prod. me
w/ @keybladeshawty2 (@2dolly)

the apathetic nights tears coat the path
her dress wove to and thro
the icy winds mould
her silhouette, elusive, without a shadow
she gestures me inside
her voice is dead cold

as she whispers in my ear
honey theres no need to fear
her cold teeth bite my neck

blood staining all my clothes
she’s staring at my soul
and i cant hold my breath

she such a pretty she such pretty 
she slimmer then a shadow

theres no need to fear everything will disappear
guardian angel she takes away all my tears

she such a saint bitch when she fucking talks to me
her words makes everything disappear

when she whispers in my ears my head turns like gears
everybody has a fear come inside of my head

pretty shadow ++2doll

wake up in the morninin finish up my lines from last night
i cant go to sleep at night without you here right by my side
i cant do a thing right scaring up and down my thigh
hope u know that ur the fuckin reason for my suicide
coz were toxic
everyday im off it
pills inside my cup i got these pills inside my pocket
ever since u left me i aint been able to stop it
the day i finally pass you will forever be haunted
abuse my love btc i know u dont want it i been fillin up my body with all of these toxics
weve tried everything were runnin outta options
highest that ive ever felt is whenever were talkin

its alright nothing ever mattered anyway
i love it when im noddin off coz i dont never feel no pain
how long have you felt this way
i been so fucked up for the past couple days
i been so lovedrunk since the day i met you
remember all those times that you said id never leave you
hindsight 20/20 all your lies are see through
i was counting down the seconds right until i get to see you

hope that you can find in someone what i found in you
i dont like change girl i dont want nothing new 
why couldn't we stay together like we were supposed to do
cant believe that this is happening regretting ever knowing you
my emotions are controlling me
im in love with what were supposed to be
only time i think ive ever felt at peace is when ur holding me
getting fked up in the crib because im sad that ur ignoring me
never forget when you told me that "your love it is boring" to me

ruining my body anyway that i can
i wanna shield you from the world i wanna hold you in my hands
i cant talk to you when im off the xans
i cant do a thing im useless everything i cant

MarBLESODA!

self prod.

idgaf
let me just live my own life.
don't know what im livin for (2x)
empty bottles on the floor
totally, i hate myself
im dying? well im goin to hell (2x)

come and eat my brains out, idontwannablikeyou. (2x)

idontwannablikeu

prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

i cnt feel my face (xokimono)

guitar by @3dates
art by dustbinrat aka hibi 

†
cut my mouth in the crooked shape of a smile 
cant look into the mirror and see what I defiled 
and im your worthless torture doll 
do what you will just fucking use me
carve me till im beautiful 
cut me stab me use and abuse me
god she makes me sick but I love her I need her 
pretty ______ but her looks a deceiver 
all we do is lie 
and say that it’s fine 
cut into my thighs
drain the life from my eyes 
I know that I’m sick ___ ___ is fucking torture 
tear into my skin I just wanna fucking suffer 
you cant act like it’s okay 
covered scars won’t hide my face 
stain my lips with your blood 
I taste it and I savor it
[redacted]

sadist prod. marceline x sedate {dustbinrat}

prod da goat @hurtsucca <3 #doeboyz2k17
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falling short, not enuff 4 any1
replaceable, forgotten.
the world brings me no fun
nostalgias what im caught in
erase from your life like a hard drive
just press delete, no restore.
im not needed anymore
without me you'll be fine
like every1 else in my life from b4
relations a chore

theres no time i was with someone and i never needed them more
attachments a bitch, attached 2 a whore
smths wrong with my brain
i want sum more of it after all

plz dont go
i said plz never leave
need ur touch 4ever
and ill be doing whtever
whtever it takezzz

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
nananananananananana

falling short, not enuff 4 any1
replaceable, forgotten.
the world brings me no fun
nostalgias what im caught in
erase from your life like a hard drive
just press delete, no restore.
im not needed anymore
without me you'll be fine
like every1 else in my life from b4
relations a chore

new merch

falling short, not enuff 4 any1 (hurt)

i let u down
left w/ a frown
i c ur face
i fall 2 the ground 4 u
cuz its all the im used 2
so much times i compromised
just 2 make love true

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right

stare at the wall and cry
every time i get discarded
every1 thinks im retarded
im just a mentally fucked artist

so creative but i got no friends
in person to share my talent with
and i be craving it
i knew this girl but im over it
always spamming my phone yelling again
i never get any rest

know i disappoint
give all i got
but i never suffice
i rlly hate my life
make the songs 4 u
sad in my bedroom
at least i try
i wanna make things right
(x2)

NEW MERCH!!!

i know i disappoint

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LYRICS:
saw her in the party
so kawaii
im like omg
imma dye my hair
n thens liv a kandii fantasy
look up at my wrists
tons of scars n tomagatchis
u cant fw us im w/ doeboyz n wit woody

u cant take my swag
get that shit?
i take it back
all these pussies keep on talking shit
aint fw them fagz
i b dressin in all black get the weed im rollin thaat
if u see me in the club know that my scene girls on attack

hello kitty fitted up
my emo bitch js wanna fuck
every day i b on myspace
i b sexting all my slutz

im too fucked up off the drugs
at the function with the bros
then this hoe offered a molly
then i threw that shit up

we b on club penguin like this shit 2006
online on chatrooms i dont like doing shit
shawty said she like my diy bracelet
i said thanks cuz my emo bitch made it!

(w666s)
fly around the club got the angel wings up on me
robotripping hard now im bouncing like a bunny
im in my bag and thats why she wanna fuck me 
iongaf tiny pants they be on me 
yeah im so pretty im looking like a daisy
hoes on my line and i swear it drives me crazy
hello kitty phonecase looking like im hilton
suicide on myspace yeah the molly kicked in
tiny pants on bitch i feel like based godd
yeah im so pretty and i got my own facade
im chilling in my kingdom with ur princess on my rod
take her to the back now she all up on the squad

SPOTIFY

so kawaii OMG ^-^ +woody (8t33n) #doeboyz2k17🐹🪖

prod me 
art by dustbinrat/hibi 

lyrics 
still awake I writhe in bed 
my thoughts leave me fucked up
drugged like cattle slit my throat 
let me choke on my own blood
cut my wrists let me bleed out
on the floor as I lay 
until my fucking life is drained
nothing left of me to save

split my veins with blood leaking down 
and ill wake up on the ground 
you’ll always be mine
bound by murder suicide
is this even love? 
all you do is hurt me 
open up the cuts 
without you there’s no meaning 
cut you open too much blood to clean
body parts in bags throw them in the sea

i cut my throat now im barely breathing prod. marceline {dustbinrat}

og - https://soundcloud.com/juliawolfnyc/in-my-room

sadist prod. marceline x sedate {dustbinrat}

mxrceline

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