produced by maysmusic

lyrics;
i do anything to get her out of my head
i do anything to escape this bed i made
all this these words got me feeling like im gonna break
i would of caught a grenade
but now all u do is tell me all the things u hate
and i sealed my fate 
bitch yk im not your hero
for fucksake i dont got a cape


sitting here having all these thoughts enter my mind
i bottled up all my feelings
telling everyone im fine
but im not alright
i jus wanna get high
everything in my head is make believe
i wannabe on your goodside so ill bend a knee

this aint no fairy tale
like u ever cared at all
i do anything to ert you out of my head
but somedays i rather just waste away in this bed


grenade

Well i've been stuck inside these cycles, yeah they running my life
Yeah I look fine on top the surface, but when I'm outta the sight of others
I crawl back to these vices; stealing my life of color
My laundry piled up and dirt clogged up the gutter
~
Each day I get a glimmer of hope tho
Faded on a wednsday
Living like a hobo
Brain so fogged up, frozen like a photo
no one know the real me satoshi nakamoto
~
Guess thats how its meant to be
If I don't hold nobody close than I can't lose em
I've tried bout every remedy
I just wish I'd see my life from a new lens
Fuck that Imma drown in the deep end
Descend back
Imma dwell on the pretense
But i'll pretend that
I'm fine.
but i'm not tho
Lying like a plot hole
Fiendin for a fix my hands are shaky like vibrato

  

Cycles III [prod. Drecyy]

All glory to my brother Ne’erdowell for his beautiful production work 😤🤌🏻

Lyrics - 

Why are you testing my patience 
You got me cracking my fingers like kaneki 
Honestly 
I’m in this room feeling anxious 
don’t let me write right now cause a pen in my hand when I’m feeling sad can get Dangerous 
Like
What’s the point of explainin
If you know the lyrics before I can say em 
Quick change face 
Cause I can’t let em match my pace 
Mach 1 my ass right back to home base 
Just to hit them sheets where I feel safe  
Hit play
Watch it all unfold 
While I laugh unscathed 
Fuck
I’m Rotting in bed feeling drained 
What a god damn waste 
I 
Stand in line amongst hateful 
Difference is I bring more to the table 
Still feelin choked up
Fuck it I’m hopeless 
Try but I’ll fail like I’ve seen every angle 

Oh not again 
The yelling in here always ruins my rem 
So I’m drinking coffee 
Destroying my body 
Cause I barely eat anymore got me feeling like Ken 
As the centipede’s burrow their way through my skin 
I’m feeling nauseous 
Why am I Feet from the edge 
And  prepared for the end 
Like I’m Ready to jump cause I’ve weighed out my options 
Fuck it I guess either way I’ll be dead

Centipedes p. NE’ERDOWELL x babieyummo

mixed & mastered by me

I know I lost a couple times 
all those words that you say just get to me 
I know that one day I will shine 
STEPPIN out the ride 
they try and get to me 
red carpet camera with the light 
this life is feeling right 
my brothers set with me 
penthouse with the view we blasting music 
money strong I don’t wanna lose this 

I saw some shit I cannot lie 
put it all aside and go work on some music,
they think that this is all I got,
I got her, my cats my weed so I wont lose it 
talk to me like im just so stupid 
take drugs but I can’t go abuse it 
I’ll let them down 
I’ll let them down
I’ll let them down
like f I’mjust so f'ing so stupid 

make it right 
cuz my worlds falling down
got no time 
busy grinding gotta get out
I guess it’s life close ones they will leave sometimes 
but sometimes they will stab u in the back like if u not watching them,

I got dreams I got dreams,
I woke up not remembering 1, 
I got problems mentally but I know that I’ll find the sun 
I know that find the one ,
busy smoking on this blunt 
I put like 3.5 in this shit 
slurrin all my words right now

lose it [6astard]

siege the tower

produced by sorrowbringer
featuring AVXID
mastered by NE'ERDOWELL
cover art by AVXID

lyrics

(BVTAI)

come from west
moving in silent kind
breaching the fortress
on forefront of mind
he sees flashes of me 
when he closes his eyes
as i scale the walls 
and i leap through the sky

holding barely a knife
but your men watch you die
im taking more than your life

we're standing on business
and swords
come through, leave a witness
tell the lord
dont let anybody miss this
when i call
to turn your body into mist
its just the cost

i feel his sword bounce off my chest plate
he's exposed
i put my fingers in a fist
and break his nose
and you ain't making heavens list mate
i oppose
i think your favourite artist's bitch-made
he's a rose

how does it feel? are you feeling yourself?
mahogany halls, while you drink to your wealth?
there's an army of people laying wait on your doorstep
i'd let you leave but i'm a terrible person

raid the coffers 
throw the gold into the river
we're just here to send a message
signed in blood
and i'll deliver on it

(AVXID)

fragile body on the floor
oh i just had to
i just had to
i'll just eat you

cold cobblestone floors
always you live by your sword
look at all the blood on the floor.
look at all the-

(BTVAI)

we're standing on business
and swords
come through, leave a witness
tell the lord
dont let anybody miss this
when i call
to turn your body into mist
its just the cost

i feel his sword bounce off my chest plate
he's exposed
i put my fingers in a fist
and break his nose
and you ain't making heavens list mate
i oppose
i think your favourite artist's bitch-made
he's a rose

grenade

marsmal