about myself, I let my heart bleed

Treat me like I'm nothing
And throw me in a coffin

But when I met you, thinking love's forever burning
I opened up, but now I'm pulling down the curtain

Skip another chapter
And keep on moving faster

I don't feel like
You've been honest
You're grabbing my attention, said it's a promise

Used to feel like
Nothing could stop us
Now I'm hurting more than ever, you're breaking my heart 'cuz

Ain't okay with that
Need to find the tracks
Now I'm on my way
Spread my wings I'm back

I don't feel like
You've been honest
Gave you all of my attention
Why did I bother

Robin Lucious - Wings

Artist:
@ripkais

Producer:
@8rokeboy

Lyrics:
im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you

im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you (x 4)

feelings come in waves, i saw the smile on your face as i
slept up on your waist, it was a perfect escape from the 
voices in my head, it's you that closed the gates.
so late in the night that i feel like im fighting for you.
i'm fighting for you (x 3)

kais - you

LYRICS:

Know it’s coming, but you’re never knowing when,
Who the fuck you gonna lose? Maybe family or a friend,
Maybe someone that you love, even if you’ve never met,
We can feel it when it’s real, we can see when it’s pretend, yeah.

Everybody’s got a story they can share,
Everybody’s knowing loss, know the feeling isn’t rare,
Know that shit’s a part of life and nobody gets spared,
Everybody gets scared like nobody’s gonna care for them,
Got my brothers and I love them, they’re my buddies,
Some will still be chilling with me, others looking down above me,
Know I got them all around, even when I’m feeling cruddy,
Try to pull me out the dirt, even when I’m down and muddy in it,
They can see where I go, where I’ve been,
They can see my good deeds, they can see my past sins,
Everybody all around, they can see I’m all in,
Help me see the finish line when I feel I can’t win shit,
I’ve had a few close brothers that I’ve lost,
Made me change a whole lot, but it came at what cost?
Everything that I achieve, every battle that I’ve fought,
Know my people sticking with me ‘cause I keep them in my thoughts, yeah.
In ’09, I lost brother number one,
In the blink of an eye to a fuck with a gun,
I was doing dumb shit, but I had to be done,
‘Cause I knew my fucking brother wouldn’t want me to succumb to it,
A couple years passed by, no more getting high,
Knew I had to find a better way for me to live my life,
And everything was getting better till I got the news,
I lost another best friend, brother number two,
We were just about to do a few songs,
What the fuck is going on?
Why does shit be going wrong?
Had to see a few things no one ever wants to see,
Rest in peace to my brother, put his picture on a tree there,
It fucked with everything I thought I’d been learning,
It made me paranoid and I turned into a hermit,
I couldn’t go outside, I was too damn afraid,
Been a slave to my mind, in my house I’ma stay,
For another two years, now brother number three,
Hadn’t seen him in awhile, but we spoke frequently,
Told me he was doing well, feeling good, going clean,
Then I got the fucking call that my brother OD’ed,
Now why the fuck does this shit keep on happening?
I pick myself and then I’m thrown on my back again,
Depression’s been at bay and then it’s on the attack again,
The shit’s hurting worse than anyone could be imagining,
Except, a lot people gonna be feeling it,
It’s only up to us on how we cope and how we deal with it,
Talking so much, but now it’s gotta be shown,
Let them know that you’re there and that they’ll never be alone here,
Don’t hate if we choose to believe,
That there’s more to a life than the mind can perceive,
I can think about you, you could think about me,
Just breathe, the first step to set your mind free here,
And I know my loved ones stuck around,
Still feel them in my heart from sunup to sundown,
And I’m not the only one, know that you feel it too,
‘Cause you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you.

Know the power’s in you,
Know the powers in you,
Know the power’s in you,
Said you’ve had it all along, know the power’s in you, yeah.

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STICK AROUND (prod. bearded legend)

They're Right Behind Me, Aren't They

Tryna get away from my city
mixed by @albiddhk and shoutout to @kilj

NHL ft. Sewerperson

A shame prod. [Ahnboi]

"brain stew"

tell me why i shiver at night alone in my room
when i think a little too much I feel my brain start to stew
to the point where if I open my mouth up they'll all come loose
I don't got a single thing to lose to tell you the truth
so let me spill it out on you before i kill myself boo
because the longer i dont talk, the more I feel I'll stay mute
all the thoughts that boil in my head they feel like a noose
i cant escape the way they choke me out while thinking of you
i know it sounds so fucking twisted when I put this in words
cuz how i feel is complicated, but what isn't with her?
I told you how she broke my heart, yeah, you were with me, you heard
I want you to hold my hand, as i go spread my wings in the hearse
I won't leave you though, I just don't know how else to express
I feel I have no breath with all this shit on my chest
you're the only one that understands me more than the rest
i feel stupid writing 'bout you, but I won't drop the pen
I'll keep going nonetheless, I cut myself on the desk
let me finish up this page, I watch it soak up the red
I put my life into these songs, all the tears and the sweat
and not to mention all my time, but fuck it all, I digress
i have a tendency to off go on tangents, i feel the devil speak
his words exit my lips, when I'm truly too fucking dead to speak
his thoughts are in my head, I'm possessed, I don't think I'll get to see
a day past twenty, I thought I'd be dead when I was seventeen
a long year later and im feeling the same way
my ship is fucking sinking im so wrecked, I scream mayday
my lungs fill up with water, when I look at her chain lace
so I can better appreciate all the air that you gave me
I know I sound like im dumb when i talk this in my songs
This shit it comes from my heart, but really, girl, really how could it not?
With all the shit that I was, and all that broke me apart
Which part of me do you love? me, or who I'm gonna become?
I gotta admit that I be confused from abuse
I swear its nothing about you, its from the blacks and the blues
but that just motivates me more to write these songs on the move
catch me up on top the moon, yeah imma take you here too
I been walking so damn long, you see the blood on these shoes?
I don't think there's hope for me, I do this shit all for you
I don't really got a future, but I want one for you
but yeah, one of these days, you know imma run from my room

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'brain stew' [prod. tundra beats]

WINTER (Prod. Mayo Carter)

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth  

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

Paranoid shy and anxious
I don't want no new friendships
All they do is make me nervous
Staying lowkey and cautious
A lot of people out here toxic
They never got your best interest
But I already know how it is
I've been on my own since a kid

I've been alone
For so long
Don't know the place I belong
Just floating round like a ghost
I can't let anyone close
I'm crying on my cracked screen
Wishing you would hear me
Wish I could rest in peace
Lay me down underneath

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

I'm dying to tell you
How I feel about you
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I want you
To want me
I feel cold
And lonely
Got scars on my body
Blood stains up on my sleeves
Silver on my white teeth 

Silvertab jeans
With the Vivienne's on me
No sleep
I'm a strung out zombie
Can't count the grams I'm burning
5am in the morning
Pull up on the beat I burned it
Talk bad bout me
I heard it
But when I come around
It's quiet
When I come around
It's silent

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bloodstains (prod. taylor morgan + 4evr + saint tomorrow)

hi :_) hope you guys missed me as much as I missed u, follow me on insta @valier._ 

love ya'll

Simple :>/

Simple :>/  (prod. malloy)

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

when the world comes crashing down

when the world comes crashing down w salem avenue (prod. iof)

fka bled/
400k+ streams across all platforms/
manic ##%prince^^<3

'brain stew' [prod. tundra beats]

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