The Upload

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

regret

just one more night 
before i close my eyes
i cannot find
a reason not to hide
so hold me tight
i dont wanna drift away
cuz ill forget everything
that you said to me despite
all our differences that I
thought we couldn't set aside
I cry I cry again
and sometimes I know I'm a dick
Please forgive me and my sins
I hope you're fucking listening
It wasnt easy to write this 
all my thoughts are racing
I can barely get them down
on this paper that i found
on the floor next to the couch
we'd sit instead of going out
fuck the life i used to live
without your presence i feel sick
i been sleeping in the wind
just to feel something again
when the cold touches my skin
it reminds me of your hands 
in the winter when its brisk
I cant forget anything
just one more night 
before i close my eyes
i cannot find
a reason not to hide

living on broken glass [prod. acey]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

[hero]

I COULD SEE THE SUBSTANCES THAT SCHOLARS NEVER COULD
AND I COULD FEEL THE SIDE OF HER THAT NO ONE UNDERSTOOD
and it ended in
blood
on the floors on the walls
bodies strewn in the hall
and i swear they weren’t there before
motels and hostels
with residues been charred off
at night i keep my shirt off
i’m not worried bout the bed bugs in the safezone
shit’s a no go
i dont wanna leave i just got here front the slow pokes
i feel them right behind me with their logos
tryna advertise in every place they control
she lashed out i felt flashbacks
she wont open my snapchat
i’m tryna choose my casket
she came back to jus backstab
I didn’t come to get laughed at
i got morals and a format
for this shit talk that i hash out
i’m sorry did i scream too loud

[yokai dreams]

Woahhh
I can feel the blood flowing from my heart as you clawed it out
Woah I can't stand this doubt

That gun shot called sirens
To where you had me dying
My friends say that I'm lying
You can't blame me for not trying
I picked up most pieces
But the last ain't been found
Got shit that I've lived thru
So I'm sorry if I scream a bit loud

[hero] (sewerperson - comet 2 outro)

till then
im sitting on the comets
im way up here
i just got the news and i was brought to tears
feeling on my body she gon raise my hairs
honestly im scared but im guessing
till then
im sitting on the comets
im way too high
friday night was crazy think i almost died
baby take my hand ill let u touch the sky
when im on the comets i come to life

blood vessels (ft. yokai dreams) (jolst)

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

for you <3

you drive me fucking crazy
cant see, my vision hazy
malfunction in this function
you’re heroin for me baby
break mirrors when i pass by
cut with the shards
on standby
smear my face on the pavement
a hopeless romantic? maybe.. 
baby (x3)
you’re all the drugs i could ever need
but im a bad addict and a fuckin fein
you showed me all the things that i could never see
you’ll never understand what you mean to me
i thought i was incapable of loving
because of you i finally feel something

a hopeless romantic.

And baby
Please come back
And I beg you
I know I been replaced with someone else
With someone else x2
And I know I'm the one who to you to let go
And all the memories that we had
I sware to God if I could take you back
And I know that we drifted away
And I will try again 
We your friends
Tell me that I wasn't enough
I can pretend 
That I'm will be ok
I was so caught up
And wanna be alone
That I made excuses
Why I left
And I know i was wrong
But im am sorry
And I know it will never be the same again
I'm sorry I wasted all your time
And what can I do to make things right 
I dont think yoy know me well
I don't think I know myself
I smile when the cameras out
But honestly that's someone else
I
Don't know
That I'm
Falling behind
And I miss everyone now
Just to see
You moved on
I promise I'll be fine

Butterflies to Spiders

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/makeangelscry
mastered by https://soundcloud.com/makeangelscry
cover art https://soundcloud.com/makeangelscry
really shout out to https://soundcloud.com/makeangelscry for being awesome <3

penthouse suite w/makeangelscry (prod.Chris)

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Verse 2]
Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
And I'm underneath

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

[Bridge]
And it's too late for you to save me
Your words cut like razor blades

[Chorus]
So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping (Ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh)
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

barely bleeding

decomposing angels w/ cypression

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

[prod: @thersx]

[@soulfadexo] = Intro Verse
[@noxious-nights] = 1st verse
[@xipz_sad] = 2nd verse
[@ihatekoju] = 3rd verse
[@ripk41] = 4th verse
[@sadboigoyard] = 5th verse
[@yoimn3ver] = 6th verse

Ghxst Collective - Invitation [+ thersx]

New track off my new Ep "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
each songs being released individually 
Featuring the upcoming artists Corey Gossett
https://soundcloud.com/corey-gossett-645800446

(Lyrics)
Why we always arguing when we talk now 
Then we turn around and we make out 
You’re like a masochist the way you like pain now
It’s like the you I knew is fading in the background 
But when we’re up it’s like a roller coaster high
Get that feeling in my gut like we’ll never die 
So why don’t we just slow down enjoy the ride 
So we don’t end up wasting time 

Loving you is like a roller coaster 
Going up and down we’re not getting closer 
She just wanna fight till it’s all over 
(She just wanna fight till it’s all over)
Screaming at the top of our lungs isn’t this fun 
We’ve been going up down now we’re on the run
This is our rollercoaster love 
This is our rollercoaster love 

(Corey Gossett)
You were almost perfect 
The love just wasn’t worth it to me
Cause this is real life not dreams
And I’ve been trying to find the missing pieces 
But none of them have meaning to me 
This is not the last time that we’ll be like this 
And I don’t have the time or reason to fight it now 
Really hope it’s over now 

(Like a rollercoaster, like a roller coaster)
When we’re up I feel like I’m flying 
When we’re downI feel like I’m dying 
When you turn around you are smiling 
But there’s tears in your eyes why you crying
 
Loving you is like a roller coaster 
Going up and down we’re not getting closer 
She just wanna fight till it’s all over 
(She just wanna fight till it’s all over)
Screaming at the top of our lungs isn’t this fun 
We’ve been going up down now we’re on the run
This is our rollercoaster love 
This is our rollercoaster love 
Our rollercoaster
Our rollercoaster love
Our rollercoaster 
Our roller coaster love

Mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface
Prod by IOF X King Theta

Stream on Spotify!

Rollercoaster Love (feat. Corey Gossett)

Overthinking everything in my head 
Feelings don’t fade while I’m in my bed 

Keep me up late with your shit again
Lying on the floor screaming my name all again

In over my head and it’s time to go 
Being followed by people I don’t know 

Hold it over my head 
And watch me go 
Paranoia kickin in and it’s time to go 

All alone with my thoughts 
I’ve been biting on the tip of my tongue

Trying to find ways to erase the pain without you in my head 

Bad thoughts running through my head
I can’t stop the feelings of regret 
In my heart 

They’re running away without my body

Overthinking [+ sogimura]

Months upon months (prod. ballinbgh)

fka bled/
400k+ streams across all platforms/
manic ##%prince^^<3

decomposing angels w/ cypression

makeangelscry

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